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MRS. JANE GREENLEAR 



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"And she was a widow of about fourscore and four years, which departed 
not from the temple, but served God with fastings and prayers night and 
day." — Luke ii. 37. 



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MASSACHUSETTS SABBATH SCHOOL SOCIETY, 
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Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1855, 

By the Massachusetts Sabbath School Society, 

In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. 



Geo. C. Rand, Printer, 3 Comhill, Boston. 



CONTENTS. 



CHAPTER I. 

Object of Publishing. God's faithfulness to his 
Covenant. Pious Ancestors. 13 



CHAPTER II. 

Birth. Religious Instruction. Early Impres- 
sions. Worldliness. Deaths in the Family. Per- 
manent Impressions. Distressing Convictions. 
Marriage. Baptism of her Son. Conversation of 
a Friend. Christian Hope. Public Profession - 19 



Vlll CONTENTS. 

CHAPTER III. 

Extract from Hamilton. Punctuality in Prayer. 
Trials. Severe Pilness. Recovery. Deafness. 
Incident in Boston's Life. Farther Trials. Ex- 
tracts from a Sermon. Journal. ------ 26 



CHAPTER IV. 

Benefits of Affliction. Bereavements. Journal. 
Incident. Record of Mercies. 44 



CHAPTER V. 

Efforts for her Children and Household. Firm 
hold of the Covenant. Effects of her Father's 
Death. Intercession. Activity. Religious Con- 
versation. Benevolent Spirit. Journal. - - - 57 



CONTENTS. IX 

CHAPTER VI. 

Desire for the Extension of Christ's Kingdom. 
Interest in Revivals. Revival in 1800 and 1801. 
Incident. Letter. Missionary Spirit. "Isles of 
Shoals." Letter. Walk of Usefulness. Letters. 
Journal. 69 



CHAPTER VII. 
Letters. ----- 89 



CHAPTER Vin. 

Answer to Prayer. Succeeding Emotion. 
Manner of expressing her Gratitude. Confidence 
in God. Family Government. Strict Observance 
of the Sabbath. Journal. Letters. - - - - 110 



CONTENTS. 



CHAPTER IX. 



Sympathy with the Afflicted. Letters. - - 129 



CHAPTER X. 

Letter from R. Ralston, Esq. Love for Chris- 
tians. Charity. Letter to Mrs. P. Other Letters. 
Death of her Husband. 143 



CHAPTER XL 

Consistency. Benefit of her Example. Faith- 
fulness. Cheerfulness. Incident. Forgiveness of 
Injuries. Change of Residence. Improved 
Health. Loss of Sight. Love to God's House. 
Journal. Letters. .----173 



CONTENTS. XI 



CHAPTER XII. 



Closing Years. Continued Industry. Sickness 
in 1845. Letters. Death of her Brother. Last 
Qlness. Death. Divine Faithfulness. Funeral. 103 



CHAPTER XIII. 

Summary of Doctrinal Belief, and Traits of 
1 haracter. 205 



CHAPTER XIV. 
Letters from Friends. - •■ - 213 



APPENDIX. 

No. I. Notice of W. C. Greenleaf. - - - - 221 
No. II. Extract from Rev. Dr. Dana's Sermon 
)n the Death of Mr. William Coombs. - - - 234 



MEMOIR 



OF 



MRS. JANE GEEENLEAF. 



CHAPTER I. 

" The mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon 
them that fear him, and his righteousness unto children's 
children; to such as keep his covenant, and to those that 
remember his commandments to do them." — Ps. ciii. 17, 18. 

The following Memoir of Mrs. Jane Greenleaf is 
not a tribute of affection merely ; nor was it under- 
taken from any private motive. The object in view 
has been solely to magnify the grace of God, which 
made her "a burning and shining light" in the 
world ; to exhibit, for the imitation of others, her 
example of active and uniform piety ; and to show 
the faithfulness of God to his covenant with his peo- 
ple. It is now committed to the public in the hope 
that in this way, however humble and unpretending 
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in itself, it may do some good. To the memoirs of 
the pious dead, whether in the public or private 
walks of life, has the church been largely indebted 
for much of her piety in subsequent times. Who 
has not been improved by reading such memoirs as 
those of Mrs. Graham, Mrs. Huntington, Mrs. 
Newell, and many others ? To a level with these, 
however, the present volume does not aspire. 

The promise, originally made to Abraham, " I 
will be a God to thee, and thy seed after thee," has 
been strikingly fulfilled to those of " like precious 
faith," in every succeeding age. Abundantly was 
it verified in the family of Mrs. Greenleaf — many, 
among her immediate ancestors, having been eminent 
Christians. 

Her grandfather, Philip Coombs, came to this 
country from the island of Guernsey, and settled in 
Newbury, now Newburyport, (Mass.) He was reg- 
ular in his attendance upon public worship, and was 
esteemed a good man. Such, doubtless, he was also 
in his own estimation ; for it was a day when religion 
had lost its vitality, and " good works " constituted 
piety. To Mr. Whitefield was he indebted, like so 
many others in this region, for his first correct 
knowledge of himself. So powerfully was he con- 
victed of sin under his preaching, that, for three 
months, he was unable to prosecute his usual 
business. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 15 

After his conversion he was remarkable for his de- 
vout regard for the Sabbath. Of him it might be 
truly said, he called the Sabbath " a delight, the 
Holy of the Lord, Honorable." On that sacred day 
he took no breakfast, saying to his wife, when urged 
by her, " I have meat to eat that the world knows 
not of." That he might prepare himself for the 
proper reception of the truth, he went early to the 
house of God; and that his meditations might not be 
disturbed, and thus the benefit lost, he remained until 
the congregation had left. 

Ever mindful of the uncertainty of life, and 
acknowledging an overruling Providence, he would 
not leave home, even for an absence of a few days, 
without first putting his hand on the head of his eldest 
son, William, and remaining some minutes in the 
attitude of prayer. 

He was one of the founders and elders of the First 
Presbyterian Church in Newburyport, and died in 
France, having been taken prisoner during the war 
with that country, in 1759. There he was held in 
such veneration by the keepers of the prison, that 
they spoke of him as " that good Mr. Coombs." 

Before his death, the Romish priests urged upon 
him some of the ceremonies of their church ; but 
firm in the faith, he resisted, with strong emotion, 
even when unable to speak. His age was fifty-two 
years. 



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His wife, also, was a woman of uncommon attain- 
ments in piety ; and being spared to a good old age, 
she had a decided influence upon the religious char- 
acter of her grandchildren, whom she never ceased to 
instruct in the fear of the Lord. The subject of this 
memoir has often remarked, that " there was a pecu- 
liar majesty in her grandmother's piety." It was 
not of that dwarfish, sickly character, so common in 
this day, when the religion of many seems to consist 
more in bustling activity than in the devotion of the 
cbset. In the duty of prayer she abounded ; and, 
probably, to this her posterity have since been in- 
debted. For them, even to the latest generation, she 
was accustomed to make special supplication. She 
died in 1793, aged 78 years. 

Mrs. Greenleaf 's father, William Coombs, was one 
of "Nature's noblemen," and divine grace wrought 
within him his parents' religious traits of character. 
To a natural urbanity of manner, Christian principle 
imparted a charm, which commanded admiration and 
respect. 

Prayer was his delight ; in which exercise, whether 
in the family or social circle, he was characterized by 
deep humility, reverence, and fervor, the tears gen- 
erally falling down his aged cheeks, while he lamented 
his sins. 

Like his parents, also, he was a strict observer of 
the Sabbath, and the pleasure he derived from its 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 17 

spiritual exercises is evident from the following re- 
mark. Expressing to a daughter some doubts re- 
specting his state, she mentioned his love for that day 
as an evidence of his sanctification. He replied 
at once, " ! the Sabbath! why, it is no sooner 
come, than it is gone ! " 

A few Sabbaths before his decease, his pastor 
being absent, the clergyman, who supplied the pulpit, 
was invited to his house. In his conversation he 
found enjoyment ; but, on Monday, he remarked to 
his wife, that he missed his usual Sabbath reading, 
which had thus been interrupted, and he should de- 
vote Tuesday to the enjoyment of his Sabbath privi- 
leges, which accordingly he did.^ 

Of her mother, it is only necessary to add that she 
also was a child of grace, amiable in disposition, and 
distinguished for benevolence to the poor. Her life 
was not long, (as she died at the age of forty-four, ) 
and it was clouded, during three years, by mental de- 
rangement. But reason returned before death, and 
her last words were, " Come, Lord Jesus, come 
quickly ! " 

That the pious spirit, which animated those who went 
before her, lost nothing of its fervency in her, who is 
the subject of this memoir, will be seen in the follow- 

*For other particulars see Appendix No. 2. 

2* 



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ing pages. She was well known, in a wide sphere, 
as " a mother in Israel ; " and, in her, the peculiar 
graces, manifested by her devout ancestors, were 
strongly marked. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 19 



CHAPTER II. 



" I thought on my ways and turned my feet into thy testi- 
monies." — Ps. cxix: 59. 



The subject of this Memoir, Mrs. Jane Greenleaf 
was born in Newburyport, January 22, 1764. She 
was the second child of William and Jane Coombs. 
In childhood, she was amiable, correct and beloved. 
The influence and instructions of her parents, daily 
intercourse with her excellent grandmother, and the 
faithful preaching of the Gospel by her pastor, Rev. 
Mr. Parsons, which were often accompanied by the 
special influences of the Holy Spirit, early produced 
in her much solicitude respecting her eternal welfare. 
Even in youth she felt that she was " a child of 
wrath," and needed " the washing of regeneration 
and the renewing of the Holy Ghost/' to fit her to 
glorify God on earth, as well as to enjoy him in 
Heaven. 

Still, 'for many years, she loved the world, and 
withheld her affections from her rightful Sovereign. 
But the enjoyment of its pleasures was interrupted 
by the entrance of death into the family, by which 



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two infant sisters and a brother were removed. In a 
few years, the distressing illness of her mother, and 
her subsequent death, together with that of her eld- 
est sister, three weeks after, deepened her previous 
impressions. Then a promising brother, just as he 
was entering manhood, fell a victim to the shaft of 
the " insatiate archer," and she was again called to 
serious reflection. Thus broken with " breach upon 
breach," with her affections wrenched from their fond 
objects, she began to consider ; God was kindly mak- 
ing a void within, that He might himself be invited 
to fill it. " By a way that she knew not " then, He 
was leading her into " paths of uprightness." But 
she was still " halting between two opinions," when 
in 1788, the death of her favorite sister, at the early 
age of nineteen, was made the means of convincing 
her of sin, and of leading her to seek the Lord with 
all her heart. But even then, she did not at once 
forsake all for Christ. Trembling she stood beneath 
Mount Sinai, whilst the trumpet sounded long and 
loud. ' ' The terrors of the Lord set themselves in 
array against her," and his arrows rankled within. 
Her convictions were distressing and of long contin- 
uance. So absorbed was she in securing a refuge 
from the coming wrath, that she could hardly per- 
suade herself to attend to the common duties of life. 
She embraced every opportunity of hearing the gos- 
pel preached, both in her own and the neighboring 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 21 

churches ; and persevered in secret prayer, and in 
reading the Bible and religious books, especially 
Doddridge's " Rise and Progress of Religion," from 
which she derived much benefit. After a time, her 
distressing anxiety subsided, though her interest in 
religion remained. She then feared she had grieved 
away the Holy Spirit, and while Christian friends 
hoped that she was a child of God, she considered 
herself still " an alien from the commonwealth of 
Israel." 

As she was of a hopeful temperament, the fact 
that, for several years after, she never thought her 
heart was renewed, evinces her humility, and jealousy 
of herself. The formation of some worldly attach- 
ments, which she bitterly condemned in succeeding 
years, retarded the growth of " the blade " of grace, 
and prevented her from discovering even its exist- 
ence. 

In December, 1796, she was united in marriage 
to Ebenezer Greenleaf, of Newburyport. For a time, 
the duties and cares of domestic life absorbed her at- 
tention, and her religious affections suffered an abate- 
ment. In the following year, when parental respon- 
sibilities were added to previous duties, she went, 
with increased earnestness, to " the mercy seat, V that 
Divine grace might be bestowed on herself, and on 
her infant son, whom she felt bound to train up "in 
the nurture and admonition of the Lord." 



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At that period it was the practice of the First 
Presbyterian Church in Newburyport to allow pa- 
rents, of good moral character and serious deport- 
ment, to present their children for baptism, by con- 
senting to the " half-way covenant. " She was ad- 
mitted to this privilege, and thought it was much 
blessed to her. # 

In the kingdom of grace, as well as in that of na- 
ture, it is the good pleasure of God to employ means. 
In the awakening and conversion of sinners, and in 
the comfort and edification of believers, different in- 
strumentalities are used. Mrs. Greenleaf was brought 
to the enjoyment of a " good hope through grace/' 
in the following manner : — 

In the spring of 1799, a very devoted Christian, 
then residing in Portland, (Me.) visited Newbury- 
port, his native place, and called upon Mr. Greenleaf. 
Not finding him at home, he entered into conversation 
with Mrs. G., and according to his general habit, the 
theme was religious experience. After conversing 
sometime, he said, with much earnestness, "lam 
glad I came here this afternoon, for I find that salva- 
tion has come to this house." With surprise she in- 
quired, " What do you mean by that ? " To which 
he replied, "You speak the language of Canaan; 
did you never think yourself a Christian ? " " No — 

* This practice was abandoned in 1820. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. Z6 

never," was her emphatic answer. He then said, 
" I am going to Boston to-morrow, and shall return 
in a few days, and during my absence, I want you to 
write down your religious experience, and let me have 
it when I come back." "I have none to write," 
she replied. " Yes," said he, " you have, — and one 
thing more ; you pray now like a slave ; go to God as 
your reconciled Father in Christ. Now, promise 
me that you will do these two things." She gave 
him her word that she would endeavor to comply with 
his request. After his departure, she felt that a new 
danger was before her, that of embracing a delusive 
hope ; but as she carefully and prayerfully examined 
the state of her heart before God, she discovered ev- 
idences, previously unnoticed, that she had been 
" born of the Spirit." She now enjoyed drawing 
near to God in prayer ; and remarked to a pious sis- 
ter, " I think I have one evidence, at least, of being 
a Christian, I feel as if I wanted to pray all the time." 
To which her sister replied, " I have long had a hope 
of you, though you have had none of yourself." 

To the friend, who had thus been the " helper of 
her joy," she was ever after gratefully attached. She 
corresponded with him frequently, and derived much 
quickening and strength from his counsel and prayers. 

In August of the same year, she united with the 
First Presbyterian Church, of which her honored 
father was then an elder, and Rev. Dr. Dana the pas- 



24 MEMOIR OF 

tor. From this period she made religion the chief 
business of her life, and to its close exemplified its 
excellency in an uncommon degree. 

The following is the very brief and unostentatious 
relation of her religious experience, which she gave 
to the session of the church, when admitted to full 
communion : — 

"From early life some impressions of the impor- 
tance of real religion have, at times, engaged my at- 
tention, and often I have resolved to attend to the 
vast concerns of eternity, and esteemed them of in- 
finite moment. But I found I was deceived in my- 
self, and easily diverted from these resolutions, and 
still the world had the first place in my heart, until 
awakened from my security in sin by ^the deaths of 
near relatives, which deeply impressed my mind, and, 
I hope, taught me the insufficiency of earthly enjoy- 
ments to satisfy the immortal mind, and led me to 
seek for an interest in Jesus Christ,— and I trust I 
can now say, that * whereas I was once blind, now I 
see ; ' and I hope my aim is to live to the glory of 
God. Since taking the covenant upon me, and at- 
tempting to give up myself and child to God, I think 
I have realized the solemn obligations binding me to 
live agreeably to those engagements. 

" For many months I have had a desire to join in 
full communion with this church ; but doubts and 
fears have prevented me from putting this desire into 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 25 

practice. I now venture to come, doubting and tremb- 
ling, to this sacred ordinance, and ask the prayers of 
all God's people that I may be enabled to walk wor- 
thy this high vocation. 

" Jane Greenleaf. 
"August 10th, 1799." 
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26 MEMOIR OF 



CHAPTER III. 



"The righteous shall flourish like the palm-tree; he shall grow 
like a cedar in Lebanon." — Ps. xcii. 12. 



" Fkom a secret source," says an able writer, " the 
believer in Jesus draws bis life. The morning por- 
tion of the Word, the morning prayer, the morning 
meditation ; these are the waters which keep him green 
all day ; and, even in the desert, there is a dew, 
which, descending on its branches over night, brings 
him forth fragrant and lively to the morrow." This 
"secret source" and fountain of spiritual life the 
subject of this memoir had now discovered. The 
path to its healing waters was made familiar to her ; 
and, during her whole subsequent life, she was u ob- 
stinately punctual " to her stated seasons of devotion. 

But the children of God are reminded that it is 
" through much tribulation they must enter the king- 
dom of Heaven." Says the writer already quoted, 
(Hamilton,) "It is by means of the sifting and 
crushing processes, to which they are subjected, by 
the Providence of God, that they become * the salt 
of the earth,' ' the lights of the world f " and many 
and severe were the trials through which she passed. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. Zi 

In the summer of 1801, she was prostrated by se- 
vere illness, which continued for six months, and 
brought her apparently near to death. But God had 
a work for her to do on earth, before her warfare was 
accomplished ; and she was gradually restored. 

After her recovery the nerve of the ear was dis- 
covered to have sustained so much injury, that, ever 
after, she was afflicted with deafness. At first, it 
was only slight ; but it gradually increased, so that, 
for the last twenty-five years of her life, she seldom 
heard a sentence from the pulpit, although she was 
able to hear the conversation of friends, when they 
sat by her side, till within the last ten years, when 
she was obliged to have the aid of a trumpet for that 
purpose. 

This deafness was a sore trial to her. She often 
said, " It was a blow at the root of her pride ; " but 
she blessed God for it, feeling that it was absolutely 
necessary. As other trials followed, some of which 
were wholly unexpected, and peculiarly heart-rend- 
ing, she bowed to the strokes of her Heavenly Fa- 
ther's rod, being more solicitous to have them sancti- 
fied than removed. Whatever instrument was em- 
ployed for her correction, she looked above second 
causes, and received it as from the hand of God. 
When any fresh trial was sent her, her petition was, 
usually, that of Job, "Show me wherefore thou 



28 MEMOIR OF 

contendest with me ; " and sbe at once commenced 
the work of self-examination, that she might discover, 
confess, and forsake the sins, which had made the 
discipline necessary. 

In the life of the Bev. Thomas Boston, an eminent 
Scotch divine, it is stated, that when he was in any per- 
plexity, either temporal or spiritual, he never obtain- 
ed an " outlet," until he had made a full confession 
of his sins to God. After reading this, she adopted 
the same practice, and, often, when her way was 
hedged up, she would say, " I think I have not rec- 
ollected all my sins ; I must begin with the sins of 
my youth." In the opinion of the world her early 
life was free from blemish ; but she looked at herself 
in the glass of God's law, and realizing its strictness 
and spirituality, she saw so much sin in her heart and 
life, as to require deep self-abasement before God. 

She often spoke of a sermon of one of her pastors, 
Eev. Mr. Murray, from the text which stands at the 
head of this chapter, and quoted one remark in it, 
viz. : " Naturalists tell us that weights are hung on 
the limbs of the palm-tree to make it bear fruit ; so 
God hangs the weights of affliction on believers, that 
they may be fruitful ;" and as her trials increased, 
she would say, " These are some of the weights." 

As exhibiting her feelings and habits at this peri- 
od of her life, the following extract from a journal, 
which she kept during more than fifty years, and in 



AIRS. JANE GREEXLEAF. 29 

which she recorded the events and mercies of every 
day, may be given. 

" Communion Sabbath, June 6th, 1804. I awoke 
little impressed with the solemnities of the day. Mr. 
Dana expounded a part of Rev. iii. How unworthy 
did I feel of a seat among God's dear children, 
Well might I have exclaimed, 

' My heart, liow dreadful hard it is ! ' 

The tares will grow with the wheat till the end of the 
world, and then be bound in bundles and burned ; 
and yet I am insensible of my dreadful stupidity. 

" 1805, Jan. 19th, Saturday, — What reason for 
gratitude liave I for the mercies of the past night, 
and this day, that the symptoms of sickness, with 
which I have been visited, are disappearing ! God 
seems to be lengthening out my span of probation to 
see if I will improve life to better purpose than I 
have ever done. ! that I may be roused up to im- 
prove the talents committed to me ! 

61 Thursday, 2±th. — Rode down to Mrs. Dole's. 
Found her two daughters lying on sick beds. Bet- 
sey more comfortable than usual. Anna appeared 
much distressed. They are great objects of commis- 
eration. How ought such a sight to teach us grati- 
tude and the deepest humility. I felt a desire that 
unwearied and united prayer should ascend for them. 



30 MEMOIR OF 

Who can tell but a prayer-hearing God will yet make 
bare his arm, and relieve their distress? 

" March 10th, 1805, Sabbath.— Attended meet- 
ing all day. Mr. Dana's morning text, 'As Moses 
lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the 
Son of Man be lifted up,' &c. Afternoon, 'Work 
out your own salvation with fear and trembling,' &c. 
How solemn is our situation, who are permitted to 
hear the gospel ! We hear at our peril, knowing 
that it will prove a savor of life unto life, or of death 
unto death. Heard of a sudden death. Mr. G. 
went down to Aunt B's. ; she is very sick ; took but 
little notice, and is very weak. I fear death is at the 
door. The voice to us is loud, * Be ye also ready,' 
for we know not how near death may be to us. Mr. 
Dana remarked, that ' we were sent into the world 
on an important errand.' Alas ! we forget our errand. 

' Waken, Lord, our drowsy sense.' 

"Nov. 7th, Saturday Evening. — Was anxious 
about W. , who was sick ; but through Divine favor, 
he grew better ; had other trials also, but I have no 
reason to complain. I deserve no mercy. I am a 
poor, ungrateful creature, and ought to lie down in 
the dust of humility, submissive to the Divine will. 

" June, 1806, Saturday. — Called at a house of 
poverty. Had very painful feelings excited by gee- 



MRS. JAXE GREEXLEAF. 31 

ing' sickness and poverty meeting in one family. I 
believe it is profitable to visit tbe abodes of want; it 
has a tendency to reconcile us to lesser evils. If vre 
look around us, we see tbe woful effects of sin. ! 
I think I desire to see sin in its just light, its odious 
nature. I fear I never have had just views of it, 
and never truly repented. 

" Sabbath. — Awoke in a heavy frame of body and 
mind ; made some faint efforts to collect my disturbed 
and scattered thoughts. Arose, fearing that the day 
would be a lost season to my soul. Read with little 
sense of Divine things. Attended meeting. Mr. 
Dana's text in the morning. ' Unto him that loved 
us,' &c. Solemn, and yet comfortable subject to 
those who can apply it to themselves. Enjoyed some 
freedom in hearing, and think the sacramental season 
was more comfortable than usual ; not that I could 
find any clear evidences of my being really born 
again ; but I was delivered from distressing fears, and 
seemed to enjoy an abstractedness from the world. 
But I have great reason to lament my coldness and 
deadness, my awful insensibility. ! for the enliv- 
ening influences of the Holy Spirit, to enkindle a 
sacred flame of holy love, that shall burn brighter 
and brighter unto perfect day. 

"Saturday, 15tk. — A tedious day; but I have 
no reason to complain ; my mercies are new every 



32 MEMOIR OF 

moment. How wonderful is the patience of a Holy 
God with daring sinners ! 

" June Vd>th, 1808, Tuesday. — Set off for Boston, 
and arrived safely, after melancholy reflections on 
the sad changes, through which I have passed since I 
visited this city, twelve years since. How bitter the 
reverses ! Still I would not repine, knowing I have 
a thousand mercies — indeed, they are more numerous 
than my moments. Let me then be silent. I was 
obliged to keep back sacl reflections, and I found I 
had left my heart behind with my family, who are 
dear to me. Infinite wisdom cannot err ; therefore, 
all things are well. 

Thursday, returned home safely. 

" 2Sth, Sabbath. — I awoke late, and felt very lan- 
guid — hardly strength enough to read. Attended 
meeting all day. Mr. Merrill preached ; text, John 
i. 1 : * In the beginning was the Word,' &c. The 
subject was the Divinity of Christ, which he proved 
from Scripture in a most able manner. One obser- 
vation was, that they w T ho deny this important doc- 
trine, worship not the true God. He called upon pa- 
rents to instruct their children in this important arti- 
cle of faith in this time of error. P. M., text, * Set 
thine house in order, for thou shalt die and not live.' 
He first told us what it was to set our house in order. 
We must repent of sin, and forsake it, and lead holy 
lives. He then described the character of those who 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 33 

have set their houses in order — they are ' born again.' 
Death is not a real terror to such. Evening, ' Be- 
hold I stand at the door and knock/ &c. Heard af- 
ter meeting, of the death of Mrs. W. and Mrs. H. 
Thus the sound of death repeatedly arrests our atten- 
tion. ! that we might hear, and fear, and live 
to God ! 

" November 27th, Thanksgiving. — We are spared 
to see this anniversary, while many are numbered 
with the silent dead. How multiplied our mercies ! 
It becomes me to ask, what returns have we made ? 
! that I may be enabled to lay my hand on my 
mouth, and my mouth in the dust, taking shame and 
blame to myself because I have sinned. ! for a 
spirit of prayer ! I went to meeting with most of 
the family. Mr. Dana's text, ' that men would 
praise the Lord for his goodness, for his wonderful 
works to the children of men ! ' Very good sermon. 

" December lQth, Tuesday. — Attended church 
meeting. When some difficulties occurred respect- 
ing my going, that passage of Scripture occurred to 
my mind, that when all the males among the Israel- 
ites were required to appear before God three times a 
year, ' no man should desire their land,' and I soon 
concluded to go, and found comfort in going. How 
many mercies have I to be thankful for ! Why do I 
ever despond under trouble ? I desire to be humble 
under the rebukes and frowns of a righteous provi- 



34 MEMOIR OF 

dence. ! may I never rebel, but study to be 
quiet ! 

" Saturday^ January 13th, 1809. — Suffered with 
teeth-ache, but have great reason to be thankful for 
some relief. ! that this rod might be sanctified, 
and lead me to search my heart and life, and repent 
of all my sins, and take my place in the dust, and 
reform what is amiss ! If I am resting on a false 
hope, may I be driven from it to Jesus, the only 
precious corner stone, where alone it is safe to rest. 

" Sabbath, l^th. — A fine, pleasant day. Had a 
comfortable night ; my teeth better. What gratitude 
is due to the All-wise Disposer of all events. If the 
hairs of our head are numbered, our pains are so too. 
I did not go out in the morning, fearing I might take 
cold. Went in the afternoon. Mr. Dana preached 
a solemn sermon from, ' Take heed how ye hear.' 
How little do we consider the importance of hearing 
as for eternity. ! what reason have I to be asham- 
ed of my dulness in hearing and practising the great 
truths of the Gospel ? ! that the Spirit of all 
grace may descend, and quicken my drowsy soul ! 

"Saturday evening, February 8th. — When I 
look back on the past week I find the greatest cause 
for gratitude. I have been relieved, when suffering 
severe pain, the family preserved from accidents, and 
many comforts indulged. I have reason to exclaim 
with David, ' What shall I render to the Lord for 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 85 

all his benefits ? ' I fear I was more anxious to get 
rid of my late afflictions than to have them sanctified. 
I desire to take my place in the dust, accepting the 
punishment of my sins, crying, ' God be merciful to 
me a sinner.' 

" Sabbath, 16t7i. — How greatly am I called, both 
by mercies and afflictions, to devote myself entirely 
to the glory of God. ' Come, Holy Spirit, Heaven- 
ly Dove,' &c. 

" January 1st, 1810. — A new year has now com- 
menced. I awoke early, and tried to feel properly 
on the solemn occasion ; conversed with the children 
on the subject. ! that it might be a new year in- 
deed to us all in spiritual things ! Evening, went 
to hear Mr. Milton. He preached an excellent ser- 
mon from the text, ' Behold I come as a thief.' He 
observed that, in general, all knowledge was prefer- 
red to the true knowledge of God, in which all wis- 
dom consists. He laid open our lost and ruined con- 
dition by nature, and the necessity of new hearts, or 
we must be lost forever. He set forth the certainty 
of Christ's coming to judgment, and the importance 
of being ready to meet him — described what it was 
to be actually and habitually ready, and pressed home 
the truth on all, both saints and sinners. 

"January 22d. — 3Iy birth day — just forty-six 
years old. How long have I been spared, and to 
how little purpose have I lived ! I am a wonder to 



36 MEMOIR OF 

myself, when I take a review of my life, and think 
of the changes through which I have passed. One 
mercy has followed another ; yet I have been un- 
mindful of the hand which has been showering them 
upon me. How many of my dear friends are gone 
down to the house of silence ! Alas ! my leanness ! 
my leanness ! 

"February 18th, Sabbath Evening. — Mr. G. 
Spring preached in the morning. Text, ' I will be a 
father unto you/ &c. Afternoon, Mr. Dana. Ps. 
cxxvi. ' When the Lord turned again the captivity of 
Zion.' &c. In the evening, Mr. Stuart, of New Ha- 
ven. I admired him. His prayer was reverent ; 
sermon solemn ; manners perfectly unaffected. Text, 
' How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salva- 
tion ! ' As nearly as I could hear, he told us, that 
many, who kept up the form of godliness, were yet 
neglecters of this salvation. I wish to push the in- 
quiry home to my own heart, Am I not one of these 
neglecters ? 

" Jane Sih, Communion Sabbath. — Text, 'And 
you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses 
and sins.' A solemn, clear discourse. In the com- 
munion season, I felt more comfortable than com- 
mon. This day's solemn transaction is recorded on 
high. Why this insensibility, ! my soul ? If my 
heart has never been renewed, I am in a most dread- 
ful state. If it has, * why is my love so faint, so cold 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 87 

to thee,' ! thou source of all Divine joy ! I do hope, 
at times that I am regenerated ; but still I am cold 
and insensible under Thy cultivation. Gracious God, 
Thou knowest my inmost soul. Do thou enable me 
now to live wholly to Thy glory, Let my all be con- 
secrated to Thee. I am unworthy; but Thou de- 
lightest to show mercy, even to the vilest of the vile. 
Be pleased to let me see my guilt and ill-desert. 

" June 15th, Sabbath Evening. — What reason 
have I to be glad, and rejoice in the goodness of the 
Most High to me and mine ! We are spared, monu- 
ments of mercy, while death has cut down a promis- 
ing child in this neighborhood. Let it not be in vain 
that we are spared. ! Gracious Parent, give me 
grace to live devoted to Thy glory ! Let me not 
sink when chastened by Thy rod ; but * show me 
wherefore Thou contendest with me ' and mine. 
Give me patience, and true submission to Thy holy 
will. When I know not what to do, ! lead me in 
the right way ! " 

The following extracts were written during a short 
visit in D. : — 

" September 25th, 1813, Saturday Evening. — 
Well may I say, ' Surely goodness and mercy have 
followed me all my days. ! that a blessing may 
come down on this family ! May they have spiritual 
blessings for the temporal favors bestowed on me ! 
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38 MEMOIR OF 

Their kindness will leave a lasting impression on my 
mind. 

" I feel that the holy Sabbath is now begun. I 
desire to lift my heart to God for a blessing on my- 
self and others, that it may be a day to be had in ev- 
erlasting remembrance. Lord, lift thou up the light 
of thy countenance upon me ! Deliver me from dis- 
tracting cares and vain thoughts. Be with my dear 
family. Preserve them from sin and every evil. ! 
that we may meet in safety, with hearts glowing with 
gratitude. 

" Sabbath, 2Qth. — I awoke early, and endeavored 
to realize that this was a day of holy rest. After 
breakfast, read Romaine's ' Walk of Faith ;' an 
excellent book. May its truth sink deep into my 
heart, and spring up and bear fruit, spiritual and 
abiding ! Mr. Gile, of Milton, preached. Text, 
' Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is 
named.' It was a very experimental discourse. He 
said, Christians should be all one. Paul, when he 
was converted, began to pray for the cause which he 
had before opposed. The hidings of (rod's face are 
salutary to the saints ; they are thus led to trust less 
to themselves, and to see their need of Divine teach- 
ing ; they have no strength of their own ; but they 
have the word of God for it, that they shall perse- 
vere. They are apt to be taken up with worldly ob- 
jects, which deaden the life of faith. It is a great 



• MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 39 

mercy that God visits them with afflictions, which 
wean their hearts from the world, and lead them to 
be more spiritnally-minded. When creature comforts 
fail them, they soar aloft for true happiness, where 
alone it can be found. I was much pleased with the 
subject ; wish I could remember more. 

" In the afternoon his subject was, the man lying 
at the pool of Bethesda. An excellent sermon, up- 
on the sad state of all unconverted sinners ; and their 
only hope of salvation is from the blood of Christ 
being applied to their souls. An invitation was giv- 
en to all to spend the remainder of this day in se- 
rious self-examination, to know if they have been 
washed in this precious blood. I enjoyed the whole 
service very much. The singing was delightful. 
Was pleased to see so many serious looking men. 
Now I am retired to my chamber to meditate on what 
I have heard. How stands the case with my own 
soul ? Blessed Jesus, if I have not been washed in 
this precious pool, do thou now wash away my crim- 
son sins. ' None but a bath of blood Divine ' can 
cleanse my guilty soul. ! thou Holy Dove, de- 
scend, and quicken many precious souls in this place. 
Let a copious shower fall on all around ! As we 
come from these ordinances, may we be prepared for 
every conflict that awaits us. If disappointments 
and crosses are near, may I possess my soul in pa- 
tience." 



40 MEMOIR OF 

The following extract, written the next day, will 
show her diligence in improving opportunities to do 
good : — 

"Monday, 27th. — Returned home, Had some 
interesting conversation with a gentleman hi the stage 
coach, who seemed to be an unbeliever. A young 
gentleman joined me in endeavoring to remove some 
of his objections ; and I thought, at last, he felt some- 
what humbled ; at least, he acknowledged some things 
which he - denied at first. The moderation of the 
young gentleman seemed to strike him agreeably. 
When we stopped, he asked me if I knew him. I 
told him I did not. He said he admired him. 

" Oct. 27th, Sabbath. — In the morning, as soon 
as I awoke, endeavored to collect my scattered 
thoughts, and sent up desires for a blessing. Met 
with some trials. After breakfast, collected the chil- 
dren, and read the convefsion of the Jailor, and at- 
tempted to look to God, in an united manner, for a 
blessing, and had time- to read afterwards. We at- 
tended meeting. Mr. Dana preached on a part of 
Rev. vii. : ' These are they that have come out of 
great tribulation,' &c. A solemn sermon. He ob- 
served that ' the righteous generally experienced 
great trials ; not that troubles 'prepare them for heav- 
en ; but they are sanctified to them to wean them 
from earth, and purify their souls.' 

' ' Afternoon. Text, ' The fear of the wicked shall 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 41 

come upon him.' This he proved in various ways. 
One fear is, that the Bible will prove true. How- 
ever, they may try to banish the thought by gay com- 
pany and amusements, yet they cannot get rid of it. 
The gay are the wretched ; the serious only have 
cause of real joy. How safe are those who are real 
Christians ; seeking the glory of God ; longing to be 
made holy ; thirsting for the waters of life ; mourning 
for sin. ! that I may be one of those ! 

"29^, Tuesday. — How many favors we forget, 
and how little gratitude do we feel, when we realize 
that we do receive great mercies ! I desire to be 
deeply humbled under a sense of my insensibility, 
when I am daily receiving numberless favors. When 
I look back on my past life, what do I discover but 
great provocations, and great mercies. ! thou gra- 
cious Parent, look down in pity on me, thy guilty crea- 
ture, and forgive my sins of early childhood, and of 
riper years ! " 

The succeeding extracts are of various, but un- 
certain dates : — 

" Sabbath. — Mr. Abbott, of Beverly, preached. 
Text, ' If any man sin, we have an advocate with the 
Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.' He was solemn 
and engaged, and, I thought, remarkably clear. His 
prayer was uncommonly good. . He addressed con- 
victed sinners. I hope and pray that a blessing will 
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follow his labors here. I longed to have the house 
crowded, and all in tears ; but the set time for a gen- 
eral revival of religion among us seems not to have 
come, as it has in other places. ! for more en- 
gagedness among Christians. ! for a refreshing 
shower of Divine influence on my own soul, that I 
may live to more purpose ! " 

" Heard that a little boy was drowned to-day. 
Death meets us in every direction. 

' Our dying friends come o'er us like a cloud, 
To damp our brainless ardors, and abate 
The g'are of life, which, often blinds the wise. 
For us they languish, and for us they die; 
And shall they languish, shall they die in vain?' 

My mind has been solemn and serene to-day ; felt 
desirous to live above the world." 

" Mrs. H. died to-day, and Mrs. P.'s child is very 
sick. We are spared to the close of another week, 
while one of our kindred has passed the gulf of death, 
and others appear to be hovering over the brink of 
the grave. Pause, my soul, and consider thy latter 
end. It may be near. Time is but a moment com- 
pared to eternity ; and yet, how we waste this inesti- 
mable jewel ! I desire to be up and doing, for there 
is no work, nor knowledge, nor device in the grave, 
whither we are hastening." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 43 

These extracts, though written without the most 
remote idea of publication, will show that she scru- 
tinized her own heart, and earnestly desired to make 
a suitable improvement of the means of grace and of 
all the providence of God. 



44 MEMOIR OF 



CHAPTER IV. 

" It is good for me that I have been afflicted." — Ps. cxix. 71. 

The subject of this memoir often spoke of the ben- 
efits she had derived from her afflictions, and repeat- 
ed with much feeling, 

" Among mjr list of blessings infinite, 
This stands the foremost, that my heart has bled." 

There can be no doubt that her trials were sancti- 
fied to her so as to produce a chastened and subdued 
spirit, deadness to the world, humility, meekness, pa- 
tience, and forbearance. She always felt that sin, 
her own sins, were the procuring cause of all her 
sufferings ; and applied to herself the declaration of 
the Psalmist, " Thou wast a God that forgavest them, 
though thou tookest vengeance of their inventions." 

In addition to the bereavements, mentioned in the 
preceding pages, her venerated grandmother was re- 
moved by death in 1793. In 1805 a sister, and in 
1812 two sisters also died, and in 1814 her father 
was taken to " the rest that remaineth for the people 
of God." That she /eft all these trials no one could 



MRS. JANE GKEENLEAF. 45 

doubt ; but she bore them with resignation to the Di- 
vine will, being desirous only to make a suitable im- 
provement of them. 

After the death of her father, she thus writes : — 

" May 2Sth, 1814, Saturday. — This morning my 
honored father died. ! that we may be enabled to 
catch his falling mantle, and devote our all to him, 
who lives forever more ! I found that it was thought 
the funeral must be attended to-day. Rode to the 
bouse ; saw the remains of my dear parent-^— a re- 
markably natural look. I came home to dinner; 
went down at three o'clock. We walked to the 
grave. ' the house appointed for all the living.' 
Many people attended. I returned, and took tea. 
A solemn gloom presided over all the house and 
neighborhood. 

" ! Gracious Parent ! let thy Spirit descend and 
abide on all our souls ! May we improve the few 
fleeting moments allotted us in this world of trial, to 
prepare for a better. I am now left alone, and yet I 
am not alone, for God is here. May I realize this 
truth ! ! that we may be prepared to spend such 
a Sabbath as we never spent below, while our dear 
parent is gone, we trust, to spend an eternal Sabbath 
of rest above ! 

" Sabbath, 29th. — I awoke, and arose at six 
o'clock. The solemnity of the scene, through which 
I have passed, occupied my thoughts much. We 



46 MEMOIR OF 

went to meeting. Mr. Harris, of Windham, preach- 
ed. I had the privilege of hearing pretty well. 
Text, ' One thing is needful.' I liked the sermon 
very much. P. M., ' The effect of righteousness 
shall be peace,' &c. ; an excellent sermon. Even- 
ing, conversed with the children upon their grand- 
father's death and life. I feel the loss I have sus- 
tained. May I be enabled to improve the Provi- 
dence aright, and be found ready for the summons, 
when my turn comes ! Gracious Parent, enable me 
to search my heart, and see on what foundation I am 
resting. If on the sand, may my eyes be opened to 
see it, and to flee to Jesus before the midnight cry 
shall salute my ears." 

At another time in passing through a season of se- 
vere affliction, she thus writes : — 

" Saturday Evening, August 19th, 1815. — I de- 
sire to go to the word of God and the throne of grace 
for direction in this season of trial. Lord, show me 
the path of duty ; make it plain ; for if I am left to 
myself I shall grope in the dark, and stumble. I 
wish to be very thankful that my health is so far re- 
stored, and that my mind is more composed. I will 
try to look above for help. I know God alone can 
give me true peace and rest. ! may I be prepar- 
ed to keep holy the Sabbath ! 

" Sabbath, 20th. — I awoke refreshed by sleep, 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 47 

but the burden had not gone. I was not able to at- 
tend meeting, but enjoyed reading some sermons. 
Evening, some friends called unexpectedly. This 
was trying to me ; but I endeavored to converse up- 
on good subjects. Our prospect looks dark, but I 
desire to wait God's time for deliverence. I know 
• it is not in man that walketh to direct his steps. 5 I 
cannot see how we shall get out of this labyrinth, 
but I desire to look to the true source for direction 
in this difficult case. ! that we all may be hum- 
bled under a deep sense of our sins, which have call- 
ed down these judgments upon us. Lord, thou hast 
been the refuge of thy people in all generations — for- 
sake me not in this time of need. 

" Thursday, 2\th, — A trying day ; though in the 
morning I enjoyed the 121st Psalm remarkably, and 
Scott's notes upon it, and seemed to be favored in in- 
tercession, and felt as though I could rest on God • 
yet, by noon, my comforts fled, and I passed a dis- 
tressing afternoon. I felt better before night, and 
went to Mr. Gile's meeting. A stranger from New 
York preached. I was much pleased with the plain x 
practical, and powerful truths he delivered, and hope 
and trust they will not fall to the ground. 

" Friday, 26th. — Got a portion from the word of 
God in the morning. 

" Saturday, 26th. — I did not feel well, but had 
comfort in the Psalms, and endeavored to look to 



48 MEMOIR OF 

God for direction and support. Thus we are brought 
to the close of another week. The Lord has put me 
into the furnace, and he knows best when to take me 
out. ! that all my trials may lead me to hate sin. 

" Sabbath, 27th. — Went to meeting all day. My 
mind more calm. * What shall I render to the Lord 
for all his benefits ? ' 

" Monday, 28th. — I felt more quiet resignation to 
the Divine will. I must pray and hope that some 
special mercy will follow our recent trials. God can 
bring great good out of them. I desire to wait on 
Him by prayer, and reading his blessed word. I do 
hope the Spirit of God will descend in the midst of 
this family, and set us all apart for himself. ! 
that my soul may be refreshed with heavenly dew. 
I desire to lie low in the dust before a sovereign God, 
acknowledging my sins to be great and many, beg- 
ging for mercy. 

" October loth, 1815, Saturday Evening. — I 
have great reason to be thankful for mercies, and to 
be humbled for my poor returns. I desire to resolve 
in Divine strength, that I will be closer in self-exam- 
ination, keep a stricter eye upon my motives and ac- 
tions, strive to live more at home, more devoted to 
the glory of God, walk more circumspectly, recleem- 
ino' time, precious time. ! Gracious Parent, pre- 
pare me for thy holy day — let it be a blessed day to 
my soul. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 49 

" Saturday, 2\st. — Mrs. P. died this evening, 
soon after I had seen her. Thus another solemn call 
vibrates on my ear, ' What thou doest, do quickly.' 
My earnest desire is, that we may all be prepared to 
follow her into eternity. 

"Sabbath, 22d. — I have enjoyed this day more 
than usual, having been delivered from distracting 
cares. Mr. Dana expounded Matt. iv. 12, 16. I 
recollect one remark to this effect, that we, who have 
so long enjoyed the Gospel, and misimproved it, may 
have it taken from us. Afternoon. The subject was, 
the benefit of afflictions. I have forgotten the words 
of the text. The world, he remarked, think those 
only are the happy persons who are gay and proud, 
rich and prosperous ; but they misjudge. It is 
often they who are pressed down under great tri- 
als, who have ' abundance of peace.' Afflictions 
answer the end for which they are sent, when 
they make us humble and submissive. I went to 
Mr. Milton's in the evening. Mr. Bardwell, (mis- 
sionary,) preached from, 'There is that scattereth, 
and yet increaseth,' &c. An excellent sermon upon 
the missionary cause. The more exertions we make 
to send the Gospel abroad, the greater blessing we 
shall have at home. A solemn, interesting meeting. 
May the spirit of the living God go with, and rest up- 
on all these missionaries and their companions, and 
all the company ! 

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"Friday, November 3d. — Was quite sick; sent 
for the doctor. It was a tedious time — but after a 
while, my thoughts were free, and I had some lib- 
erty in addressing my Heavenly Father, if I am not 
deceived. I left all with Him. How sweet is fel- 
lowship with Him, through the precious Mediator ! 

u Communion Sabbath, November 12th. — I awoke 
several times in the night, and felt unprepared for the 
solemnities in prospect. A passage in Mr. Willison 
was a comfort, viz : ' Those are best prepared who 
feel the least prepared.' The cloud seemed to dis- 
perse, and I was carried through the day remarkably, 
both in body and mind. The morning sermon, from, 
' Ye are not your own,' was excellent. I heard very 
well. My mind was calm and serene — delivered 
from vain thoughts more than I expected to be. Af- 
ternoon : Text, * Therefore glorify God in your body 
and spirit, which is the Lord's.' ! that I may be 
enabled to devote my spared life to the glory of Him, 
who has raised me up from sickness. I am now de- 
scending from the mount of ordinances into a world 
of sin and temptation. Trouble may be at the door. 
Lord, if Thou forsake me, I shall betray Thee, and 
fall into sin. Much heart-felt sorrow have I had 
since the last sacramental season. I know not what 
will be my next trial, but Thou, Lord, canst make all 
things work together for my good. I desire to cast 
all my care on Thee, and go forward in the path of 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 51 

duty, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of 
faith. 

"Monday, December 25th. — This day, three years 
since, my sister, Mrs. E. Dana, took her flight from 
earth. It becomes me to ask, what improvement 
have I made of this solemn event ? Our neighbor, 
Mrs. M. , very sick ; prospect of recovery very dark, 
but the Lord can speak the word, and she shall live. 
If her work is done, what gain will it be to her to die. 
I shall esteem it a great loss to me. May I be excit- 
ed by her sickness to double my diligence, knowing 
that time is short. Death seems near. 

" December, 31st. — How solemn this period, the 
last day of the year. On a review, how many mer- 
cies, how many trials have fallen to me ! What im- 
provement have I made of them ? " 

While in her father's house she was accustomed to 
affluence. Subsequently, for many years she suffer- 
ed pecuniary embarrassments, and the pressure of 
debts, which were peculiarly trying to her upright 
mind. Here also she recognized the wisdom of her 
covenant God in sending the very trials which were 
necessary to rebuke her natural independence ; and 
so often was the hand of God stretched out for her re- 
lief, and such proofs of his love and care did she re- 
ceive, that she was enabled to trust in him more sim- 
ply than she would have done in other circumstances. 



52 MEMOIR OF 

She always went to God with all her temporal wants, 
as well as her spiritual necessities ; and, sometimes, 
while she was yet speaking, an answer to her request 
was granted. 

The following is one, among many, of the interpo- 
sitions of Providence, which she experienced. 

Being in want of a small sum of money, after 
spreading her case before the Lord, she called on a 
friend, who possessed ample means, and requested 
him to loan the amount needed. He declined coldly, 
but politely, which was so unexpected, that she left 
his door much depressed in spirits. But, as she came 
down the steps, the lines, 

" Your heaps of glittering dust are yours, 
And my Redeemer's mine, 1 

were so powerfully suggested to her mind, as to dis- 
pel her despondency, and she walked cheerfully to- 
wards her home. On her way, she called on anoth- 
er friend, but not with the intention of asking his aid. 
In conversation, she incidentally mentioned her dis- 
appointment. The gentleman immediately inquired 
what sum she wanted? and, on her naming it, said, 
" I will let you have it." Going to his desk, he 
handed her the money, and wrote a note for her sig- 
nature, saying, " you can take your own time to repay 
it. " With a heart of admiring gratitude she returned 
home, to raise a fresh " Ebenezer" to her " Helper 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 53 

God." In a few months the kind friend was remov- 
ed by death, and before arrangements could be made 
to cancel the note, his children sent it to her as a 
gift. While life lasted she never forgot the favor, 
or ceased to pray that this family might be rewarded 
with spiritual blessings. 

A few years after, she wrote thus in her journal :— 

• " Wednesday, August 23d. — I awoke in comfort- 
able health, and endeavored to call to mind God's 
goodness to me in past seasons, and to believe that 
He would appear for me now, if it was for the best. 
Soon after, I had a comforting note from a friend with 
some supplies. Then some from another, and in the 
afternoon Mrs. S. called to offer to loan me some 
money, if I wanted it. What an answer to prayer ! 
How wonderful the Divine interposition ! Lord, fill 
my heart with love and gratitude to Thee." 

She occasionally kept a weekly record of the special 
mercies she received. The following extracts are 
taken from these records, and were written at differ- 
ent times during twenty years : — 

"May Id. — I have to record great mercies the 
past week, though laboring still under a severe cold, 
but I am not quite laid aside. I can sit up, and en- 
joy friends, and assist a little about house. Have re- 
ceived some intelligence from an absent friend, which 
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has relieved my fears for him. For this I desire to 
be very thankful. Had a letter from another, stat- 
ing that a work of grace was spreading around her. 
Had company to-day, but I was enabled to converse 
seriously with two friends. 

" bth. — A young friend, very unexpectedly, put a 
small present into my hands. May the Lord reward 
her for this kind deed. I desire to trace up every 
stream to the fountain. Surely I ought to praise the 
Lord for his mercies. 

" Sabbath Evening, 27th. — In reviewing the past 
week, though I have had some peculiar trials, yet I 
have been carried through them. I am sometimes 
pressed down, but I rise again by power Divine. 

! for more faith and submission. 

" Saturday, September 9th. — Many and great 
mercies this week ; my health better — was at the 
church meeting on Monday evening, a very lively one. 

1 would record a special temporal mercy. Monday 
morning, I felt very much depressed, and shut up. 
At noon, a noble present received from a friend, 
whose name was not mentioned. ! that I may be 
humbled for my past ingratitude and slackness, as 
well as want of trust in God, the bountiful Giver. 
May the best of heaven's blessings rest on the donor, 
and all his posterity ! I was overcome, and cheer- 
ed up greatly. Another favor received yesterday. 
6 What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits ? ' 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 55 

" January 8th, 1831, Saturday morning. — ! 
how wonderful are the mercies of my Heavenly Fa- 
ther to me, one of his most ungrateful children. I 
would set up my ' Ebenezer ' this morning for pre- 
serving and strengthening mercies. Have been car- 
ried through various cares and burdens. When 
threatened with sickness was soon relieved. Have 
been able to attend two meetings this week, and re- 
turned home refreshed. Was sustained under a 
sharp trial. Hope it will stir me up to do my duty 
faithfully. Was able to pay a large part of a debt. 
Have this morning received some encouragement with 
regard to future relief. Other mercies too numerous 
to recount. As I laid down my pen, received anoth- 
er favor from a friend. Lord reward her for kind- 
ness in all things ! After laying down my pen again, 
other favors received. * Bless the Lord, my soul, 
and all that is within me bless his holy name.' ! 
how can I despond when I see the hand of God so 
evidently stretched out to my relief ! 

" September 13th. — I have been wonderfully sus- 
tained and helped this week. Had a call to pay one 
hundred dollars, and the Lord heard our prayers, and 
sent us seasonable relief. 

" 27th. — Had some ' outlets ' when my way was 
much hedged up. ' Bless the Lord, my soul.' 

" December 10th. — A great mercy in being enabled 
to pay a debt, which had been a burden on my mind. 



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" May 9th, — I was enabled to pay some debts, 
and have had other mercies, more numerous than my 
moments. 

"July 3d. — Had an unexpected 'outlet' about 
temporals, which was a great relief. 

" 31st. — Have much to be thankful for the past 
week. Have been upheld under some peculiar bur- 
dens. The Lord is my helper. 

" February 1st. — Was unexpectedly called upon 
to pay a small debt, and esteemed it a great mercy 
that I had previously received nearly enough to can- 
cel it ! ! how wonderful is the goodness of God to 
me, one of the most ungrateful of his creatures ! 

" October 2$th. — An unexpected and liberal tem- 
poral supply. I was filled with admiring gratitude 
for this mercy." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 57 



CHAPTER V. 

" Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, 
and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplica, 
tion for all saints."— Eph. vi:18. 

The earliest recollections of the children of this 
honored mother, are those which relate to her prayers 
and constant efforts for their salvation, and that of 
her household, and, in fact, of all who came within 
the sphere of her influence. Every morning and 
evening it was her uniform practice to retire with 
them for reading the Scriptures and prayer ; nor can 
they ever forget the solemnity and fervor with which 
she made known her requests to God. 

She laid hold of the covenant in their behalf, be- 
lieving that her prayers would be answered, and they 
be made the subjects of renewing grace, while with 
diligence she labored to persuade them to choose that 
good part which could not be taken away. 

After the death of her father in 1814, she seemed 
to catch his falling mantle, and to give herself to 
prayer with increased earnestness. She joined a fe- 
male praying circle ; and, in succeeding years, aided 



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in establishing and sustaining others, from which she 
was never absent, unless providentially detained. 

The benevolence of her heart prompted her to be 
much in intercession for others. Nor did she content 
herself with an occasional petition for them ; she per- 
severed in prayer in their behalf. 

For more than twenty years before her decease, she 
devoted a part of every Friday morning to special 
prayer for Christian friends and their families, and 
many other individuals, for whose salvation she had 
strong desires. She has left a list of nearly one hun- 
dred persons who were the subjects of these prayers. 
This plan was first suggested by reading in the life of 
a Methodist lady, (Mrs. Fletcher, I believe,) that 
many persons of that denomination kept every Fri- 
day as a season of fasting and prayer. Ever after, 
she adopted a similar practice ; and many were the in- 
stances of hopeful conversion among those for whom 
she thus prayed. 

Her prayerful life was also an active one. She 
was always ready for every good word and work ; 
never deferring to " a more convenient season " any 
plan of usefulness which she had in contemplation. 
To labor for the benefit of souls was her chief de- 
light, and having a peculiar tact for religious conver- 
sation, she seldom was in the company of any per- 
sons, even for a short time, without speaking to them, 
either directly or indirectly, concerning their spiritual 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 59 

interests, and the necessity of securing a part in the 
blessings of the gospel ; and as she always considered 
courtesy as one of the Christian virtues, she seldom 
or never gave offence. 

Did a young friend overtake her on her way to the 
house of God, the opportunity was improved to urge 
her to choose the " good part." One such instance 
is remembered, where the exhortation was fastened 
by the Holy Spirit in the mind, and resulted in the 
hopeful conversion of her friend. Did a friend or 
stranger call upon her, she had a word or a tract to 
give, or a book to lend. When visiting the poor or 
sick, she would pray with them, and point them to 
the Saviour of sinners. When she travelled in the 
stage coach, she watched for an opportunity of doing 
good there, and faithfully improved it ; and when she 
stopped at an inn, the same object was kept in view, 
and a few tracts were left with the hope of useful- 
ness. These were the every day results of her piety. 

" In the tender mercy of our God," says Hamil- 
ton, " there are distributed through the church, and 
consequently through the world, many who, in be- 
neficence, flourish like the palm. ' To do good and 
to communicate,' they never forget. They cannot 
avoid it. It is now spontaneous with them, for God 
gave them the disposition when he gave them their 
new nature. Like a cool shadow in a scorching day, 
their counsel revives the perplexed, and their sympa- 



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thy soothes the sad." The subject of this memoir 
was one of these. She shared the joys and sorrows 
of others, so far as she knew them, and always wel- 
comed to her house those who needed her counsel, 
without thinking of any inconvenience to herself. 
Anxious inquirers resorted to her frequently, whom 
she directed to the " Lamb of God/' earnestly exhort- 
ing them to make sure work of conversion, and build 
their hopes for eternity on the only safe foundation. 

EXTRACTS FROM HER JOURNAL. 

" Nov. 2d, 1819, Tuesday.— I went with Mrs. P. 
and Miss B. to visit the colored people. They re- 
ceived us kindly. We gave them some tracts, and 
spoke to them upon the importance of attending to 
religion. We found three who hope they are Chris- 
tians. 

" Sabbath HJvening, lAth. — I was confined at 
home by a cold ; my cough troublesome ; but, on the 
whole, had a quiet day, and was able to read much. 
Mr. Welch preached — a serious, good man, I trust. 

In the evening, and came in. seems 

to be thoughtful, and she thinks is really awak- 
ened. We spent the time in serious conversation. 
I regretted, after they were gone, that we did not 
unite in prayer before we parted. ! what a mercy 
if these young persons should be effectually called. 
I hear that three others are somewhat impressed. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 61 

Lord, thou has been the refuge of thy saints in all 
generations. ! that we may see the prayers of thy 
children answered, by abundant effusions of the Holy 
Spirit. I desire to be thankful for the mercies of the 
past day. I will hope that my present sickness will 
be sanctified. 

" 19th, Friday. — No company except , I found 

her, as I do often, cold as to spiritual things, though 
she seems to have very clear ideas of the truth, and 
likes good books ; but I wish she felt more for the sal- 
vation of souls. I desire to commend her to God. 

" 20th, Saturday. — Mrs. P. called. She was dis- 
tressed about her daughter, who was going to a party 
in the evening. I wonder not at her being in trouble. 
It is melancholy to have people so wicked. We may 
expect the judgments of heaven if we encroach on 
the Sabbath. Lord, be pleased to open their eyes, 
and show them their guilt and danger before it is too 
late. 

"Dec. 2d, Thanksgiving Day. — Text, ' In every- 
thing give thanks.' How many mercies have I to 
record during the past year ! My health has been 
improved, after great weakness ; a great burden re- 
moved, under which I was ready to sink ; and I trust 
I have received an answer to the requests I have 
been offering for twenty years. But where shall I 
begin or end the record of all the blessings bestowed ? 

" 19th, Sabbath. — I awoke with no deep sense of 
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the importance of keeping this day holy ; my thoughts 
were scattered ; but, after breakfast, felt more life ; 
had some liberty in pleading for the souls of sinners, 
and for a blessing on ministers and people. Though 
not well enough to go out, the morning went off rap- 
idly. Mr. Dana expounded upon the disciples show- 
ing Christ the temple. Afternoon text, ' I will not 
let thee go, except thou bless me.' Subject — the im- 
portance of importunate, persevering prayer ; our life- 
less manner of asking is one reason why we do not 
obtain more frequent answers to prayer. Read Wat- 
son's Body of Divinity. 

" 20th, Thursday. — B. H. called. She was much 
distressed, fearing she had committed the unpardona- 
ble sin. I tried to comfort her. 

"Jan. 23d, 1820, Sabbath.— Though I am op- 
pressed for breath, have had a better day than I ex- 
pected. Read the Bible and ' Practical Piety.' The 
part designed for a sick person was quite reviving to 
me. I want to feel more entirely resigned under 
this rod, and every other which is laid upon me. 
The trial of having some good people think hard of 
me for speaking too freely, has caused me some un- 
easiness. Hope I shall be suitably humbled under it. 
I desire to look above second causes, and see how 
richly I deserve this chastisement from God. I think 
I was to blame for speaking so freely ; but I hope I 
intended no harm, but rather benefit. I must watch 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 03 

and pray more against this easily besetting sin of 
speaking too much of others. The Lord can bring 
good out of evil, and I hope he will overrule this 
event for his glory and my benefit. Lord, make me 
willing to bear any cross that thou shalt, in thy wis- 
dom, see best to lay upon me ! 

" 31st. — I am greatly desirous of the salvation of 
my dear son. I may say, he has been a son of many 
prayers ; and I do trust he will be renewed and sanc- 
tified in God's own time. 

"Feb. l§th, Wednesday. — A day of fasting and 
prayer for the out-pouring of the Spirit. Eight min- 
isters and churches united in it. It was a solemn 
and interesting season. In the morning, Mr. Giles 
preached in his own church, where all assembled. 
In the afternoon, Mr. Withington preached in ours ; 
and, though the walking was very wet, yet the houses 
were filled, and the exercises very appropriate, as 
I am told. I was unable to go out, but enjoyed 
the day at home. 

" March 19th. — Heard that the good work in By- 
field, which commenced some weeks since, increases, 
and that there are favorable appearances in the low- 
er part of Newbury. ! if these poor hardened 
people should be visited with salvation, what a great 
mercy it would be ! Some efforts have often been 
made for them, without any lasting benefit ; but now, 



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when the breath from the four winds has come, the 
stout-hearted begin to tremble. 

" April &th, Communion Sabbath. — Not well 
enough to go out. Read Henry's Commentary, and 
Watson's Divinity. I am not weary of Sabbath 
work ; but as I am weak, my frame grows tired. 
There is a ' rest for the people of God/ where we 
shall never faint, nor grow weary. May I be daily 
preparing for it. 

" May. — Had a letter from an absent relative. 
He hopes his heart is changed. What a mercy if it 
is ! Lord, preserve him from every temptation ! I 
have reason for gratitude that I am so well, though I 
fear to go out yet. If the Lord continues his bless- 
ing, I hope to get out soon ; but I am willing to wait 
his time, knowing that it is the best time for all 
things. 

" May 14th, Sabbath. — After having been confin- 
ed by sickness for some time, I was enabled once 
more to present myself in the house of God. It 
seemed almost as though I had come back from the 
unseen world. I felt the solemnity of my situation. 
Though weak, I heard more than I have for months, 
if not a year, or more. Mr. Dana preached upon 
prayer, and urged the duty on Christians, and spoke 
to the young and to mourners very solemnly. Eve- 
ning, read ' Zion's Pilgrim.' 

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MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 65 

from a friend. How thankful I ought to be to her, 
but, above all, to him who put it into her heart to 
supply my outward wants. ! how good and gra- 
cious art thou, my Heavenly Father ! Draw out my 
heart in love and gratitude to thee. Let my future 
life be consecrated to thy service. 

" June 3d, Saturday. — Heard that I. C. was 
dead. May this solemn event be sanctified to his 
father, and friends, and all. T am now brought to 
the close of another week, in better health than I 
have had of late. My mind has been distressed re- 
specting a new event in the family ; but I desire to 
look to the Lord for help and direction. I have pass- 
ed through many stormy scenes, but the Lord has 
sustained me ; and though at times things look dark 
to sense, yet faith looks through the cloud. That 
God, who has been with us in six troubles, will not, 
I believe, forsake us in seven." 

Note to Mrs. M. T., of Newburyport, whose eldest 
son was sick, at a distance. It is without date : 

" My Dear Friend : — 

"lam grieved to hear such tidings from your son ; 
but God can bring him up from the gates of the 
grave. I expect to meet some praying friends this 
afternoon, and will engage them to pray for him and 
for you. Hope you will be able to go to him. We 
see daily what poor, dependent creatures we are ; but 
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the Christian has nothing to fear but sin. Do not 
despair, for, as the poet says, 

1 The mount of danger is the place 
Whence we shall see surprising grace.' 

" I desire to commend you to God. 

" Your friend, 

J. G." 

Feeling deep solicitude for a family in her neigh- 
borhood, she addressed the following letter to their 
brother, living in Rowley, although she had never 
seen him : 

Newburyport, July 28th, 1822. 

" Sir, 

" Will you pardon the liberty a stranger is taking, 
in addressing a few lines to you ? My object is to 
ask you to endeavor to rouse up the attention of your 
brother and sister to the vast concerns of their im- 
mortal souls. I often converse with Mrs. upon 

serious subjects, but I do not see your brother. 
About three years since, I had a long and faithful 
conversation with him. His principal objection to 
religion, then, appeared to be the inconsistent lives of 
professed Christians. He said they seemed to be 
just as eager after the world, or more so, than other 
men. I tried to remove his prejudices, but found it 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 67 

in vain. God alone can open his eyes. He and his 
wife are kind neighbors, but I want them to become 
truly pious. I view them as standing on dangerous 
ground. I once asked Mrs. if you ever con- 
versed with your brother on serious subjects. She 
replied, she believed not ; but that her husband won- 
dered you did not, and that he would receive it kind- 
ly. I know it is often a hard duty to speak to our 
friends — especially to those who are our superiors in 
knowledge ; but that should not intimidate us in try- 
ing to do our duty. God can bless the feeblest 
means. ' Duty is ours — events are God's? In the 
near view of death, we shall not be sorry that we 
have endeavored to warn sinners of their danger. 

" There is some attention to religion here. A 
member of the family, who lives in the same house 
with your brother, has been very deeply impressed 
for several weeks. As the work has begun in the 
house, I feel a very earnest desire that your brother 
and sister should have their eyes opened to see their 
need of salvation. I trust I need not ask you to 
pray much for them, for I doubt not your prayers 
are daily ascending for them and all your friends, as 
well as for a world that lies in wickedness. My fee- 
ble petitions are daily offered for them and others. 
Their dear children need pious instruction. ! what 
a mercy it would be if their parents should come over 
on the Lord's side ! what good they might do ! Well, 



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let us have more faith respecting them, and be more 
fervent in prayer, and endeavor to speak to them, as 
opportunity offers, and who can tell but God will be 
gracious, and pour down his blessed Spirit upon their 
precious souls ? If we want to see more answers to 
prayer in the conversion of sinners, we must be more 
fervent in supplication, and more faithful in warning 
sinners. 

" I hope you will excuse me for speaking so freely 
to you. My apology must be, my great desire for 
the salvation of your friends — but I think it will be 
most prudent not to let them know that I have writ- 
ten you. Will you, sir, pray for me and my family ? 
I have a husband and son in an unconverted state. 

" With sentiments of esteem, I am, 

Your friend in Christian bonds, 

Jane Gtreenleaf." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 69 



CHAPTER VI. 

1 ' Pray for the peace of Jerusalem, they shall prosper that love 
thee."— Ps. cxxii: 6. 

That this lamented mother earnestly desired the 
extension of the kingdom of Christ in the world, the 
preceding pages prove. Hers was a spirit of enlarg- 
ed Christian philanthropy, and it influenced her daily 
life. A friend, who saw her frequently in the course 
of thirty years, " could never recollect a single in- 
stance, in which the cause of Christ did not seem par- 
amount to every other in her view, and was not, more 
or less, the subject of conversation and deep interest. " 

For a revival of religion she uniformly prayed and 
labored, and always found time for this purpose, 
amidst her domestic duties. When the blessing de- 
scended, she was filled with gratitude, and faithfully 
improved the opportunity, which general seriousness 
afforded, to press the claims of religion upon her 
friends and others ; and as her judgment and experi- 
ence were great, she was always a valuable assistant 
to the ministry in the work of winning souls to Christ. 
Nor did her zeal and activity decline, as is too often 
the case, when the revival seemed to have ceased. 



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There was nothing spasmodic about her piety, or her 
zeal ; but to labor for Christ was the great business 
of her life. 

In her conduct during the existence of apparent 
revivals, and her feelings concerning the errors in 
management, which have sometimes, perhaps too oft- 
en, marred their beauty and efficiency, she was great- 
ly influenced by the following circumstance. 

During the years 1800 and 1801, there was a very 
extensive work of grace in Newburyport. The Spir- 
of the Lord was poured out upon the churches ; mul- 
titudes were awakened ; and it resulted in the " turn- 
ing of many to the wisdom of the just ;" their subse- 
quent lives proving them to have been truly * ' born 
of the Spirit." In the opinion of competent judges, 
it was the most extensive revival that has been enjoy- 
ed in Newburyport for the last half century. But, 
unquestionably, there was much of mere animal ex- 
citement, and something for Christians to regret in 
many of the services. During the early part of this 
revival, she was confined at home by slight indisposi- 
tion, but heard much, from opposers of the work, of 
confusion which prevailed in some of the meetings. 
The first time she attended, after a serious and excel- 
lent sermon, a young layman was invited to lead in 
prayer. His apparent irreverence disgusted her, and 
mistaking the hour of nine for ten, she left the house 
with her husband, and expressed her disapprobation 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 71 

to him in strong terms. The next day, however, she 
felt herself rebuked in the following manner. Tak- 
ing up the life of Col. James Gardiner, she read, that 
* ' wherever he saw any hopeful appearances of a re- 
vival of religion, he disregarded the errors, and did 
all in his power to promote the good work." At 
once she resolved to imitate his example, and ever 
after followed it ; not sanctioning what was wrong, 
but not keeping herself aloof and remaining inactive 
because of it. 

The following extract from her extensive corres- 
pondence, was written during a period of unusual se- 
riousness in Newburyport. 

To Mrs. M. G. of D. 

11 Newburyport, July 20, 1822. 

" My dear Mrs. C. — 

* ' I will devote a few minutes this evening to writ- 
ing to you ; and will state a few particulars respect- 
ing the good work which has been going on among 
us of late. The operations of the Holy Spirit are 
very silent, but discernable in their effects. For 
many months a small cloud has been rising, and dis- 
tilling in precious mercy-drops. Some Christians are 
awake, others still slumber. Our meetings for prayer 
have been increased. Some small circles of this 
kind have been much blessed. For instance, a few 
females have met, one evening in the week, to pray 



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for five or six of their unconverted friends. Two 
such circles have been formed in our church, of the 
young members ; and there have been some answers 
to their prayers. Every Sabbath evening there are 
prayer meetings in Mr. Dimmick's church, and in 
our chapel. The ministers attend, the brethren as- 
sisting in the exercises. Mr. Williams has an enqui- 
ry meeting every Tuesday evening. From twenty to 
thirty attend it. From fifty to eighty have attended 
at Mr. Dimmick's. The work has been, principally, 
in his society ; but now it has extended to the others. 
The subjects of the work are, generally, the young ; 
but there are several instances of middle aged per- 
sons. There are three young ladies in this neighbor- 
hood who seem to be in a hopeful state. is 

more thoughtful of late. I find she reads the Bible 
with Henry's Commentary. She has a hearing ear, 
and likes the closest sermons the best. 

" Mr. Williams is much engaged, and feels encour- 
aged at the present prospect. He is a bold defender 
of the faith ; and in this day of error we ought to love 
such men. 

" On the whole, respecting the good work here, I 
speak with caution ; and yet I must say, that the Spirit 
of God is among us, awakening the attention of many, 
quickening Christians, and impelling them to make 
great exertions for others ; and yet they are not half 
enough aroused. ! if we all felt the worth of souls, 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 73 

how we should exert every power and talent in the 
cause of Christ ! 

" Mr. Williams has proposed to the church, to ap- 
point a committee of the brethren to visit those pa- 
rents who have given up their children in baptism, to 
converse with them and their children upon the na- 
ture of their obligations, and to urge their duty up- 
on them. I feel glad that these means have been 
resorted to ; but, after all, God must bless these ef- 
forts, or they will be in vain. Duty is ours ; events 
are God's. It is high time for us all to awake out 
of sleep, as error is making such inroads upon us. 
And yet, it becomes those who trust they hold the 
truth, to be very humble and circumspect, for we 
know not how far we are to be tried. Your affection- 
ate aunt, J. G." 

Mrs. G. possessed a zealous missionary spirit. Be- 
fore the organization of the American Board of Com- 
missioners for Foreign Missions, she became deeply 
interested in the spread of the gospel among heathen 
nations, and that interest never suffered the least 
abatement to the day of her death. For all the other 
benevolent enterprises of the day, also, she had a 
warm regard, and took an active part in promoting 
them. Her means were small, and often precarious ; 
but she never failed to cast her mite into the treasury 
of the Lord at the proper season. 
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There was one object in which she was especially 
and deeply interested till her death. This was the 
spiritual improvement of the people living on the 
" Isles of Shoals," a cluster of islands in the ocean, 
lying within the bounds of New Hampshire, about 
twenty miles from Newburyport. For the last thirty 
years of her life, she cordially co-operated with those 
who sustained a mission there ; and after she had en- 
tered upon her seventieth year, the principal care of 
providing ministers and teachers, and of raising funds 
for their support, was voluntarily assumed by herself, 
until her growing infirmities obliged her to relinquish 
it. A few weeks before her decease, she proposed 
sending fhem some papers and tracts. 

In securing funds for this mission, she ventured out 
in faith, without any certainty how or where the full 
amount would be obtained. In her journal, she often 
mentions receiving a few dollars for " the Shoals " as 
a providential favor. 

At one time, she needed five dollars to make up 
the sum due the teacher in a few days. While con- 
versing with a friend, Rev. Dr. Dimmick brought in 
that amount from an unknown donor. As she re- 
ceived it, she turned to her friend, saying, " I knew 
I should get it." 

These people were constantly remembered in her 
prayers, especially on Fridays ; and much did she re? 
joice when any report of their improvement re^phe^ 
her ears. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 75 

In a recent visit to these islands, the writer found 
her mother's " labors of love" for them gratefully re- 
membered; and evidence was apparent that much 
good had resulted from the establishment of this mis- 
sion. The news of her decease, she was told, had 
caused much mourning among the inhabitants. She 
herself was kindly received for her mother's sake, 
one of them saying, as he rowed her to Gosport, " I 
cannot do too much for you." May they be led to 
love and serve that Saviour who was " all in all " to 
their benefactress ! 

The following letter, to a friend in affliction, will 
show how active were the sympathies of her heart, 
and how much engaged for others. 

Newburyport, March 26, 1823. 

" My dear Mrs. C. — 

" Ever since I heard of the mingled cup of mercy 
and affliction, which you have been called to drink, 
my thoughts have often been with you. I hope the 
trial will draw you very near to your heavenly Father. 

Those crosses which have this effect, we must num- 
ber among our richest blessings, however sharp and 
distressing they may be while we are enduring them. 

'< I have felt deeply interested in the state of the 
dear little child. My first desire has been, that this 
precious soul may be washed in the Redeemer's blood, 
and that he may live and be a bright example of real 



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piety. We see, in the sufferings of these little ones, 
the infinite evil of sin. 

" We find, by daily experience, that this is only a 
state of trial ; and yet, alas ! how slow of heart are 
we in learning this lesson ! We are expecting rest 
here, instead of pressing forward, and endeavoring to 
live above the world. 

" From what I hear, I think you have been en- 
abled to exercise real submission under this sharp 
rod. I hope you will come out of the furnace puri- 
fied as silver seven times refined. 

' ' I have often felt that so much worldly prosperity 
as you have been indulged with for many years, was 
dangerous, and I have trembled for you, for the 
Christian needs affliction. As to myself, I find I 
need constant discipline to keep me low, ' for pride is 
apt to rise and swell. ' I sincerely wish you Divine 
support under this, recent trial, and every other that 
Infinite Wisdom shall allot you. I hope you will 
enjoy much of your Saviour's presence, and press 
forward with new zeal, and soon have the satisfaction 
of seeing the work of the Lord prospering around 
you. I trust the revival in Boston will reach your 
Church. 

* ' May you have the satisfaction of seeing your 
dear children, as they rise up into life, becoming 
truly pious ! May they be ornaments to the church, 
and useful members of society. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 77 

" The accounts of revivals of religion in different 
parts of our land, are very cheering. I wish I could 
tell you that a great revival of religion had com- 
menced here ; but I cannot. And yet there is ' a 
still small voice ' among us. In the North Society 
many are asking the way to Zion. and about twenty 
are rejoicing in hope, and several, in our society and 
in different parts of the town, are awakened. Many 
Christians are aroused to greater faithfulness. Our 
meetings are crowded and solemn. Mr. Williams is 
much engaged. His sermons are very clear and 
solemn. I hope a brighter day is dawning. Seven 
little boys are so much impressed with serious things, 
as to meet by themselves for prayer, one evening in 
the week. Some aged people are alarmed. Do 
pray for us; we need prayer for the multitude are 
going the downward road. 

" Your kind offer of sending some tracts from 
your society, will be gratefully accepted. A large 
field of usefulness for them opens, but I wish not to 
intrude. 

1 ' Accept much love from 

" Your affectionate aunt, 

J. G." 

The following is a record of " a walk of 
usefulness:" 

11 October 9th, 1823. — At 2 o'clock in the after- 

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noon, set out with Mrs. M. T. to call at some houses 
in the lower part of the town, to inquire for any 
families who were destitute of Bibles, and unable to 
purchase them. We made nine calls; saw some 
Christian friends, and had pleasant interviews with 
them. We were treated with kindness by all we vis- 
ited. Conversed with two females who indulged in 
the habit of intemperance. We said much to them 
upon the importance of their immediate repentance 
and reformation. We endeavored to persuade them 
to forsake their sins, and fly to the arms of mercy. 
One of them shed many tears, and said it seemed to 
her, that the more trouble she had, the more hard- 
ened she grew. We left a tract with her, and walked 
on to see the other woman, who is far advanced in 
years, and has almost lost her sight, and seemed 
rather insensible ; but she shewed us her Bible and 
hymn book, and said her husband read to her. She 
seemed desirous to have some tracts ; we left her a 
few. ' The Advantages of Drunkenness' was one, 
hoping it may be blessed for her everlasting benefit. 

" One Christian friend, on whom we called, had 
been in great outward trouble, and it seemed as 
though she had derived much spiritual benefit from 
her afflictions. She lamented the low state of religion 
around her. She said she looked forward to the Sab- 
bath with increased satisfaction, as she could not now 
enjoy the privilege of meetings during the week, as 



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they were given up in that neighborhood. Our time 
failed us, or we should have gone to many more 
places ; but hope to go again before winter." 

To Mrs. M. H. of Madbury, K H. 

" Newburyport, Nov. 23d, 1823, 

" My dear Friend : — 

"Hearing of an opportunity to send to you, I 
cheerfully devote a little time this evening to the 
pleasing employment of conversing, in this way, with 
a dear absent friend, who, I trust, is travelling the 
same road to the Celestial City above, ! how 
cheering is the thought that we, who are now upon 
this stormy ocean, may hope through the riches of 
free, boundless grace, to meet hereafter, to part no 
more — that is if we are the true disciples of a meek 
and lowly Saviour. I sometimes wonder how I dare 
class myself among the followers of the Lamb ; and 
yet I cannot relinquish my hope, not because I see 
any worth or worthiness in myself, but my hope is 
built on the merits and mediation of an All-sufficient, 
Almighty Saviour, who came down into this guilty 
world and died on the cross to ransom lost sinners. 
What cause of gratitude have we, my dear friend, if 
upon serious self-examination, we can humbly hope 
that our hearts have been renewed and sanctified, 
and that we are daily dying unto sin, and living unto 
righteousness. Let us give all the glory to God, and 



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lie low in the dust, watching unto prayer. I find, 
more and more, that I have no strength of my own, 
and that if God does not by his blessed spirit, lead 
me in the right way, I shall certainly fall. But this 
I believe, that if we ' watch at wisdom's gate ' we 
shall be kept, and enabled to go forward in that nar- 
row path, which leadeth unto life, ' looking unto 
Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith.' 

" I hope you were carried safely back to your quiet 
habitation, and that your health has been better for 
your journey. We, who have such frail bodies, that 
are liable to crumble into dust, are hereby admon- 
ished of the vast importance of laying up treasures 
in heaven, where moth and rust cannot corrupt, so 
that when we drop our connection here, we may 
have ' a house not made with hands, eternal in the 
heavens.' 

" Through the mercy of our Gracious Benefactor 
my health has been comfortable since I saw you, ex- 
cepting a heavy cold last week, which has gone off 
so far that I have been able to go up repeatedly to 
the house of God to-day, and have enjoyed the Sab- 
bath exercises. David says, ' I had rather be a 
doorkeeper in the house of God, than to dwell in the 
tents of wickedness.' 

" I feel much solicitude for those members of my 
family, who gave no evidence of a change of heart. 
I desire to rejoice that the fountain is full and flowing. 



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What can we desire of equal value for all our dear 
friends with an interest in Christ by a true and living 
faith ! I hope you see some around you seeking for 
wisdom * as for silver.' 'Tis pleasant to see our dear 
youth devoting the flower of their days to God, be- 
coming early pious. Remember me to your nephew 
and his companion ; and tell them, from me, that 
they will never know what true peace of mind is, 
until they become the real followers of the meek and 
lowly Saviour. 

" Do, my dear friend, think of, and pray for me, 
that I may hold on my way. I have many sharp 
trials ; but God is righteous and good, Sin is the 
cause of every evil. 

1 ' Your sincere friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

To Miss M. H. A. of Andover. 

" Newburyport, Jan. 6, 1824. 

" My dear Miss A. — 

<( Iam much interested in the solemnity begun in 
the South Parish in A. Hope it will result in a pow- 
erful revival of religion, and extended to your parish, 
and to all the towns around. We have been in a 
very cold state for a long time. I cannot but hope 
some Christians feel more engagedness in prayer, and 
are beginning to do something for the salvation of per- 
ishing sinners around us ; but alas ! alas ! we are all 
too cold, too indifferent in a cause so glorious. 



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" I have been reading Henry Martyn's Life, which 
excited some new desires in my cold heart, to try to 
be more faithful in warning sinners of their danger, 
and endeavoring to let my light shine more ; for, if I 
am what I profess to be, I ought to feel that I am as 
* a city set on a hill, which cannot be hid.' 

; ' I have to mourn over my declension and dead- 
ness ; but let us, my dear, arise and plead with God, 
that he will revive his work everywhere. 

" I hope your night of darkness is passing away, 
and that the Sun of Righteousness will arise with 
healing in his wings. 

" Although all our churches are in a low state, we 
have had one instance of hopeful conversion in our 
society recently. The person referred to is an aged 
man, who, I am told, appears well. We must not 
be discouraged respecting any of our aged friends, 
but pray for them more fervently. I see before me 
an aged husband, ' dead in trespasses and sins,' and at 
times, almost despair of his salvation ; but anon, I 
begin to hope in the mercy and grace of God for him. 
Will you pray for him, and for my dear son, who is 
now with us ? He is outwardly moral, and his prin- 
ciples very sound ; but ! his heart remains shut 
against the precious Saviour. 

" Accept much love from your friend, 

J. G." 



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To Mrs. M. C. of D. while on a visit to England. 

Kewburyport, Feb. 26, 1826. 

" My dear Mrs. C. — 

" I hope and trust that, before this time, you are 
safely landed in London, or near that city. As Mr. 
C. has so long been planning and wishing to visit his 
friends across the Atlantic, I have considered it a 
very favorable time for you to go, and I trust you will 
be preserved, and prospered, and return in due season, 
and meet your dear children and friends in peace. 

" Perhaps we never realize our dependence so 
much as when on a journey or voyage. We then 
see whose hand guides our every movement. ! what 
protecting power and mercy we experience in every 
vicissitude ! And though our distrustful hearts often 
anticipate much distress, which never overtakes us, 
yet, alas ! how prone are we to * borrow trouble ! ' 
Thus far, your dear children have been wonderfully 
preserved, and I hope you will have great cause for 
gratitude when you meet, and look over the way in 
which the Lord has led you all during your sepa- 
ration. 

" Some of our dear friends have left us recently. 
Aunt B. was called very suddenly, without previous 
illness, though I think she has been failing for years. 
IJncle feels his loss, and says he shall soon follow her. 

'• In about two weeks after, Aunt C. was taken 
with a lung fever, and died in a few days. Her loss 



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is great to the cause of Zion, and indeed to the world. 
At her decease, I had thirty dollars of hers in my 
hands for the Domestic Missionary Society. Let us 
hope and pray that her mantle may rest on my dear 
uncle. He is much softened, and feels this stroke 
sensibly. I hope you will pray much for him. He 
seems to be much pleased with hearing of aunt's 
alms-deeds. The poor have lost a friend indeed. 
First, Lydia Titcomb was removed, who had been, of 
late years, very much engaged in religion. Now, 
aunt C. who was always ready to give for every good 
cause. 

" Your people are sending up many prayers for 
• you. A few weeks since, the female members of 
your church held a fast on your account, to pray for 
a blessing to attend you. What greater expression 
of real friendship could you wish or desire ? Mr. C. 
has the satisfaction of having a most affectionate peo- 
ple, to feel for him and you under your burdens. 

! I hope you will be permitted to meet them again 
in peace and health, and long enjoy their friendship. 

" When we see such answers to fervent prayer, 
how strange it is that we are so apt to grow cold and 
formal in this duty ! ' Prayer ardent opens Heaven/ 
Let us be more and more excited to this pleasant duty. 

1 am so often prevented by sickness, from meeting 
my Christian friends, that the thrpne of grace is 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 85 

more endeared to me of late years ; and yet I often 
feel mournfully cold in this duty. 

" We hear that Christians are more engaged in 
Boston, and that some sinners have been awakened. 
In Ipswich there is considerable attention to religion. 
Also, in Mr. Parker's society, in Derry, (N. H.) 

11 As life is so short and uncertain, we may not 
meet again here ; but I hope we shall, through bound- 
less grace, meet in that world where every tear 
shall be wiped away from our eyes. All I can do for 
you and your dear children, is to present you daily 
to the God of mercy and grace, who can preserve 
and bless you. Do pray for us. 

" Your affectionate aunt, 

J. Q." 

" January 17 th, 1826, Monday. — Several friends 
passed the afternoon here. I felt as though the con- 
versation had not been profitable. 

"February 11th, Friday. — Went out in the 
morning. Heard in the afternoon that aunt C. was 
dying. Went over, and staid till nine o'clock. She 
died at half-past seven. Solemn scene ! May it be 
sanctified to us all ! 

"April 16th , Saturday. — I awoke in a worried 
frame ; but after a while, got over this state of anxi- 
ety, and endeavored to cast my care on Him, who 
can guide me in the right way. 'Tis now noon, and 
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I desire to call to mind my mercies. When I look back, 
and see how the Lord has upheld me from year to year, 
and in a wonderful manner has raised me up friends 
and helpers, how can I doubt his faithfulness and 
mercy. Dear Lord, keep me from murmuring and 
repining under any cross Thou shalt see needful for 
me, while I am in this wilderness world. 

" 18^ Monday. — I felt very calm and resigned 
to my situation ; thought I was willing to wait the 
Lord's time for an ' outlet ' as to temporal things. I 
sat down calmly, and soon after the Lord sent an 
answer to prayer. I desire to take those mercies 
right from the hand of God, and would acknowledge 
his great faithfulness to one so unworthy, and be 
humbled for my want of faith and gratitude. The 
Lord is good and gracious to me and others. 

" 21st, Thursday. — Two sudden deaths. May 
these calls arouse us to prepare for death ourselves ! 
There seems to be a * still small voice ' among us. 
may we be thankful, and persevere in prayer. I de- 
sire to look up to God for direction and a blessing at 
all times, this day in particular. May the path of 
duty be made plain, respecting my going out or stay- 
ins: at home ! 

"August 21st, Sabbath. — Kainy. I staid at 
home, and enjoyed reading. I desire to call to mind 
mercies, and not sink under trials. I have reason to 
be humbled that I am so apt to be anxious after being 



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so mercifully delivered in times of trial. Lord, in- 
crease my faith. 

" Saturday, April 1th. — Heard of the deaths of 
A. J. and Mrs. P. Solemn events. May we, who 
are spared, feel the importance of being prepared for 
death ! Lord, wilt thou support thy servant, who 
mourns the loss of a most affectionate wife, and pre- 
pare him, by thy grace, for a vast eternity. 

"Sabbath, Sth, Communion. — Mr. Miltemore 
preached. I felt that it ought to be a solemn day 
with me, for I have been spared, and permitted once 
more to attempt to renew my covenant engagements 
to be the Lord's. Mr. Williams, and many of the 
church, have been called away since I was there. 
Now we come down from the mount of ordinances 
may we * watch unto prayer.' 

" Monday, 30th. — I think I had some liberty in 
prayer, for others, this morning. ! for more faith, 
and zeal, and strength to do more for perishing sin- 
ners. 

" May 19th, Sabbath. — I went out in the morning. 
Mr. Carroll preached. Morning text, ' He that cometh 
to God must believe that he is,' &c. P. M., * Mary 
hath chosen that good part,' &c. We were much 
pleased with his appearance. I hope we shall be led 
right respecting the choice of a minister. If Mr. C. 
should be the man, may he be made a blessing. Lord, 
our eye is unto Thee. 



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27th, Sabbath. — I went out all day, and was en- 
abled to rise above worldly cares, and hope I have 
enjoyed some real peace. 

" June 24ilh, Sabbath. — I have to record the loving 
kindness of the Lord to me, the last week. After 
being sick for several weeks have been restored in a 
good degree to my usual health. ! that I may be 
enabled to make a right improvement of every mercy, 
and every trial !" 



MRS. JANE GKEENLEAF. 89 



CHAPTER VII. 



[ Brethren, my heart's desire and prayer to God for Israel is, that 
they might be saved." — Rom. x. 1. 



It has already been mentioned, that the subject of 
this memoir devoted Friday of each week to special 
supplication for particular persons, of whom she kept 
a list. Her interest in their spiritual welfare led her, 
also, to address many individuals by letter, in order to 
press upon them the claims of personal religion. Her 
correspondence, of this kind, was constant and ex- 
tensive. Frequently did the midnight hour find her 
employed in this way. That she was qualified for 
such a mode of usefulness, the following letters will 
show. That these expression of Christian love and 
solicitude were generally acceptable and valued, is 
well attested. 

Letter to T. C, Esq., of Newburyport. 

M Presuming on your goodness to forgive this in- 
trusion, I take my pen to address a few lines to you* 
sir, upon the interesting subject of real religion. 

8* 



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"I venerated your father; and I do not give up 
the pleasing hope, which I have entertained for many 
years, that you, his beloved son, may become truly 
pious, and preach the everlasting gospel to perishing 
sinners. 

" Your father and mine, I doubt not, are now in 
glory, among saints and angels, praising God and the 
Lamb. They were made holy in time, and prepared 
for that pure world, where no unholy thing can enter. 
Let us be excited to follow their steps, remembering 
that we must have a new principle implanted in our 
souls here, or we should be wretched in Heaven. 

" What is this world, if we could possess the whole 
of it, but ' vanity and vexation of spirit ? ' 

1 Our very wishes gives us not our wish.' 

" Our souls were made to live for ever ; and when a 
few more days, or years are gone, we must enter on a 
vast Eternity. If we considered, daily that we act for 
Eternity, how would it influence us to forsake every 
sin, and to ' strive to enter in at the straight gate !' 

" When I hear that Mr. C. attends this and that 
lecture in the week, I begin to think that your dear 
father's prayers will be answered, and that you are to 
be called into the sheepfold of Christ What a shin- 
ing Christian you may yet make ! Let me entreat 
you to engage on the Lord's side with all your heart ; 
read the Bible, and pray ; attend the most lively 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 91 

means of grace ; ask for the teachings of the Holy 
Spirit ; forsake every sin, and soon you may find 
the ' pearl of great price.' How honorable will it be, 
to tread in the steps of your departed father, by de- 
voting your talents to the glory of God ! But we 
must forsake every sin, and every idol, if we would 
obtain that rest, which is prepared only for those who 
are ' pure in heart.' We must flee from every temp- 
tation, and set out, as Bunyan's pilgrim did, from 
the city of destruction, and resolve that we will not 
turn back. If we are ever tempted to think lightly 
of sin, let us look to the cross of Christ — there we may 
learn its infinite evil. But perhaps Mr. C. thinks 
that to pass through this mighty change of heart, of 
which I have been writing, is not essential to sal- 
vation. Let us, however, look into the Word of truth, 
and see how it is represented there. It is called ' being 
born again,' — 'made a new creature,' — 'passing 
from death unto life,' — ' being born of the Spirit.' 
If your father were now on earth, I believe he would 
explode this new divinity, which is termed liberality 
of sentiment. I sat under his ministry for several 
years, and expect to give an account hereafter of the 
improvement I made of his faithful preaching. He 
used often to close his sermons in this way : ' I have 
set life and death before you ; choose you this day 
whom you will serve.' 

V For many years I have had a great desire for 



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your real conversion, and I could not resist the im- 
pulse I have felt to take this method of addressing 
you on this great subject. When I think of the worth 
of one immortal soul, I am willing to lay aside all 
ceremony and to be called a fanatic, if I may be the 
humble instrument of awakening any to seek for * the 
pearl of great price.' Separate from our future hap- 
piness, ' virtue carries its own reward with it.' To 
' fear God and keep his commandments is the whole 
duty of man.' The true penitent is the only happy 
man. 

' ' I know that the Spirit of God only can convince 
us of the importance of eternal realities ; but we are 
free agents, and are commanded to seek for wisdom 
' as for silver, and search for it as for hid treasure.' 
Our Saviour says, * Ask, and you shall receive ; seek, 
and ye shall find ;' but our misery is that we will not 
leave this vain, dying world, for joys that will last for 
ever. 

" Your friend, 

J. G." 

The following letter was addressed to a young man 
who had contracted intemperate habits : — 

" You will, I presume excuse the liberty I am now 
taking of addressing you in this way, when I tell you 
that the purest motives of friendship lead me to un- 
dertake a duty really self-denying. Your best interest 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 93 

lies near my heart ; and it is with reluctance that I 
am willing to give heed to the report in circulation, 
that Mr. is giving in to the fatal habit of in- 
temperance. I hope you will immediately see your 
danger, and take a firm stand against this most per- 
nicious vice. It is the more destructive, as I believe 
those who are caught in the snare, are drawn on in- 
sensibly. They little think how soon this habit may 
be fixed, ere they are aware of their danger ; and, 
from my observation, no vice has so direct a tenden- 
cy to deaden the conscience and shut out the soul 
from serious reflection. Indeed, when persons first 
begin to go this downward road, they have at times, 
bitter remorse and pungent distress ; and, to get rid 
of their remorse, they often repair to the fatal ex- 
pedient of drowning their sorrows by another glass. 

! my friend; if you have begun to take one step on 
this downward road, let me urge you to stop, and 
consider your ways, before you are totally undone. 
The grand enemy of souls is, at this day, I believe, 
trying to ruin many of our promising youth in this 
way. The warnings to those who are beginning to 
walk this awful road, have been repeated and most 
solemn during the past season ; and if our hearts were 
not adamant, we must feel them.. God will come out 
in vengeance if we do not repent and forsake our sins. 

1 feel for you, and for every one who has got into this 
fatal snare ; but as I trust you have just begun, I do 



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entreat you to stop before you are lost forever. Think 
of your reputation, your property ; but above all, of 
your immortal soul, which is of more value than a 
thousand worlds. How dreadful the thought of meet- 
ing your Judge unprepared ; and if this course is per- 
sisted in, it will most assuredly land you in that world 
of woe where no ray of hope will ever dawn. But I 
hope better things of you, though I thus speak. I 

cannot bear the thought that any of Mrs. 's 

children should be lost. How many prayers have 
been offered up for you ! How would your dear 
mother weep over you, could she return back to this 
world of sin and sorrow ! If you perish, your doom 
will be dreadful, after such instruction. The blessed 
Redeemer stands ready to receive you, and every re- 
turning, repenting sinner ; but the door of mercy will 
soon be shut. God's patience will not last always ; 
the day of grace will be quickly past, and then, if you 
begin to seek for mercy, it will be in vain. You have 
now a space given you for repentance. Let me en- 
treat you to turn from your sins, and live for ever. 
I do most seriously advise you to leave all companions 
who are a temptation to you ; dash the tempting glass 
from you ; determine not to be enslaved by a vice so 
pernicious, (may I not add ?) so disgraceful. Little 
do sensible men realize how they appear in fits of in- 
toxication. They often then seem like the greatest 
fools. They are not only wretched themselves, but 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 95 

make their friends miserable also. I heard a good 
woman say that, by taking brandy for her health, 
she began to loye it, and she found that she and her 
family were in danger of being ruined. She then 
banished all ardent spirits from the house, took her 
Bible, read and prayed, until she was enabled to 
overcome the habit. 

" A friend once sent for me, and told me she felt 
as if she should die, unless she drank brandy to ex- 
cess, and she wanted my advice. I told her it was a 
good cause to die in, and advised her to die rather 
than taste of it. Now, my friend, I wish you may be 
enabled to make the resolution, and look to God for 
a blessing and determine to conquer, or die in the 
cause. I am serious. It is a solemn matter. You 
will be ruined if you persist a little longer. You may 
be cut off suddenly, as your brother was. ! I do 
hope and pray that you may be enabled to resist every 
temptation, and become anew man. Take the Bible 
for your guide ; forsake vain companions ; seek 
earnestly that religion which alone can make you 
happy here and hereafter. 

" I trust you will receive this advice, as it is intend- 
ed, in love. If I know my own heart, I desire your 
best interests. If I have said anything to wound 
your feelings, I hope you will forgive me. I mean 
not to hurt, but to try to save you. I must now bid 
you adieu. Perhaps we never shall meet, till we ap- 



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pear before the bar of judgment with the assembled 
universe. Then you will not be able to say, I did 
not warn you of your danger. But I hope we shall' 
meet, and spend an eternity together in celebrating 
redeeming love. I think it not best to add my name, 
but only Your Well- Wisher.' ' 

To Mr. J. 0. of Newburyport. 

" , 1818. 

"My Dear Uncle : — 

"As I have long wanted to converse with you alone 
upon the all-important subject of religion, and no op- 
portunity has presented, I hope you will excuse the 
liberty I am now taking of communicating some of my 
thoughts in this way. 

" My dear father was greatly anxious respecting 
you, daring the last years of his life, and wished to 
converse freely with you. Perhaps he did, after he 
expressed his feelings to me. He once told me he 
hoped you had experienced a real change of heart. 
I believe he was much engaged in prayer for you, and 
he seemed to give you up in faith, trusting God would 
answer his petitions in his own way and time. When 
I reflect upon the shortness of time, and the worth of 
the soul, and the importance of improving the day of 
grace while it lasts, — for God says, ' my spirit shall 
not always strive with man/ — I am atonished at my 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 97 

own stupidity, and constrained to lay aside all cere- 
mony, and beg my friends to be up and doing, and 
not rest easy while uncertain about their future state. 

" I know it is God only who can change our hearts ; 
but lie says, ' For these things I will be inquired of 
by the house of Israel to do it for them.' I feel that 
it is a matter of great importance that you and aunt 
K. should know to which class you belong ; ' Pie that 
gathered not with me scattereth abroad.' If you, my 
dear uncle, are upon the Lord's side, I wish that your 
evidences may be made clear, and that you may be 
enabled to come to Lord's table. I have felt a great 
desire to have you attend the inquiry meeting. I 
think, if you heard others converse upon their expe- 
riences, your doubts might be cleared up. As the 
weather is now growing warm, I hope you will be in- 
duced to go ; for God works with means and by 
means, and this is a day when the Spirit of God seems 
to be among us. My father spent much time in re- 
tirement during the last years of his life. I believe 
that secret prayer has a direct tendency to draw us 
near to God. My grandmother used to say, that we 
must pray for a heart to pray. 

" When persons have been trained from their youth 
in a religious manner, as you have been, grace is oft- 
entimes implanted in a silent manner, and we per- 
ceive the change only by its effects. Will you per- 
mit me to ask you a few questions by way of trial ? 
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Have you been brought to see yourself lost and un- 
done, and that it would be just in God to cast you off 
for ever ? Does sin appear exceeding sinful as com- 
mitted against a holy God? Have you been enabled 
to cast your perishing soul at the feet of Jesus, resolv- 
ing if you perish you will perish there ? Is it your 
greatest desire to live to the glory of God ? Do you 
love the house of God, and the people of God ? 
Are not some passages of Scripture sometimes opened 
up to you in a clear manner ? I hope you can appeal 
to the Searcher of hearts and say, if your heart does 
not deceive you, you can answer these questions in 
the affirmative ? If you cannot, my dear uncle, I sin- 
cerely hope you will never rest easy till you do find 
that your peace is made with God by faith in Jesus 
Christ. We all have our various cares and trials, 
but ' one thing is needful.' It is your duty to take 
a prudent care of the things of this world ; but our 
supreme concern ought to be to live to the glory of 
God. 

' ' When your beloved son and daughter were taken 
away, you manifested such quietness that I hoped it 
was real submission to God's will. I am not willing 
you should go without assurance in your declining 
years. I feel unworthy to speak to you upon these 
great and important matters ; but my desires are very 
earnest that you may enjoy the real comforts of relig- 
ion. As you see my motive, I hope you will excuse 
the freedom I have taken. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 99 

" I wish you would be willing to write me a few 
lines, and let me know the state of your mind. It 
would be a great relief to me to know that you enter- 
tain a well grounded hope that you have passed from 
death unto life. It seems to me that you and others 
are losing much comfort by keeping your thoughts 
to yourselves. That is one reason that I want you 
to attend the inquiry meeting. It has been blessed 
to others ; it may be blessed to you. These precious 
opportunities will soon be over with us all. ! how 
important is it that we should improve every means 
of grace, as death may be near. 

" Will you accept my best wishes for your ever- 
lasting welfare ? 

" Your friend and niece, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

To a young friend, about leaving town, who had 
long resisted the strivings of the Spirit. 

" Newburyport, March 8th, 1822. 

" My Young Friend : 

" I cannot let you go without dropping a few hasty 
lines at this time, upon the important subject of re- 
ligion. You have been a child of many prayers, and 
if your reject the precious Saviour, your doom will be 
peculiarly aggravated. You have had the strivings 
of the blessed Spirit, I believe, from your early life. 
Let me entreat you now to begin, in earnest, to seek 



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an interest in that salvation which Christ died to pur- 
chase. God says, in His blessed Word, ' My Spirit 
shall not always strive with man.' It is lawful to at- 
tend to the cares of this life ; but let us remember 
that God ought to have the first place in our hearts, 
and ' whether we eat or drink, we should do all to 
the glory of God.' Serious consideration' is the first 
step to conversion. My advice to you is, not to let 
anything hinder your retiring twice a clay, at least, to 
read the Bible and pray for a new heart. How can 
you expect that this great blessing will be bestowed 
upon you, unless you ask for it ; and not only ask, 
but strive for it ? How would your dear father and 
grandfather address you from the eternal world, were 
they permitted to speak ! Would they not say, 
4 Make haste, my dear child, to se*cure God for your 
friend, lest you die in your sins, notwithstanding all 
that has been done for your salvation ? ! come 
now, and give your heart to Christ.' The day of 
grace still lasts — God's patience is not quite exhaust- 
ed. ! do, my dear S., let nothing hinder you from 
giving immediate attention to the vast concerns of 
your immortal soul. I beg you to pray till you love 
to pray. I can tell you, by blessed experience, that 
one hour's communion with God is worth a whole life 
of sinful pleasure. Christians have trials, but they 
often have a peace within, which the world knows 
nothing of. Christ stands knocking at the door of 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 101 

your heart ; 0, do not bar him out any longer. I 
pray the blessing of the Most High may attend you. 
I shall now address a few lines to Mr. P. 

11 Sir : — Though I have no personal acquaintance 
with you, yet I take the liberty to invite you to seek 
the Lord in the days of your youth. I hear you have 
pious parents. 0, be entreated to gladden their 
hearts by devoting the dew of your youth to God. 
You cannot begin too soon to know, by blessed expe- 
rience, what it is to love and serve God. As you 
have entered the married state with one who is not 
thoughtless, I hope you will be enabled to erect the 
family altar, and daily look up to God, by prayer, for 
his blessing. The Bible says, ' Pour out thy fury 
upon the heathen and the families that call not on 
Thy name.' Dedicate your house to God; keep 
his holy day ; open your heart to Christ. That the 
best of Heaven's blessings may rest upon you both, 
is the wish of 

" Your friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

To the same — Penobscot, Me. 

" Newburyport, April 9th, 1823. 

" My Dear Mrs. P. — 

" I cannot let your husband return home without 

Writing you a few lines. We are glad to hear that 
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you and the child are so well. You have now a 
charge, and the voice of God to you is, ' Train up 
this child for me ! ' But how can you fulfil this in- 
junction if you are still yourself unreconciled to God ? 
Almost everything, at this day, depends, under God, 
upon the exertions of pious parents for their children. 
You love your dear son ardently, no doubt. Well, it 
is lawful you should love him ; but remember he is 
only loaned to you, and, ere long, you must be called 
to the bar of judgment, to render an account of the 
manner in which you have trained him. If you are 
faithful in praying, for him, and with him, and in- 
structing him in religion as his mind opens, you may 
expect a blessing on your efforts. But if otherwise, 
how dreadful your case will be ! Now, allow me to 
ask you if you have come to the resolution that, let 
others do as they will, you will serve the Lord ? If 
not, you have not a moment to lose. God has been 
waiting many years upon you, seeking fruit, and find- 
ing none, and his day of patience will not last always. 
Let me entreat you now to throw down the weapons 
of your rebellion, and come and cast your perishing 
soul at the feet, of Jesus. He will receive you, for 
he says, ' Him that cometh unto me, I will in no wise 
cast out.' ! my dear friend, you must be decided ; 
you must give God the first place in your heart, and 
then it is lawful to enjoy everything in subordination 
to his glory. I have considered you as an almost 



MRS. JANE GREEXLEAF. 103 

Christian for years ; but you have seemed too irreso- 
lute, too easy ; but I hope now you have begun to be 
in earnest. You must excuse my plainness. It is 
because I love you and desire your everlasting well- 
being that I thus write I hope you will become a 
Christian, and persuade Mr, P. to seek the Lord in 
earnest. Accept much love from 

" Your friend, 

J. G." 

Not long after, the person thus addressed and her 
husband became decided Christians. 

To Mrs. G., of Cambridgeport. 

" Newburyport, June 23, 1835. 

" Dear Friend, 

' k I have long intended writing a few lines to you, 
and now I will delay no longer. I do not forget my 
old acquaintance, if they forget me. 

" Your cares must be many, and very pressing ; 
but I most earnestly desire to hear that you have be- 
come a real friend and follower of the meek and lowly 
Saviour. I used to consider you as almost a Chris- 
tian, many years ago. You need help from above to 
guide you in training up your dear children in the 
nurture and admonition of the Lord. I rejoice to 
find that you have a pious companion to help you 
along under your burdens. 



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"If you have not good evidence that your heart 
has been renewed and sanctified, let me entreat you 
to begin in earnest to seek the salvation of your soul. 
Everything is ready on God's part ; but we must come 
as beggars, and take the offered mercy. Christ says, 
' Ask, and ye shall receive,' &c. And again, ' The 
kingdom of Heaven sufFereth violence, and the vio- 
lent take it by force.' This world is only a state of 
trial, not of rest. Christians have peculiar trials ; 
but they have at times a peace that*the world cannot 
give or take away. 

" I want you, dear friend, to become decided. It 
is a matter of the greatest importance. The most of 
your family are now, we believe, real Christians ; and 
why are you willing to stay behind ? Come, cast in 
your lot with them, and devote your all to the glory 
of God. Pious mothers can do great things for their 
dear children. I think you would be a shining Chris- 
tian, if you had a good hope, through grace, that 
your peace was made with God. 

" You must excuse my freedom in writing to you 
so freely. In years past, I used to talk with you, 
and you always seemed to be willing to hear what I 
had to say. You have passed through many different 
scenes since, and so have I ; but as we may never 
meet in this world, I feel constrained to address you 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 105 

in this way, as I consider myself far on my journey 
to the world of spirits. 

" Accept the best wishes of 
" Your sincere friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

In about four years after this letter was written, 
the friend to whom it was addressed was made a hope- 
ful subject of renewing grace. 

The letter which follows was written in answer to 
one from the lady's sister, communicating the pleas- 
ing intelligence. 

11 Newbury port, June 5, 1839. 

" My Dear Young Friend, 

" Your welcome and interesting letter reached me 
safely last week ; I thank you for it. It rejoiced my 
heart to hear that your dear sister, Mrs. G., had been 
enabled to accept of offered mercy, after refusing the 
blessings of the Gospel so long. We see in her case 
the faithfulness of God to his promise, ' I will be a 
God to thee, and thy seed after thee.' Your dear, 
departed mother, no doubt, prayed in faith for the sal- 
vation of her children, and her husband, and many 
others. Her prayers have been answered in the con- 
version of most of her family, and I do hope that her 
remaining children and grandchildren will soon be 
numbered among the ransomed flock of Jesus. I 



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want you to give my love to your sister, and tell her I 
hope she will be an active Christian, and ' let her 
light shine before others, that they, seeing her good 
works, may glorify her Father who is in Heaven.' 
We have no strength of our own ; but we must look 
to Christ continually for new strength to perform new 
duties. 

" While she enjoys the comforts of religion, I hope 
she will write to her brothers upon this important 
subject ; she may be the instrument of enlightening 
their mind. We must try to do our duty, and then 
leave all events with God. We all find that the 
Christian life is a warfare, but there is a glorious prize 
in view. 

' ' I hope the revival will continue to progress in 
Brewer. I believe if Christians were more faithful 
in urging sinners to repentance, we should see greater 
things around us. A work of grace has been going 
on here for many months. Many have been wonder- 
fully changed. Aged, hardened sinners have been 
called out of darkness into marvellous light. Of late, 
we find that only now and then one is awakened and 
hopefully converted. We ought to be very thankful 
for these displays of God's grace, and there seems to 
be a still small voice among us. 

* ' Accept the well wishes of 
" Your friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 107 

To Mrs. B., of Newbury port. 

"July 12, 1838. 

" My dear Friend, 

" I have intended for a long time to call and see 
you ; but want of health and a variety of other things 
have prevented me. Now, lest I should not be able 
to call, I take the liberty to send you a little tract, 
which, if you do not already own it, you will accept 
and read often. I consider young mothers as having 
a very weighty charge to bring up their dear little 
children in the right way ; for it is a true saying, 
* Just as the twig is bent, the tree's inclined. ' 

" I never thought I had any skill in training my 
children ; but what was wanting in skill, I determined 
to make up, as far as possible in strictness. I used to 
be very strict with them on the Sabbath. I knew if 
I neglected to instruct them respecting keeping holy 
this sacred day, that as they grew up they would be 
likely to plunge into every sin. I hope you and Mr. 
B. will be enabled to train up your dear children in the 
fear of the Lord. Children need ' line upon line, and 
precept upon precept, ' for we are all inclined to back- 
slide from God. I hope you will be enabled to pray 
with and for them. Dr. Buckminster used to remark 
that ' a* family could not be governed without family 
prayer.' The souls of children seem to be commit- 
ted to the care of mothers. 

" I have dwelt, my dear Mrs. B., upon your re- 



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sponsibilhy as a parent, but my ardent desire is to 
urge you and Mr. B. to give up yourselves unreserv- 
edly to the service of God. Let me persuade you 
without any delay to resolve that, ' as for you and 
your house, you will serve the Lord.' ' Here,' as 
Dr. Young says, - is solid rock; all is sea beside.' 
Everything is ready on God's part; but we must 
come as beggars, and be in earnest. ' Ask, and ye 
shall receive ; seek and ye shall find ; knock and it 
shall be opened unto you. ' The kingdom of Heaven 
suffereth violence ; and the violent take it by force.' 

" I have always greatly desired the salvation of all 
your family. I hope the time draws nigh when you 
will all become the disciples of the meek and lowly 
Saviour. 

" When you can get a little leisure, do come up 
and see us. 1 hope you will receive this imperfect 
letter as a token of sincere regard from 
" Your real friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

Note to a Siclc Neighbor. 

" Dear Sir, 

" I sympathize with you in all your afflictions ; and 
as I cannot see and converse with you, I take the lib- 
erty to write a few lines, which I hope will be kindly 
received. 

" We are all sinners, and can have no hope of being 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 109 

saved, except through Christ. I hope you will be en- 
abled to apply to him, and exercise true repentance 
for all your sins. Let me urge you to offer the prayer 
of the publican, ' God, be merciful to me, a sinner ;' 
and, without delay, seek with all your heart an inter- 
est in the Saviour's love. He waits to be gracious to 
the returning, repenting sinner. Life is very un- 
certain with all of us ; but in this life only can we 
prepare for that eternity, to which we are all rapidly 
hastening. 

" All I can do is to commend you to God, beseech- 
ing him to have mercy on you. I have a sincere re- 
gard for you and your family, and hope you will all be 
prepared for that blessed world, where sin can never 
enter, and where, of course, there will be no sickness 
or sorrow. 

" Your friend, 

J. G." 

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CHAPTER VIII. 

" I love the Lord, because he hath heard my voice and my suppli- 
cation. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore 
will I call upon him as long as I live." 

Ps. cxvi. 1, 2. 

In the spring of 1826, this prayerful mother had the 
unspeakable joy of receiving an answer to the peti- 
tions which, for more than twenty -eight years, she had 
presented to the " hearer of prayer" in behalf of her 
only son. Her faith had been tried, but it had not 
failed. Though the blessing had tarried, she waited 
for it, not slothfully, but with patience and per- 
severance. 

He had been from home most of the time for eight 
years previous to this event. During his absence, 
his mother wrote to him frequently, and in all her 
letters she urged him to attend to the concerns of his 
soul. Late in the winter of 1826, in writing to him, 
she quoted Prov. xxix. 1 : " He that being often 
reproved, hardeneth his neck, shall suddenly be 
destroyed, and that without remedy." The Holy 
Spirit accompanied the Word, and he immediately 
began to seek the Lord earnestly, attending the meet- 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. Ill 

ings for religious inquiry, and all the other means of 
grace within his reach. He did not, however, com- 
municate his state of mind to his mother, until se- 
veral weeks after, when he hoped he had been brought 
out of darkness into God's marvellous light. 

Never can the writer forget the evening when his 
letter, announcing his hope that he had been " born 
again," was received, with one from his uncle ex- 
pressing the same opinion. His mother had been 
suffering through the day from severe symptoms of 
fever, and hoped for an undisturbed evening. But 
the joyful intelligence was soon communicated to her, 
though preceded by an intimation of the tenor of it, 
lest a sudden announcement might be too much for her 
weak state. As she listened to all that God in his mercy 
had done for her son, her emotions of gratitude ex- 
ceeded her power of utterance, and as she afterwards 
said, ■ ' she felt as if she should die of joy". It was 
the joy of a Christian parent, who realized our lost 
condition by nature and was thoroughly persuaded of 
the great truth, " Except a man be born again, he 
cannot see the kingdom of God;" and who could 
now say, " This, my son, was dead, and is alive 
again ; and was lost, and is found." 

The next day was the Sabbath. Being somewhat 
better, though still unable to sit up, she spent it 
in pleading for the salvation of others ; and in the 
evening mentioned so many for whom she had 



112 MEMOIR OF 

offered supplication, that even to have remembered 
their names might have been difficult, had she not 
been so solicitous for their spiritual welfare. This 
was her way of acknowledging Jehovah's faithful- 
ness and love by testing it anew ; like an old divine 
who said, " If the Lord will grant me this favor I 
will not say as beggars do, I will never come again, 
but I will come the more." 

In the next letter from her son, he stated that he 
had given up his hope, thinking he had been deceiv- 
ed. This only renewed the earnestness of her prayers, 
and led her to inquire if there had not been something 
wrong in herself, in the manner of her receiving the 
first intelligence. After a few weeks of most dis- 
tressing anxiety, the clouds dispersed, and he rejoiced 
in God " with exceeding joy." 

In a few months, after much consideration and 
prayer, he gave up business, and commenced studying 
for the ministry. His advanced age rendered a col- 
legiate course inexpedient ; but after spending two 
years in the classical school, and three in the Theolo- 
gical Seminary in Bangor, (Me.,) he entered upon 
the duties of the gospel ministry. 

In reviewing the dealings of God with her in re- 
gard to her son, she often spoke of his faithfulness, 
and encouraged other parents to continue " instant in 
prayer" for their children, reminding them that " de- 
lays were not denials" It is worthy of notice that 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 113 

the day on which he hoped he was "born of the 
Spirit" was that which, in nnion with another, she 
had devoted to special prayer for him and another 
near relative, in which she felt encouraged by the 
promise, " If two of you shall agree on earth as touch- 
ing any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for 
them of my Father which is in heaven." " While 
they are yet speaking I will hear." 

Her maternal solicitude has been referred to before. 
She taught her children obedience before their recol- 
lection ; and while she was always mild and affection- 
ate in her goverment, she was at the same time 
perfectly inflexible where duty to God and fidelity 
to the souls of her children were concerned. 

On the Sabbath, besides requiring them to attend 
public worship constantly, she spent the greater part of 
the day in reading to them from the sacred Scriptures 
and decidedly evangelical works, always closing with 
their repeating the Assembly's Catechism. 

•'Line upon line, precept upon precept," she con- 
stantly gave them. To habits of industry and self- 
denial they were early accustomed. She watched in 
them the commencement of evil habits, and did all in 
her power to eradicate them "in the bud." She 
was careful in the choice of suitable companions for 
their childhood, and sought to amuse and interest them 
herself, that they might not be exposed, unnecessarily, 
to improper associates. To guard them against being 
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" easily provoked," she often repeated to them the 
homely adage, 

" For every trifle scorn to take offence; 
It either shows great pride or little sense." 

" Watts' Divine Songs" was one of the first books 
which she put into their hands to commit to memory, 
and the touching manner in which she often repeated 
to them his " Cradle Hymn," could never be effaced 
from their recollection. 

Long after her son was settled in the ministry, a friend 
who had not enjoyed a similar religious education, re- 
marked to him, that " she wished she could have as 
clear views of the doctrines of the Bible as he had, 
and be as free from doubts respecting them." He 
replied, " lam indebted to the early instruction of 
my mother for them ; especially to her explanations of 
the Bible and Watts' Hymns and Divine Songs." 

The following hymn was one of those she desired 
them to commit to memory, unconscious, proba-bly, 
how well the description applied to herself. It ap- 
peared in the Connecticut Evangelical Magazine 
some forty years since. 

PRAISE TO GOD FOR A PIOUS MOTHER. 

" My gracious God, I bless thy name, 
When I recall the tender scenes 
Of early childhood ; mercy came, 
And stored my mind with Gospel themes. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 115 

'Twas Thou didst give that parent dear, 
Who frompiy birth, pronouced me thine; 
She early caught me Thee to fear, 
And baie me know thy love divine. 

Oft ca. her knees the holy saint, 
Implored Thy blessing on my head ; 
Oft she imposed the kind restraint, 
While precious tears were on me shed. 

Her lovely name I scarce could speak, 
Ere I was taught to pray and praise ; 
Was sent in secret Thee to seek, 
And daily told Thy wondrous ways. 

Grant, gracious God, that she may see 

The fruit of all her pious care ; 

Let not her child Thy rebel be ; 

Bless me, God, and grant her prayer." 

They were early taught to speak the truth always. 
She encouraged in them a taste for useful reading ; 
but would not allow them to enervate and intoxicate 
their minds, and thus unfit themselves for the stern 
realities of life, by the perusal of novels and romances. 
" Nothing, my children will more effectually grieve 
the Holy Spirit, was a frequently remark. 

Regarding the law of the Sabbath to be as binding 
as any other precept of the Decalogue, she required of 
all under her control a strict outward observance of it;. 
It was in vain to entreat for greater liberty, and to 
plead the example of those professed Christians, who 
allowed their children to walk the streets on the Lord's 
day, or to attend at places of worship where dangerous 



116 MEMOIR OF 

error was taught ; or to frequent another times, places 
of fashionable amusement. In no instance would she 
yield, because she viewed the word of God as furnish- 
ing her with an invariable rule in these cases, and 
therefore, as ■ leaving her no discretionary power in 
relation to them. 

Believing that the Sabbath commenced at sunset, 
and continued till sunset, she required it to be ftius 
observed. But she deemed it improper to rush into 
worldly business and pleasure as soon as the sun of 
the Sabbath had gone down ; and consequently she 
did not allow of visiting or labor on the succeeding 
evening. She often quoted the remark of her grand- 
mother, that, " Saturday evening was necessary for 
preparation, and Sabbath evening for meditation." 

The nature of those meditations in her case will be 
seen from the following : — 

FROM HER JOURNAL. 

" Sabbath Evening, Dec. 13th, 1829. — Com- 
munion. Though I have not wholly recovered from 
a sprained limb, I went out. Mr. Proudfit seemed 
to be much enlarged in the communion service. I 
was delivered from anxious cares which I feared would 
distress me. ! for stronger faith that I may sur- 
mount every obstable, which hinders my advance- 
ment in the divine life !" 



MRS. J AXE GREENLEAF. 117 

At another time, after some temporal deliverance, 
she writes : — 

" If I did not see remarkable mercy in these things, 
I should be blind indeed. I hope I feel some gra- 
titude. How good is God to unworthy me ! I la- 
ment my poor returns for such undeserved favors. 
Lord, enable me to press forward with new zeal this 
week. ! for grace to bear up under trials so as to 
honor God! 

" Sabbath Evening. — I hope I shall not be left to 
live upon frames ; but of late I think I have felt a 
little more quickening ; yet my bodily complaints 
keep me low in spirits. I do hope I desire that the 
rod may be sanctified rather than removed. Lord, if 
thou hast any more work for me to do, thou canst 
raise me up, and give me strength to perform every 
duty cheerfully ; but I ask for entire submission to 
thy blessed will in all things. 

" Thursday, August 4th. — A day of distress on 
account of a heavy trial ; but the Lord supported me. 

" Wednesday, bth. — T kept the forenoon as a sea- 
son of prayer for myself and family. I felt calm. 
Mrs. S. called, and we joined in prayer. 

" October Qth, 1830.— William's birth day. Thir- 
ty-three years have elapsed since his birth. I had 
various sensations. My life and the lives of my fam- 
ily have been preserved, though many have fallen 
around us. Praised be the Lord ! 



118 MEMOIR OF 

" 11th, Communion Sabbath. — Dr. Proudfit here. 
We have again been permitted to surround the table 
of our Divine Redeemer. ! for grace to walk wor- 
thy such a solemn profession ! 

" November 20th, Saturday. — "When I arose, I 
felt as though creature streams.ran very low — but be- 
fore breakfast was finished, unexpectedly, they were 
replenished. ! how wonderful are the ways of 
Providence towards me, a poor, distrustful worm of 
the dust, who lives on forfeited, mercy ! Gracious 
Parent, give me a heart of gratitude to Thee, the 
bounteous giver of every good gift. 

" December 25th, 1830. — Felt a little anxious re- 
specting a debt due in a few days ; but the Lord has 
often appeared for me in times of trial, and I desire 
to look to Him, and to Him alone. 

'" 26th, Sabbath. — I feared great anxiety respect- 
ing my worldly cares, but was, in a good degree, de- 
livered. Went out all day. The care before me 
looks formidable, but I hope I shall get good by the 
trial. 

" 27th. — I slept quietly, and arose with new 
strength and courage, and endeavored to cast my care 
on the Lord. I sent a note to a friend, asking the 

loan of the sum needed. While was gone with 

it, I felt quiet and resigned, and pursued my usual 
work. She returned with the sum mentioned. What 
a deliverance did I esteem it ! ! how gracions is 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 119 

my Heavenly Father ! The remainder of the day I 
could scarcely believe that the burden was so far re- 
moved. 

" March Id, Friday. — I did not cast my care so 
fully on the Lord as I ought to have done, so I did 
not enjoy as much calmness as I often do on Fridays. 

" Ath, Sabbath. — I went out in the morning. Mr. 
P's text, ' They will not frame their doings to turn 
unto the Lord.' Afternoon, Mr. W. preached on the 
efficacy of prayer. I read Marshall on Sanctification. 
Heard of many inquirers. 

" December 3d, 1832, Sabbath Evening. — T did 
not dare go out, as it was a cold east wind ; but have 
been able to read and enjoy the day. In the morn- 
ing I was assailed by worldly cares, but I tried to re- 
sist the temptation, and the Lord appeared for my 
help." 

Extract from letters to S. T., Esq., of Boston. 

October 18, 1827. 

" Dear Sir, 

" I thank you for yours of the 18th inst. The lit- 
tle perplexity, with which you are acquainted, has 
caused us much trouble. My own cares are pressing, 
at times ; and this new care, with my slender health, 
has almost overwhelmed me. But the Lord has sus- 
tained me, and has raised up friends and helpers in 
answer to prayer, and in due time I believe I shall 



120 MEMOIR OF 

come out of this furnace purified. But I see more 
and more that I ne^d humbling ; for when one cross 
is removed another is. laid on. But, if any soul has 
had reason to bless and praise the Lord, I have. I 
do find the Bible and prayer very precious in days of 
adversity. Pray for me, that I may be kept hum- 
ble, and not sink under outward trials. My Heav- 
enly Father sees that they are needful, and why 
should I complain ? 

" I have just been remarking to a friend that I be- 
lieve you are called to Boston to do great good. 
May the God of all grace be with you all, and smile 
on your efforts to promote the cause of Christ. My 
prayers shall daily be offered for your success in build- 
ing up a church at the North end of your city. I 
have so many friends in Boston that I am with you, 
in spirit, generally once a day, at least, and some- 
times I am ready to wish I were with you in person. 
But I am placed just where I ought to be, and if I 
can only be faithful in the discharge of duty, it is 
what I most desire. But alas ! alas ! I fall short in 
all things, and have need continually to fly to that 
precious blood of sprinkling, which speaketh better 
things than the blood of Abel. * * * # 
" I remain, your friend, 

J. G." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 121 

January 12th, 1828. 

66 Dear Sir, 

" Your truly valuable and interesting letter of the 
4th ult. has remained unanswered a long time. I 
now wish you to accept my hearty thanks for it, and 
for your great kindness in many other respects to me 
and my family, and also for these papers of Mr. Brad- 
street's. Everything relating to that good man is 
interesting to me, for, from my earliest years, I have 
believed him to be one of the best of men. Well do 
I recollect his prayers in social meetings. He seemed 
like one who had got very near to God, and who was 
conversing with him 'face to face.' I never heard 
any prayers offered that seemed like his. My father 
loved him very ardently. 

" Your account of the state of religion in your eity 
is interesting indeed. The bitter spirit which is man- 
ifested by some towards the ministers of Christ is a 
token for good. It is a sign that the kingdom of Sa- 
tan totters, and that the friends of Christ, are faithful. 
I often think that if Christians were more decided, 
lived more above the world, and did their duty faith- 
fully, they would not slide along so easily. A luke- 
warm spirit is much to be deplored. It is true that 
Christians should endeavor to * live peaceably with all 
men, if it be possible ; ' but let us do as we will, we 
cannot please the world, and keep a clear conscience. 
I have been reading Dr. B.'s sermon before the 
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American Board of Missions, and I wish it may have 
a wide circulation, as it may be the means of waking 
up Christians to do their duty. It seems to me that 
you will see greater and greater displays of divine 
power and grace in Boston. I believe the prayers 
offered there, and here, and elsewhere, will prevail ; 
and I hope Harvard University will be shaken to its 
centre. The most that I can do is, as the Lord ena- 
bles me, to pray for the prosperity of Zion. I en- 
deavor to remember you and your family, at the throne 
of grace, every day, and often twice in a day. 

" With much love to you and your family, 
" Your friend, 

J. G." 

To Mrs. M. H., ofMadbury, (iK H.) 

" May 15, 1828. 

" My Dear Friend, 

' ' I send you a few tracts to read, and lend in your 
neighborhood. I hear your health is better, and hope 
you will be entirely restored, and live many years 
and enjoy much comfort in your mind, and do much 
good to the souls and bodies of many around you. 
It is a day when the friends of Jesus are called upon 
to be up and doing, and we ought to improve every 
talent committed to our hand, for "we shall be judged 
' according to our works.' I was reading the parable 
of the talents recently, and I feel that we all ought 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 123 

to be more stirred up to try to do good in our day and 
generation. I sometimes think of our departed friend, 
Mr. James Neal. ! how much he was engaged in 
^doing good ! Even to the last, he continued to write 
most precious letters to me and others. 

" There is a great revival of religion in Bangor. 
Hundreds are inquiring the way to Zion, and in many 
towns in that vicinity there is much attention to relig- 
ion. In Boston there is a good work going on, and 
even here there is * a still small voice.' 

" As we approach our journey's end, my dear 
friend, may we be enabled to set our affections more 
entirely on things above. We have no strength of 
our own, but we must repair to Jesus continually for 
new supplies of grace and strength. I find that noth- 
ing but keeping near to the throne of grace by prayer, 
and reading God's holy word, will keep me from sloth 
and sin. Let us gird up the loins of our mind, and 
watch and pray continually. Give my love to M. H. 
and all who remember me. 

" Your friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

Letter to Mrs. M. C, of D. 

" Newburyport, March 24, 1829. 

" My dear Mrs. C, 

" I bear you and your dear family much on my 
mind every day. I have learned by experience to 



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feel for those who are laboring under bodily weak- 
ness and distresses. I believe yon will regain your 
health when the warm weather approaches. 

' ' I hope and trust this season of confinement will 
be sanctified for your best good. This precious 
promise is often a source of comfort to me, ' All 
things work together for good to them that love God.' 
It is said, * Affliction is the good man's shining 
scene.' 

* ' I don't know how it is with you ; but I see so 
much sin and vanity mixed with everything I do, 
that I have reason to expect many trials to purify me 
and prepare me for that pure state where nothing 
unholy can ever enter. 1 am often sick of myself, 
and want to fly away from sin. 

"I have heard of the great affliction Mr. and 
Mrs. have sustained in the death of their be- 
loved children. If you recollect, a year or two since, 
you asked me to remember them, and from that time 
to this, I have often endeavored to intercede for them 
and their children. When I heard of their sorrows, 
I began to think that the cross came first, and that 
the blessing would follow in their salvation. Cer- 
tainly, they have been called to drink a bitter cup, 
and it does seem to me that Heaven has some wise 
designs in withering those fair flowers. May we not 
hope that they are transplanted to a fairer soil? 
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ation for heaven. The little tract in poetry, called 
'the Hermit,' might afford them consolation if put 
into their hands. Do get it for them. I hope you 
and Mr. C. will be made instruments of their salva- 
tion. No doubt they look up to you for counsel in 
this time of trial. If you see anything favorable do 
let me know, for I shall, as the Lord enables me, 
commend them to the mercy of God. 

" I have been greatly interested respecting the new 
church in D. ever since I heard of it. I hope a great 
blessing will follow. I believe Mr. C. is raised up 
to do much for the upbuilding of Christ's kingdom. 
' He who sows bountifully, shall reap also bounti- 
fully.' I hope many will be added to both churches 
who will finally be saved. 

" The most I can do is to pray for the prosperity 
of Zion, and for those who are active in the Lord's 
cause. We all have a work assigned us ; let us not 
be slothful, but ' fervent in spirit, serving the Lord.' 

" I trust, my dear niece, you will soon be raised 
up with new zeal for God. Your dear children will, 
I hope, all be gathered early into the fold of Christ. 

' ' We have had a few instances of conviction and 

conversion here of late. Mr. Proudfit's preaching has 

been blessed for the hopeful conversion of several. 

The Bible class is large and interesting. We hope 

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our old church will soon be repaired. Pray for us, 
that it may be filled with spiritual worshippers. 
" Your affectionate aunt, 

j. a." 

To Miss IT. T., of West Newbury. 

" Newburyport, June 20th, 1827. 

" My dear Miss T., 

"I am glad to hear the good work still goes on 
among you. Respecting your female prayer meet- 
ings, be not discouraged if but a few take a part. It is 
just so here ; and one of our good women, when speak- 
ing on the subject, said, ' She thought we should re- 
joice in eternity that, when called upon so constantly, 
we had not refused.' This backwardness the Lord 
alone can take away. You, who are able, must go 
forward, and in due time, others will rise up and do 
the same. It is very encouraging to have your young 
men so zealous, and to have converts multiplied. 
Let Christians keep near to God, and the work will 
go on. It is true that all who look fair at the first in 
a revival, do not stand in the hour of temptation ; but 
that we must leave. I think your minister, Mr. C, 
has a revival spirit, and the Lord has blessed his 
labors. 

" The Lord is displaying his power and grace in 
many places. In Portland the work is truly won- 
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are brought to the knowledge of the truth. Some 
young men, from this town, have been subjects of 
the work there, and Lave written excellent letters to 
their friends here. I assure you I have read some of 
them with great delight. My son writes that in sev- 
eral places near Bangor there are revivals of religion ; 
some of them have never had a minister. Mrs. M. 
G. has five grandchildren in one of these places, who 
appear like true Christians. We see, in this day of 
wonders, that God is using feeble instruments to pro- 
mote His glory in the salvation of sinners. 

" Your friend, 

J. G." 

To Miss E. T., Augusta, (Me.) 

" Newburyport, April 19, 1829. 

" My dear Miss T., 

"I take the liberty to send one hundred small 
tracts, which I have had printed at my own expense, 
for you to dispose of in your region. I found it in 
an old book, and thought it too good to pass into ob- 
livion. I had a thousand printed, and they sell readi- 
ly. If I lose a little money by this effort, I shall not 
mind it. If but one soul may be saved by them, what 
a mercy this will be ! God works by means, and with 
means. What wonderful condescension is it that we 
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cause ! If any good is done by us, the glory all be- 
longs to God. Let us be humble and yet active. 

"I believe God is making you and your friends 
very useful in the situation where you now reside. 
To-day I have been permitted to meet you at the 
throne of grace. What a rich privilege it is that we 
can meet dear absent friends in this way ! I hope 
you will continue to pray for me and mine ev :^ry Fri- 
day morning. I have witnessed many answers to 
prayer since the day has been mentioned to Christian 
friends. Generally Friday is a day of peace and en- 
joyment tome, and I consider it as an answer to the 
prayers of others. This day, being Good Friday is 
set apart by many, as a day of fasting and prayer ; 
and I see in the Recorder, that many ministers in 
London, as well as in this country, devote it to prayer 
for a revival of Religion. 

" Accept much love from 

" Your friend, 
J. G." 



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CHAPTER IX. 

11 Bear ye one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ. 
— Gal. vi. 2. 

No trait in the character of Mrs. G. was more 
conspicuous than that of sympathy with the afflicted, 
and a disposition to relieve their sorrows to the ex- 
tent of her ability. It has already been alluded to ; 
but a few of her letters to persons in affliction may 
exhibit this characteristic more fully. Herself trained 
in the school of adversity, she was well prepared to 
feel for " others' woes," whether these were of a 
temporal or spiritual nature. 

To Mrs. M. IT., ofMadbury. 

" Newburyport, Junel, 1826. 

" My Much Esteemed Friend, 

" I received your last kind letter, and take my pen 
to reply to it. Though you write as though you felt 
rather low in spirits, yet your letter breathes the true 
spirit of the Gospel. I admire your humble mind. 
I hope you are getting good by your affliction. ' Whom 
the Lord loveth he correcteth.' You ask, how I have 



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got along in the Divine life ? I answer, very poorly. 
My health has been so feeble for many months that my 
mind has been dark, and my spirits exceedingly low. 
I wish I could come and sit a few days with you all 
alone, and converse upon the best of things — but I 
cannot now. It is pleasant meeting Christian friends, 
as we are passing through this wilderness world. I 
often have occasion to think of Mr. Whitefield's words : 
— ' There is no rest for the Christian here, there will 
be rest enough in Heaven.' My sickness being the in- 
fluenza and asthma, has been very distressing ; now I 
am a little better, but my strength is small ; I ride out 
a little, and hope by degrees, to get so as to walk t& 
the house of God and to see a few friends ; but I dare 
not presume on long life, or much health. I have other 
trials ; but want of health has led me to think lightly 
of the rest. The Lord has granted me many mercies 
in the midst of afflictions ; but one mercy has been 
truly refreshing to my heart. I had a letter from my 
son, several weeks since, in which he stated that his 
attention had been called up to the subject of religion, 
and that after a season of deep distress, he indulged 
a hope that his heart had been renewed, though he 
had many fears lest he should be deceived, and asked 
us to pray for him. We have had several letters 
since, and one from my brother on the subject. He 
is now in a low, dark frame ; but, on the whole, we 
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a good work in his heart ; if so, he will carry it on. 
He has always been moral and industrious ; but now 
he thinks that he has been a great sinner. When 
the spirit of God opens our eyes, then we see that all 
our outward morality will not avail us, that we must 
look to an all-sufficient Saviour, and depend alone on 
his finished righteousness for acceptance with God. 
Yet I believe that we ought to live as holy lives, as 
though we expected to be saved by our works. The 
reason why sinners get along so smoothly is that they 
see not their sin and danger. When the law of God 
is opened up in all its spirituality, then we see how 
far short we fall. If there had not been an infinite 
evil in sin, there would not have been such a costly 
sacrifice. Let us rejoice that we have such and ad- 
vocate with the Father. If we have a humble hope 
that we have an interest in this great salvation, what 
obligations are we under to live to the glory of God, 
to * let our light shine' before others ! Let us take 
new courage, and keep near to God by prayer and 
reading his blessed word, and if others are careless, 
let us be more watchful. 

" It is a day of religious declension here, and yet a 
few have become seriously disposed of late. The 
heads of two families in this neighborhood, who have 
been much devoted to the world, are now asking the 
way to Zion, and some of them appear like Christians. 
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and Exeter a good work is beginning. I hope the 
people around you will soon awake out of sleep, and 
inquire for the way of salvation. Life is so short and 
uncertain that it becomes us all to awake and arise, 
and shake ourselves from the dust of this world, and 
cry mightily to God that He would send down his 
blessed spirit, that ' dry bones may live.' 

" With regard to my afflictions I feel that all is right ; 
God is good, infinitely good, and when he chastens 
his children, it is for their highest benefit. I see, and 
I hope I am enabled to kiss the hand which smites 
me. My greatest desire is to keep a conscience void 
of offence towards God and man. I hope, my dear 
friend, you will pray for me, that I may be faithful. 
" Your friend, 

J. G." 

To the same. 

"Hewburyport, Dec. 13th, 1827. 

" My Dear Friend, 

" Last evening your kind and welcome letter was 
received. I am sorry to find that your health continues 
so poor, but trust you will be enabled to say, ' Father, 
not my will, but thine be done.' It seems to me that 
your letter breathes a true christian spirit, and that is 
of more worth than health, or any earthly good. If 
it is the Lord's blessed will, I have an earnest desire 
that your life may be prolonged, and I shall endeavor, 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 133 

as I am enabled, to pray for you every day, that you 
maybe spared to do much good, and that we may yet 
meet while we are sojourners in this vale of tears. 

' : My health has been better for several months, 
but as the cold weather comes on, I take cold easily 
and must be very careful ; but with all my care, un- 
less the Lord sustains me, I shall be sick, and die. 
Perhaps your work and mine is not yet done. I had 
a letter from an excellent minister recently, in which 
he says • he does not wish to have the trials of 
Christians lessened, as they need them all? You know, 
however, that St. Paul says, 'no affliction, for the 
present, seemeth to be joyous, but grievous ; never- 
theless, afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruits of 
righteousness to those who are exercised thereby.' I 
hope you will be enabled to live near to God, and that 
your room will be made a Bethel to your soul. If 
the presence of the Saviour is with you, this will make 
every cross light. 

" Farewell, my dear friend, for the present. 

" Your friend, J. G." 

To Mrs. P., of Penobscot, (Me) 

" Xewburyport, May 27th, 1826. 

" My Dear Mrs. P. 

" Your aunt called this morning with your letter, 
which announces the sudden and solemn death of your 
beloved husband. ! how true the saying * In the 
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midst of life we are in death.' We do sincerely sym- 
pathize with yon nnder this affecting bereavement. 
But your cup of affliction is mixed with much mercy. 
What a source of consolation is afforded you in be- 
lieving that your partner was so well prepared to meet 
his judge ! How happy was it that he could speak, 
and that he appeared so resigned and patient under 
peculiar bodily sufferings ! Do not overlook these 
great mercies, and also that you were prepared, by 
grace, to acquiesce in this distressing event. The re- 
ligion of the Gospel affords consolation in seasons of 
deep sorrow. I hope, my dear friend, that you will 
be enabled to cast all your care on the Lord, and that 
He will enable you persevere in your Christian course, 
finding you strength equal to your day. God says, 
' Leave thy fatherless children, I will preserve them 
alive, and let thy widows trust in me.' The promise, 
I trust will be made good in your experience. ' Whom 
the Lord loves He chastens.' We have no promise 
of exemption from trials ; but God says, ' when thou 
passest through the waters, I will be with thee, and 
through the rivers they shall not overflow thee.' May 
you find Christ very precious to you in this night of 
adversity. As a double charge will now devolve 
upon you respecting your children, I hope you will 
be enabled to train them up in a right way, ' in the 
nurture and admonition of the Lord.' Let me advise 
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your duty in all things, and may you be enabled to 
' let your light so shine before others that they may 
see your good works, and glorify your Father in 
Heaven.' 

" The Lord is pouring out his blessed spirit in 
many places in our land, in a wonderful manner. 
Let us pray that these displays of grace may continue 
and increase till ' the whole world shall be filled with 
the knowledge and glory of God, as the waters fill 
the seas.' You must pray much for* your aunt and 
her dear children, and do write her seriously as often 
as you can. We must do our duty, and then leave 
all events with God. 

" I hope your dear children will be spared, and be 
made rich blessings to you. I cannot realize that 
your husband is really gone into that world, from 
whence he will not return — but we must remember 
that we are but a few steps behind our departed 
friends. ( 

" Yet, as Dr. Young says, ' all men think all men 
mortal but themselves.' ! my dear friend, I do 
greatly rejoice to know that you have been so sub- 
missive under this great affliction — this honors reli- 
gion. You will, probably, feel your loss more and 
more ; but, as creature streams are dried up, may 
you repair to the fountain, and drink large draughts 
of salvation, and evidence your religion by a holy 



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life and conversation. You must pray for us. We 
have our daily trials ; may they be sanctified. 
" Your friend, 

j. a." 

Extract of a letter to a friend in Boston, who was 
subject to mental depression. 

" Newburyport, July 28th, 1828. 

" Dear M. A. 

"'We are ail apt to look on the dark side of 
things, if we pore too much on our own imperfections. 
When the enemy of all good finds some of the dear 
children of God a little inclined to be nervous and 
low-spirited, he generally sets in with his temptations, 
and often tries to persuade them that their hearts are 
not right in the sight of God. I have seen many 
very exemplary Christians much cast down and dis- 
quieted by these suggestions, when, in reality, the 
promises all belonged to them. You must not in- 
dulge these desponding fears, but hope in the mercy 
of God, and go forward, trying to do your duty, and 
then ' casting all your care on him who careth for you.' 
I often think of these lines of Dr. Watts, 

' What doubts are these that waste your faith, 
And nourish your despair ? ' 

"It is our duty to take care of our health ; some 
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deep waters of outward affliction by nervous disor- 
ders, and I find, of late years, that my nerves are 
very weak, and I am obliged to be very careful, and 
I advise you, my dear girl, to refrain from every- 
thing that may tend to irritate your nerves. When 
my nerves are affected, I find that everything looks 
dark around me : little things appear like mountains. 
These frail bodies are a great clog to our immortal 
minds. My spirits are often greatly revived by a 
walk in the open air, and a little cheerful conversa- 
tion. There is no real religion in gloom. We ought 
to endeavor to recommend religion by a cheerful sub- 
mission under the various trials of life. I would not 
discourage a very tender walk. We cannot be too 
watchful, or too prayerful ; and yet we may, by being 
too much alone, get into a very gloomy, distressing 
state. You must walk, and ride out, and change the 
scene often ; it is more your duty than it is to read, 
or be in your own room. I have hard work, some- 
times, to keep my mind quiet under the storms of 
life ; but in general, I am calm. Nothing quiets my 
mind more than to meet with dear Christian friends, 
and to hear them converse and pray. I hope, my 
dear, you will be kept from sinful despondence ; but 
you must use the means, or you cannot expect a 
blessing. Do come up soon, and visit your friends 
here — and be with us often. Our company, in gen- 
eral, consists of lively Christians. I love your tender 
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spirit, but I wish you not to indulge a gloomy tem- 
per, as it may lessen your usefulness, as well as hap- 
piness. Every Christian has a warfare to accomplish, 
but * through Christ strengthening us we can do all 
things. ' We ought to pray for more faith ; for when 
faith is in exercise, mountains become plains. The 
person of weak faith, if it is genuine, w.ll be saved ; 
but if our faith is strong, we shall do more good. 
God has done wonders in your family, by bringing so 
many into his kingdom ; let us call to mind his mercy, 
and pray for the salvation of others. I want to feel 
more engaged, and to see others waking out of sleep. 
" Accept this as a token of friendship from 

j. a." 

To the same. 

" September 10th, 1828. 

" My Dear M. A. 

"I have been too tardy in replying to yours of 
July 30th, but you will excuse this seeming neglect. 
I have endeavored to spread your affecting case be- 
fore the Lord, daily. Your very complaints are the 
breathing of a pious soul, under the hidings of God's 
countenance. Your case is not singular. I have 
conversed with several recently, who feel much as 
you do. But your case calls for the tender sympa- 
thy of those Christians who are favored with brighter 
evidence of their adoption. I wish you had that as- 



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surance of your safety which I have for you ; but, my 
dear, you must try to cast all your care on Him who 
careth for you. I was reading, last evening, a sermon 
of Dr. Proudfit's upon the safety of the real believer, 
and the marks of the true Christian. It was truly 
refreshing and animating. I got such a lift by the 
perusal that I thought I could go in the strength of 
that meat many days ; but alas ! in the wakeful hours 
of the night, I lost my hold of those precious promises 
for a time, and all was dark and dismal. But this 
morning I have been enabled to repair to the Foun- 
tain, and have got another ' outlet.' I find I have 
nothing of my own ; if I get some sweet consolation 
in the promises to-day, I must go again to-morrow 
for a new supply. But how delightful the thought 
that ' Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, to-day, and 
forever,' and if our frames vary, He changeth not. 
If you are in covenant with God, you are just as safe 
when he hides his face, as when you are favored with 
the light of his reconciled countenance. I would 
recommend Priestly's Looking Glass, and Guthries' 
Trial of a saving interest in Christ. They have been 
blessed to many trembling souls. 

"Satan, the enemy of all good, tempts many to 
despondency, who are the real friends of Christ. 
' He worries whom he can't devour ' — but, my dear 
M. A., I do advise you to try to baffle his tempta- 
tions. You must use remedies for your health and 



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spirits ; no doubt, your nerves are weak. Many who 
are true mourners for sin, when their nerves are af- 
fected, are often cast down, and give up their hope. 
None know what such distresses are but those who 
experience them. Of late years, when pressed down 
by sickness and outward troubles, I have had some 
of these sad feelings ; but I find a little cheerful con- 
versation, and a walk, or ride, tend to lighten my 
burdens. "We have bodies which must be attended 
to, as well as our souls. I love some of your feel- 
ings ; such tenderness of conscience ought to be imi- 
tated, for you justify God under all your affliction — 
what is this but true submission to his blessed will ? 
* To this man will I look, even to him who is poor, 
and of a contrite spirit, and who trembleth at my 
word.' Take encouragement. How good is God to 
you in affording you so many precious promises, to 
sustain you in this season of darkness. That is said 
to be the strongest faith which can trust God in the 
dark. I want you to go on, and do all .the good you 
can to others, just as if you were sure of your own 
salvation. You must be comforted, for the promises 
are all yours, I do believe, though for a season your 
faith is weak. ' Hope in God, for you will yet praise 
Him.' I think your evidences are much more sure 
than mine. Be much in prayer — but do not spend 
too much time alone — use exercise, and try to throw 
off this gloom. Pray for more faith, and when you 



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seem to be shut up in prayer, leave yourself, and plead 
for the conversion of some particular persons who are 
yet in their sins. Do read Brainerd's Life, and you 
will see how much he endured ; but he was wonder- 
fully set at liberty, and so will you be, my dear 
friend, if you go forward trusting in the mercy of God. 
" Your sympathizing friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

To a friend in affliction on account of an absent 
son. 

u Newburyport, July 18th, 1839. 

" My Dear Friend, 

" I am sorry to find you are in some trouble re- 
specting one of your sons. I hope, ere this, you 
have found him, and that he has returned home. If 
not, you must try to feel perfectly calm about him, 
feeling that God can preserve him from sin and every 
danger. If he should go to sea, and be exposed to 
temptation, the Lord can keep him there. A good 
woman in Salem, some years since, had a son who left 
home, went to sea, and fell into many snares. His 
mother kept praying for him, but heard nothing from 
him. One afternoon she walked out into a very re- 
tired place, and knelt down to pray for her son, if he 
was alive. But she had such a sense of the goodness 
of God, that she could only praise him for his mer- 
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soon received a letter from the wanderer, giving an 
account of his hopeful conversion. You must con- 
tinue to pray for your beloved son, and you may soon 
have an answer. I make it a rule to pray for you 
and your family every day. I hope your own health 
is good, and that you are sustained under every care 
and trial. The Lord is a faithful, covenant-keeping 
God. ' Who ever trusted in Him, and was con- 
founded?'" 



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CHAPTER X. 

" Grace be with all them that love our Lord Jesus Christ in sincer- 
ity."— Eph. vi. 24. 

In the summer of 1830, Mrs. G-.' had a short in- 
terview in Newburyport with the late Robert Ralston, 
Esq., of Philadelphia, that distinguished Christian 
philanthropist ; and soon after his return home, she 
addressed a letter to him. The following is his 
reply :— 

" Philadelphia, Oct, 5, 1830. 

" My Dear Madam : — 

" The precious spirit manifested in the grateful 
emotions of your heart, to the God of all our mercies, 
as contained in yours of the 29th ult., was refreshing, 
I trust, to our spirits. ' As iron sharpeneth iron, so 
doth the countenance of one friend another.' A pre- 
cious spirit it may well be called, and I would indulge 
the hope, partakes of that love, which caused the dis- 
ciples' hearts to burn within them, on their way to 
Emmaus. To see the out-stretched hand of your 
Heavenly Father, interposing in the time of the crea- 



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ture's extremity, will enable you, in unison with the 
poet, to say, 

' In each event of life, how clear 

Thy ruling hand 1 see; 
Each blessing to my soul most dear, 

Because conferred by Thee.' 

What nearness to the Lord does it discover ! What 
condescension in the Great Supreme, to give the im- 
pression, on that very morning, ' that some relief was 
at hand ! ' How can there be a want of trusting in 
the Lord ? 

" To have praying breath for me and mine, I hope 
I do not esteem a small favor of the Lord ; and, 
therefore, to have the assurance that this has been 
your exercise of soul, and, as God shall enable you, 
will be in time to come, is very grateful to me. I 
desire to give him the praise. It is all of Him, and 
all through Him, to whom be glory for ever and 
ever. 

" ! my friend, how can we love Him and serve 
Him as we ought, whilst we are on the earth ? Let 
us take the cup of salvation, and call upon His holy 
name. This is all He requires of us, to receive still 
greater benefits. 

" To observe the Friday morning exercise shall be 
my endeavor ; but permit me to solicit your prayers 
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prayer. ! my friend, yon know something of the 
weakness of the creature, and, therefore, you will 
not be surprised that I need more grace, more strength, 
more faith, that I may pray the in-wrought prayer of 
the heart. 

" That your son may be kept humble, as you are 
so anxious he should be ; that he may be eminently 
useful in the gospel ministry, and a burning and shin- 
ing light in the church of Christ, will be my earnest 
desire for him. And that the Lord will bless you, 
my dear friend, and all who are dear to you, will be 
the earnest and affectionate desire of 

" Your very sincere friend, 

Robert Ralston." 

She loved Christians of all denominations. While 
she firmly believed the doctrines, and had a decided 
preference for the form of government of the Presby- 
terian Church, she did not exclude from her charity 
those who, while they seemed to love the Lord Jesus 
in sincerity, did not coincide with her in every partic- 
ular. By some her charity was thought to be exces- 
sive ; but if at times she judged too favorably of the 
undeserving, there was ample compensation for all 
such mistakes in that increased readiness thus pro- 
duced to believe and honor God, who is ever better 
than our thoughts. 

" To decide infallibly upon character," says Rev. 
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J. A. James, " is not only the prerogative of the 
Deity, but requires his attributes. There may be 
some grains of wheat hid among the chaff which we 
may be at a loss to discover. We must be careful 
how we set up our views, or our experience, as the 
test of character, so as to condemn all who do not 
come up to our standard." 

" Charity hopeth all things. Charity vaunteth 
not itself ; is not puffed up." " This divine virtue 
delights to speak well, and think well of others ; she 
talks of their good actions, and says little or nothing, 
except when necessity compels her, of their bad ones. 
She holds her* judgment in abeyance as to motives, 
till they are perfectly apparent. She does not look 
round for evidence to prove an evil design, but hopes 
that what is doubtful will by further light appear to 
be correct ; she imputes not evil so long as good is 
probable ; she leans to the side of candor, rather than 
to that of severity ; she makes every allowance that 
truth will permit ; looks at all the circumstances 
which can be pleaded in mitigation ; suffers not her 
opinions to be formed, till she has had opportunity to 
escape from the mists of passion, and to cool from the 
wrath of contention. Love desires the happiness of 
others ; and how can she be in haste to think evil of 
them!" 

Under the influence of this charity, the subject of 
this memoir seemed always to act. While she thought 



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humbly of herself, she always hoped the best of oth- 
ers ; and earnestly endeavored not to indulge in pre- 
judice against any. She was much pleased with the 
direction of Cecil, " If there is any person you dis- 
like, that is the one of whom you should never speak." 
She had many dear friends who had embraced 
Unitarian sentiments. In conversing with them, she 
never countenanced their errors, nor yielded her own 
opinions. Such a course would have been weakness ; 
not charity, but a perversion of it. In the history of 
Christ and his apostles we find nothing to sanction 
such liberality, on points vifel to the soul, and funda- 
mental to the gospel. She would tell these friends 
that " she believed in a religion which extended to 
every act of life ; but she came so infinitely short in 
all things, that, if it were not for the atoning blood of 
Christ, and her belief in Him as • the Mighty God,' 
her hopes of salvation would be at an end ; " and as 
expressive of her trust, she would quote those lines 
of Dr. Watts, 

" But when I stand before thy bar, 
The blood of Christ is my defence." 

When any objected to the doctrine of the Trinity 
on account of its mystery, she would reply, " Yes, it 
is a glorious mystery ; and it becomes us to wonder 
and adore where we cannot comprehend." 

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148 MEMOIR OF 

addressed those who were Unitarians, the following 
letter to Mrs. P., of Portland, (Maine,) will be in- 
troduced ; although it was one of the last which she 
ever dictated, and after the failure of her sight, pre- 
vented her writing with her own hand. She had not 
seen this friend for forty years, but hearing that she 
had become blind, her sympathies were strongly en- 
listed in her behalf. 



" Newburyport, Jan. 18, 1850. 

" Dear Mrs. P., 

" I trust you will excuse the liberty I now take in 
addressing you in this way. Since I heard particu- 
larly from you last summer, by Mrs. M., I have sym- 
pathized with you under your afflictions ; and I know, 
by sad experience, how to feel for you under loss of 
sight, as my own is very much impaired. 

" In our younger years, we have met in this very 
house where I now reside. You, as well as myself, 
have been called to suffer many bereavements, hav- 
ing lost your husband and an only son ; but now we 
are both far on our journey to the eternal world. And 
! I hope we have both fled for refuge to the only 
hope set before us in the gospel, and have tasted the 
blessedness of those whose sins are covered by the 
atoning blood of Christ, and have found him exceed- 
ingly precious. Our lot in life has been very differ- 
ent. You have lived in affluence ; and I have passed 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 149 

through many outward straits and embarrassments ; 
but I have always been provided for by Him who has 
promised his people, ' I will never leave nor forsake 
thee.' 

" I trust you have kind children and grandchildren 
with you, whose pleasure it is to mitigate your 
afflictions, as far as it is in their power. These are 
mercies that ought to call forth our warmest gratitude 
to the Gri^r of every good and perfect gift. 

" I have been in Portland twice during the last 
fifteen years, and now deeply regret that I did not 
call upon you. My object was to visit my son, who 
then resided in Andover, seventy-five miles north of 
Portland. I admired your city, and the friends I 
met. 

" My particular design in writing is to tell you that 
I often remember you and your family in my prayers, 
beseeching Grod to grant you all well-grounded hope 
of pardon and eternal life, through the merit and me- 
diation of our Almighty Redeemer. 

" If we are peimitted to meet in a better world, it 
must be, not for any righteousness of our own, but 
only on account of the righteousness and atonement 
of Him who died that we might live. 

' ' I ask an interest in your prayers, that I may be 
entirely resigned under my afflictions. 

" I expect no reply to this imperfect letter. Ac- 
cept it only as a proof of kind remembrance ; and 
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rest assured I shall continue to pray that God will 
grant you those divine consolations, which the world 
can neither give nor take away. It is a great mercy 
that your hearing is continued, so that you can listen 
to the reading of the Word of God and good books. 

" That the best of Heaven's blessings may rest on 
you and yours, is the ardent desire and prayer of 
u Your friend, $ 

Jane Greejleaf." 

This letter was most kindly received, and at the re- 
quest of Mrs. P. often read to her. In about two 
weeks after the death of Mrs. G., she followed her 
to the world of spirits. During her illness, the prayer 
of the publican was often offered by her, to the 
prayer-hearing God. 

The following letters are of a miscellaneous cha- 
racter. 

To Mrs. M. C, ofD. 

" Newbuiyport, February 19th, 1831. 

" My Dear Niece, 

" I wish to express my gratitude for the noble 
present I have received from you and Dr. C. I 
am sometimes, unwilling to be so burdensome to 
m$ friends. At others I am sweetly submissive, 
so that I prefer my situation to a prosperous one. I 
need humbling, and Infinite Wisdom sees it needful 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 151 

to keep me low, as to temporal things, in order, I 
trust, to purify me, and prepare me for a better world. 

" I cannot tell you my feelings, when I received your 
letter. This favor, and others from you and other 
kind benefactors, often excite lively gratitude to the 
great Giver of every good and perfect gift ; and then, 
I am drawn out in love to those, who are made such 
instruments of good to me. I ought to love to be in 
straits, that I may see, more fully the goodness of God. 
Help me, my dear niece, to bless and adore the hand 
which is continually stretched out, in a marvellous 
manner, for my relief. I keep a little record of mer- 
cies, and I should like to read a part of it to you when 
we meet, for you would be struck with the faithulness 
of my covenant God and Father to me. I feel en- 
tirely unworthy of the least mercy ; and yet how full 
of blessings is my cup ! But I forbear after desiring 
my best love to Dr. C. God will reward you both, 
if I cannot. 

" I wish to express my approbation of Dr. C.'s 
speech with respect to Harvard University. I have 
recently heard that the matter is decided in behalf of 
the liberal party. Well, in due time, there will be a 
change there. We must not be discouraged ; for, if 
we cannot overrule these* things, God can and will 
do it in his own time. Those, who have stood forth 
on the side of truth, will have a rich reward ; but we 
are called now to * watch unto prayer.* 



152 MEMOIR OF 

" I have had a very interesting letter from Mr. 
Woodbridge. He now resides in Utica, N. Y., where 
there is a great revival of religion. He says, hundreds 
are converted there, and that prayer meetings are at- 
tended almost every hour in the day and evening. 
He thinks there is a great conflict before Christians, 
and that it becomes them to be more decided. 

" I hope we shall be more stirred up here, and that 
the friends of Christ, in your region will take cour- 
age, and pray more fervently for the dews of Divine 
grace to descend among you. We have commenced 
the monthly distribution of tracts to every family in 
town. Most received them the first time — the second 
month more were refused, but I hope good will be 
done by them. ! that we might have a spring 
time as to religion ! 

■' Mrs. P. has died lately after a long sickness. 
I shall miss her, but I cannot be so selfish as to wish 
any of my pious friends back to this state of sin and 
sorrow. 

' ' Your affectionate aunt, 

J. G." 

The following letter was addressed to a friend in 
Newburyport, whose daughter was sinking in con- 
sumption : — 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 153 

"August, 1831. 

" My Dear Friend, 

" I have wanted to call in since your return 
from Andover, but thought it would be greater kind- 
ness to stay away. I hope your beloved daughter 
will be spared and made a great blessing to her pa- 
rents and friends, if consistent with the Divine will ; 
but my earnest prayer is that she and her friends may 
be prepared for any event. She has always been a 
very pleasant child ; and, sometimes, such fair plants 
are removed early to a better world. Infinite Wis- 
dom cannot err. Our duty is to aim at entire sub- 
mission under every allotment of Divine Providence, 
however adverse it may seem to us. I often think of 
these lines, 

' Behind a frowning Providence, 
He hides a smiling face.' 



» 



" I hope M. A. will open her mind to some pious 
female friend upon religious subjects, and obtain 
great comfort ; for if she lives many years, she will 
need the consolations of religion. We all need these 
consolations, and we ought to be much engaged in 
prayer for them. As she cannot read now, or hear 
reading, she is deprived of some privileges which she 
used to enjoy. But what a mercy it is that we can 
send up our desires to God, when we are laid aside by 
sickness ! He can hear and answer the softest call. 



154 MEMOIR OP 

" However amiable and lovely your dear daughter 
is, she needs, as we all do, a better righteousness than 
her own, to prepare her for that blessed world where 
no sin or sorrow can ever enter. I hope she will be 
enabled to look, by faith, to that Almighty Saviour 
who is able and willing to save all who apply to Him 
for the remission of their sins. How precious, and 
how free are his invitations, ' Come unto me, all ye 
who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you 
rest.' 

" I have written a few lines to M. A. for you to 
look over and give to her, if you think best. Some- 
times, a few lines written are more blessed than con- 
versation. I trust you will be sustained under every 
trial. Yours, in haste, 

J. G." 

The two following letters were addressed to a kincfr 
friend and neighbor, for whose spiritual interests she 
felt much solicitude, and over whom she soon rejoiced 
as a member of Christ's " little flock." 

" September 6, 1831. 

"Dear Sir, 

" As I do not see you when I call at your house, 
I take the liberty of expressing a few thoughts in 
writing, presuming on your candor to excuse my 
freedom. I do sincerely sympathize with you and 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 155 

Mrs. C. under the recent affliction, in the death of 
your beloved daughter. She has been a most desira- 
ble child from her earliest years. No wonder your 
hearts are depressed under such a loss ; but I hope 
you will be enabled to say, ' Father, not my will, but 
thine be done.' Think of the great mercies mixed 
with this bitter cup. Your beloved M. A. was, I 
believe, well prepared for a state of complete rest in 
heaven. She has, I trust, through boundless grace, 
been admitted into that pure region ' where all the 
air is love.' She was a lovely flower, early cut down, 
and transplanted into a region of perfect peace and 
joy. However dark and mysterious this dispensation 
of Providence may appear to us imperfect creatures, 
yet, hereafter, I hope and believe you will see that it 
was designed for your best good. God is too wise to 
err ; too good to lay any unnecessary affliction on any 
of his creatures. This heavy bereavement may be 
the means of drawing your heart to Christ, and thus 
preparing you to meet your beloved daughter in the 
realms of glory. Let us all consider that we are but 
a few steps behind our departed friends. Prepara- 
tion for death is the ' one thing needful.' 

" I have long wanted to express my gratitude to 
you, sir, for your repeated acts of kindness towards 
me. If I cannot make any return to you, God can, 
and will reward all my kind benefactors. 



156 MEMOIR OF 

" That the best of heaven's blessings may rest on 
you and your family, is the desire and prayer of 
"Your sympathizing friend, 

J. GrEENLEAF." 

To the same. 

" August, 10, 1832. 

11 Dear Sir, 

" You must allow me the privilege of thanking 
you for your repeated acts of benevolence towards us. 
I cannot well express my feelings, when your last val- 
uable present was received. I was alone in the house, 
and was so affected with a sense of my ingratitude to 
the God of all mercy, that for a time I sat in silent 
astonishment. This new token of kindness has called 
forth earnest desires for your best welfare. I cherish 
the pleasing hope that you and your beloved family 
will soon all become decidedly pious. I have felt 
the fullest confidence that the early removal of your 
beloved M. A. was to be the means of the salvation 
of your whole family, We cannot mourn for her ; 
let us rather rejoice that she left such bright evidence 
that she was prepared for a state of complete felicity. 
May we seek, diligently, that vital union to Christ, 
by a true and living faith, which will entitle us to 
that ' rest which remaineth for the people of God/ 
beyond the grave ! 

' ' I have long considered you as * almost persuaded ' 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 157 

to come out boldly on the Lord's side. Your acts of 
benevolence to the poor and afflicted, ought to hum- 
ble many professed Christians, who ' withhold more 
than is meet, and it tends to poverty.' I wish you 
could attend the meeting on Thursday evenings ; you 
might get your good resolutions very much strength- 
ened by so doing. My idea is, that the diligent 
seeker will find. If we ask, perseveringly, we shall 
receive ; but we must be in earnest, if we want spir- 
itual blessings, as time with us may be very short. 

"I often think of my father, when I see you so 
active about worldly things. He did much good by 
employing many, and so do you ; he spent much time 
alone, every day, in prayer and reading the Bible, 
especially during the last years of his life, when he 
had leisure. 

" We are all forming characters for a vast eternity, 
and we cannot be too much engaged in securing an 
interest in the Saviour's love. With your active dis- 
position, how much may you do in the cause of Christ, 
if you should now be decided in religion ! Excuse 
the freedom I have taken in expressing my feelings 
in this way. Accept the best wishes of 
Your friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

In the revival of religion in Newbury port, in 1831, 
she was much interested. Her house was the resort 
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of numerous inquirers and young converts, whom she 
instructed in the way of salvation. And as, every 
day, tidings of new subjects of the work reached her 
ears, her heart was filled with gratitude, and she ear- 
nestly desired that large accessions might be made to 
the churches, " of such as should be saved." 

EXTRACTS FROM HER JOURNAL. 

March 27th, 1831. — A rainy day; I staid at 
home. Had some liberty in intercession. An inqui- 
ry meeting appointed. We hear of great revivals in 
other places. Several of our youth have been hope- 
fully converted, while at a distance — but, as yet, no 
special interest here ; only Christians pray more. 

April 7th, Fast Day. — Confined at home by se- 
vere pain in my face, but have been able to read and 
attend to other duties. Mr. Proudfit preached on the 
efficacy of prayer. He called in before night. He 
feels the importance of a revival here, and is willing 
to resort to any suitable means to promote it. This 
evening it is proposed to have a prayer meeting, and 
another to-morrow morning. ! that the prayer of 
faith may be answered here, and everywhere. 

Friday, 8th.- — The meeting last evening was very 
solemn and interesting j the house full. 

Tuesday, 19th. — A very busy morning — many 
friends called ; but I finished my nine letters to send 
to Boston. Afternoon, Mrs. S. called, and rea4 an 



MRS. JANE GKEENLEAF. 159 

excellent letter from her son, who has become seri- 
ous. She said that Miss hoped sbe had met 

with a change of heart, and said she should not rest 
till all the family were Christians. 

Wednesday, 20th. — Went to the Maternal Asso- 
ciation — more than sixty present. Mrs. B. T. 
showed me a letter from her son, giving an account of 
a revival in Bangor. It gladdened my heart to hear 
such tidings. Heard that one person was awakened 
last Sabbath under Mr. P.'s morning sermon. 

Saturday, 2M. — Mr. E. Boyd, of Berwick, that 
good minister called. He stated the wonderful 
things God was doing by his blessed Spirit in the re- 
gion where he resides. Sister W. and C. H. called 
in, and heard his most excellent prayer. Thus far, 
the Lord has sustained me, and blessed be his name. 

June 20th, Monday evening. — A union prayer 
meeting, on account of the four days' meeting, which 
is expected to begin to-morrow. May a blessing at- 
tend them. 

Tuesday, 2\st. — The meetings began — I went 
all day — excellent prayers and addresses. I heard 
considerable. 

Wednesday, 22d. — A crowded house — the exer- 
cises very good. 

Thursday, 2od. — It rained — but I went out — 
very excellent services. 

Friday, 2Uh. — The last day of the feast, and a 



160 MEMOIR OF 

day of high, religious privileges. Mrs. called 

at noon with her three daughters, all of whom think 
they have got new hearts. 

Sabbath, 26t7i. — Though I had a cold, I was able 
to be at meeting all day. Mr. Cheever's text. 
" Surely the Lord is in this place, and I knew it not." 
In the morning to Christians — in the P. M. to the 
unconverted. Heard of many persons being awak- 
ened. An inquiry meeting in the chapel ; the church 
remained in the meeting-house for prayer. I hope 
the Lord will be present in all the praying circles this 
night, and that great effects will follow. 

Extract from a letter to Mr. and Mrs. S. T.,of 
Boston. 

-July 14th, 1831. 

"My Dear Friends, 

" I hardly know where to begin to speak of what 
the Lord is doing among us by his blessed spirit. 
Great good has resulted from the protracted meeting 
last month. I had a high opinion of Dr. B. before, 
but my expectations were exceeded. I would not, 
however, exalt any man too high ; for I know he 
shines with borrowed lustre. All the ministers ap- 
peared well. Such a spirit of prayer descended upon 
them, that we were all much affected by it. I heard 
more than I have heard in public for seven years be- 
fore. It was a sweet season of mercy, to many, and 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 161 

the effects have been abiding. The revival still goes 
on silently, but surely. We hear new instances of 
conviction and hopeful conversion every day. Mr. 
Dimmick appointed a meeting last Sabbath for any of 
his people to attend, not as inquirers, but for serious 
conversation. I understand that from sixty to seventy 
attended, and among them your father and mother P. 
Capt J's death has solemnized the minds of many. 
It would be strange indeed if such a solemn call 
should not make some impression on hard hearts. 
Mr. Proudfit is absent on account of his health ; the 
pulpit is supplied by a young man from Andover. 
He was never in a place before where there was a re- 
vival of religion, and he feels his responsibility very 
much. He devotes an hour every day to converse 
with those who are disposed to call at his room, and 
he has two or three inquiry meetings every week; 
From thirty to forty men are somewhat impressed in 
our society. The work is in nearly all the societies in 
town, and is very still but powerful. We ought to 
be very thankful, and very humble. We hope to 
see many more brought in. Our ministers appear to 
be willing to labor - in season, and out of season.' 

" We live in a day of wonders. * We must expect 
great things, and ash for them.' I hope the good 
work in Boston will increase. It is said that Salem 
is visited with an outpouring of the Spirit. I wish 

you could both come here, and pass a few weeks ; it 
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would refresh you to see and hear what we do. This 
room has often been nearly filled with inquirers. My 
health has been very feeble. Last week I broke 
away, and went to Amesbury for two days, and was 
benefitted by the ride. I saw several there, who ap- 
pear quite thoughtful. Mrs. T., of this town, hopes 
that three of her children have been brought into the 
kingdom recently — and that the two others are 
thoughtful. She has long been praying for their sal- 
vation. The prayers of faith are now answered in a 
remarkable manner. I hope all our aged friends will 
now be brought down to the foot of the cross. This 
we know, that nothing is impossible with God ; if He 

speaks to the heart, all will hear. Mr. seems 

to take some interest in the good work here. We 
hope he will lay aside his reasoning, and come humbly 
to Christ. 

" With love to your children, 

" Your friend, 

J. G." 

To Mrs. A. B. C, Sandwich Islands. 

Newbiiryport, September 22nd, 1832. 

"My Dear Mrs. C, 

" I feel inclined to write you in my familiar way, 
and commit the letter to the care of your parents. I 
make it a rule to pray for you and Dr. C. every 
morning, and I generally include all your company 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 163 

of missionaries. Amidst all your privations and trials, 
I feel that you will be sustained, and made rich bless- 
ings. God can and will, bless and preserve you all, 
and if you have to take up many crosses, they will 
all be lined with love. There are so many precious 
promises in the Word of God, for the support of the 
real Christian in times of trial, tljat we need not be 
dismayed, even when.we are called to pass through 
fire and'through water. Christ will be near those 
who look to him in faith. Good Mr. Boston remarks 
— that ' he had, sometimes, to wrestle hard to get 
hold of a promise ; but when he could lay hold of one, 
it was sweet.' We are all perfectly dependent; we 
need new strength and new food for our souls, every 
moment, and we must look continually to ' Jesus, the 
Author and the Finisher of our faith.' ' He drank of 
the brook by the way,' and so must all his followers 
do. If your privations are great, so will your com- 
forts be. We all find that it is ' through much tri- 
bulation we must enter the kingdom of Heaven.' 

" I think my dear M. A., you were preparing for 
this mission, by doing so much for the poor in Boston. 
I suppose now you have little time to pore over your 
doubts and fears. ' This is a state of action, not of 
rest' as one remarks ; but we are too apt to forget our 
mercies, which are more numerous than our moments. 
My love to Dr. C. What a happy thought, that we 



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can meet at the same throne of grace daily, and have 
a prospect of meeting in that blessed world, where sin 
and sorrow will never enter. 

" That the best of Heaven's blessings may rest on 
you all, is the desire of 

u Your friend, 
m Jane Greenleaf." 

To the same, after her return from the Sandwich 
Islands, on account of ill health. 

Newburyport, June 29, 1838. 

"My Dear Friend, 

" When I received your interesting letter several 
months since, I fully intended replying to it very 
soon ; but a variety of events has conspired to keep 
me silent. You must excuse this seeming neglect. 
Rest assured I never forget you and all yours for one 
day. I do endeavor to bring you all, in the arms of 
faith and prayer, to the God of all mercy, beseeching 
Him to sanctify your afflictions, and sustain you under 
them. I rejoice to find you have any relief under 
your peculiar bodily afflictions. It is wonderful to 
me that you have been enabled to bear pain and 
weakness so submissively. I believe you will be 
purified, and I hope, restored to a more comfortable 
share of health, if it is for the best. I hope and be- 
lieve that your husband will be made a great blessing, 
and your dear little girl. I seem to see her very kind 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 165 



to her dear sick mother. I hope she will be spared 
to you, and be brought early into the fold of Christ. 
" There is something in your nervous system that 
has inclined you to look too much on the darlr side, 
respecting your own spiritual state. It seems to me 
that you have given great evidence of your adoption 
for many years. Your faith has been tried in the fur- 
nace of affliction, and you must be thankful for the 
patience you have manifested under such peculiar 
trials. ' Pure gold will bear the fire.' I would not 
flatter you, but I must believe your faith is genuine. 

JbS. «U- «S£. «Y» «St «Si. 

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" I hope you will accept this imperfect letter as a 
token of pure love. Do grant us an interest in your 
prayers. I believe that my life is lengthened out in 
answer to the prayers of dear Christian friends, for I 
have been brought low and raised up many times. 
Mr. Whitefield says, ' We are immortal till our work 
is done.' I hope, my dear friend, you will be wil- 
ling to live and labor for Christ many years. I can 
do little else but, as the Lord enables me, pray for 
* the prosperity of Zion. ' This promise often com- 
forteth me — ' They shall prosper that love thee.' 
" Accept the best wishes of 
" Your affectionate friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 



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She thus notices the revival of religion in Newbury- 
port in the winter of 1833 and 34. 

To Miss H. T. of Augusta. 

" Newburyport, March 20th, 1834. 

"My Dear Friend, 

" The Lord has done wonders here and in other 
towns — and the work still goes on silently. In 
West Newbury it is said to be more powerful than it 
has been here. One man, recently brought into the 
kingdom, goes from house to house to talk and pray. 
The female prayer meetings are numerous, and at- 
tended every day. Your prayers, and those of others 
for that people have been answered in a wonderful 
manner. Persons often go there from this town, and 
return refreshed. There are more men than women 
who are subjects of the revival here. What you heard 
of the hopefnl conversion of three men was correct in 
general. The first man was so disturbed respecting 
the protracted meeting in December, that he said he 
meant to go ten miles out of town to avoid it. But 
instead of that he stole into the meeting one evening, 
where his attention was arrested. Now, he and his 
wife, and several children are hopefully converted. 
Some of the most hardened sinners have, as we hope, 
been brought down to the foot of the cross. Many 
aged men have been greatly changed. I want to 
mention some persons whom you may know, but I 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 167 

hardly know where to begin. In Portsmouth, Salern, 
and Marblehead a good work is in progress. We 
hear that in Maine the Lord is beginning to pour out 
his blessed spirit plentifully. I earnestly desire to 
hear that a revival has commenced in Portland. When 
I was there last summer, Christians seemed to be too 
much discouraged. 

" Adieu, dear friend, 

" Yours, 

. J. G." 

In June, 1834, her husband died, at the age of 
seventy years. Being herself in feeble health, she 
was much affected by this bereavement. But that Al- 
mighty arm, on which she had long leaned, sustained 
her and she came from the trial, to be 'a widow in- 
deed, trusting in God and continuing in supplications 
and prayers night and day.' 

She thus records his death in her Journal. 

" June 9th, 1834. — Monday evening. This morn- 
ing the soul of Mr. Gr. took its flight into the eternal 
world. I was sitting alone, thinking what more I 

could do for his spiritual welfare, when came in, 

and said he was gone. I could scarcely believe it, as 
he seemed no worse just before, but soon found it was 
a solemn reality. I was remarkably sustained in the 
afternoon ; many friends called. 



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" Tuesday, 10th. — Had a sleepless night, and 
was so sick that I could not sit up to attend the fune- 
ral, which was a great trial to me." 

After this time, she would often repeat in an under 
tone, apparently unconscious that she was overheard, 
the following lines, which she had probably learned 
in childhood from the New England Primer : — 

" Lord, if Thou lengthen out ray days, 
Then let my heart so fixed be, 
That I may lengthen out Thy praise, 
And never turn aside from Thee." 

The following letter will show her feelings at the 
time of her husband's decease : — 

To Mr. and Mrs. S. T., of Boston. 

il Newburyport, August 27th, 1834. 

" Dear Friends, 

" Often, since the sadden death of Mr. G-. I have 
intended to state a few particulars respecting this sol- 
emn event. After you were here, he continued to 
decline gradually, until, for the last week of his life, 
he was not able to walk from his room without assist- 
ance. On the morning of the 9th of June, he was 
assisted to rise, and was led into the next room, where 
he sat for several hours, took a little breakfast, read 
the Bible, as usual, and at 10 o'clock he returned to 
his room, and laid down quietly, took some nourish- 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 169 

ment, and proposed having some things procured for 

him at noon. As he seemed inclined to sleep, 

left hhn for ten or fifteen minntes. On her return, 
she found his spirit had taken its flight, apparently 
without the least struggle. The shock, to us. was 
very great • but I was wonderfully sustained that day. 
But as I was laboring under a severe cold, and slept 
none the following night, I was entirely overcome the 
next day, and could not sit up much, nor attend the 
funeral. As we have no pastor, Mr. Dimmick ad- 
dressed the throne of grace in a most appropriate 
manner. For one week after, it seemed to me and 

ft 

others that my days might soon be numbered and fin- 
ished. But God, ' who is rich in mercy,' appeared 
for me, and blessed the means used, so far that I am 
now in comfortable health, though weak. Mr. White- 
field's words are often in my mind ; ' We are immor- 
tal till our work is done.' 

" There was such a change in Mr. Gr. for several 
months, that I cannot but hope he was saved at the 
' eleventh hour.' He has been studying the Bible 
for several years. Several persons conversed with 
him alone upon his own spiritual state. He received 
them kindly, thanked some of them for coming, and 
invited them to come again. Mr. Dana conversed 
with him faithfully, and prayed with him, at his re- 
quest. He prayed for himself repeatedly, when he 
supposed no one was within hearing. He has gone 
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to a righteous Judge, and I have been enabled to say 
Amen, under all His holy and righteous allotments. 
I doubt not we have an interest in your prayers. My 
mother-in-law died two weeks before Mr. G\, calmly 
and safely, I trust. 

• ' I hope, on the whole, truth prevails in your city. 
The revival here has declined, but the effects are ap- 
parent. 

" Some of our youth have committed great crimes. 
Parents ought to watch over their children at this 
day. 

1 ' I hope our national judgments will lead us to 
true repentance. I want to see the Sabbath more 
sanctified by professors of religion. 

" With love to your children, 

" Your friend, 

J. G." 

The following extracts are from letters written the 
next year : — 

To Miss M. H. A. of A., while visiting in 
New York. 

" Newburyport, March, 9th, 1835. 

" My Dear Friend, 

" I hope and trust you are made very useful in N. 
Y. No Friday passes without my thinking of you 
and yours. I often desire that the. church in North 



MRS. JANE G"REENLEAF. 171 

Andover may be built up, and spread, far and wide, 
and that a gospel minister may soon take charge of 
the flock. When I have read, recently, the accounts 
of the free churches in N. Y., I have felt that we all 
ought to be more active and engaged, and more en- 
couraged. 

" We have no minister as yet; but when we are 
suitably humbled and prepared, I trust a faithful one 
will be placed over us. 

" My health has been quite feeble all winter. I 
take cold easily, and then have distressing attacks of 
asthma, so that I have been out but little, and often 
feel that I am very useless. Dr. Scott's remarks 
comfort me sometimes. He says, * the prayers of 
one solitary Christian may be felt all over the world.' 
W r hen pressed down by bodily infirmities and worldly 
cares, I often derive rich consolation from the Bible 
and the throne of grace." 

" September 25, 1835. 

"Religion is low with us, though we hope some 
Christians are more aroused, and a few have been 
hopefully converted. A revival of religion generally 
begins at the house of God. W 7 e hear of many re- 
vivals in other places, and ought to rejoice and take 
courage. The day calls for fervent prayer, for it is 
a time of open rebuke. We hope the Lord will ap- 



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pear for us. I think Christians ought to be wide 
awake, and use their influence that God's holy day 
should be more hallowed, and try to stop the pro- 
gress of vice." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 173 



CHAPTER XI. 

"Whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good 
report, if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think 
on these things." — Phil. iv. 8. 

11 The best form o£ Christianity is that, which pre- 
sents the loveliest combination of its graces. Few 
possess a completeness of Christian character." Few, 
indeed, are the instances we find of Christian perfect- 
ness ; that perfectness which consists in having all the 
attributes of the child of God in visible and lively 
exercise. By many this seems to be considered as 
an attainment quite beyond their reach. Hence, they 
are content to be entirely wanting in some Christian 
graces, as if it were not necessary to cultivate all of 
them. But to regard the supposed possession of one 
or two of the Christian characteristics, as a safe cri- 
terion of character, is, certainly, a mistake. " If 
any man be in Christ, he is a new creature ; old 
things are passed away ; behold, all things are become 
new." He will not lack wholly any one of the Chris- 
tian graces, though one grace may outgrow another. 
*' Charity is the bond of perfectness." " Like the 
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band round the sheaf, it holds all the separate ears 
together." 

In the religious character of the " Mother in 
Israel," whose history is sketched in this volume, 
there was this combination of graces. There was a 
marked consistency. A gentleman, who had known 
her for more than fifty years, has said, that her con- 
sistent exemplification of the Christian character, un- 
der a great variety of circumstances, was the most 
convincing proof of the reality of religion, with which 
he had ever met. 

After her decease, another friend thus wrote : 
" Her example has done more than all the books I 
ever read, to dispel sceptical doubts on religious sub- 
jects, to which I have always been exposed." 

The most prominent feature in her piety was un- 
doubtedly faith ; a faith, working by love, purifying 
the heart, and, to a remarkable degree, overcoming 
the world. In the truth and promises of God, and 
in the atoning merits of Christ, she had unwavering 
confidence ; whilst invisible things seemed to have a 
vividness, to her mind, which made them almost like 
present realities. Faith was, to her, the very " sub- 
stance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not 
seen." The future, with its awful sanctions and glo- 
rious hopes, influenced her thoughts and actions, at 
all times, and under all circumstances. And this an- 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 175 

imated faith was the parent, the handmaid, and the 
strength of other graces. 

The cheerfulness of her piety is worthy of notice. 
She maintained the happy medium between gloom and 
austerity on the one hand, and levity on the other. 
" The peace of God " reigned in her heart, and dif- 
fused its influence through her life. Her temper was 
unruffled, even under great provocations. A benev- 
olent smile enlivened her countenance ; and instead 
of repelling the young from her society, they were 
Attracted and awed by the loveliness and gentleness, 
which, even to extreme age, characterized her, and 
wbkb increased as she approached the termination of 
her earthly pilgrimage. Possessing good sense and 
a discriminating judgment, she could engage the at- 
tention of children by an anecdote, while she also 
combined with it some profitable counsel. 

Since her decease, a Christian friend has referred 
to a little incident, which occurred in her youth, and 
made an indelible impression on her memory. She 
and another young lady were indulging in much friv- 
olity in Mrs. G-.'s presence, when placing her hand 
affectionately on them, she said " ! girls, remem- 
ber what Dr. Young says, 

' Retire, and read thy Bible to be gay.' " 

" A word, fitly spoken, is like apples of gold in pic- 
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She noticed the hand of God in all his works, and 
traced all the comforts of this life to their true source, 
the mediation of Christ. Often when riding in the 
country and admiring its diversified scenery, would 
she exclaim with great emphasis, 

" The skies he formed, and yet lie bled for #ie." 

She learned of her Divine Master to forgive in- 
juries. She often said she was naturally unforgiving ; 
but so completely had grace triumphed over this na- 
tural propensity, that to "love her enemies" was 
habitual with her. She always treated them kindly, 
gladly relieved their temporal wants, and prayed for 
them daily. Whenever an occasion offered, she press- 
ed the duty of forgiveness on others, as an indis- 
pensable evidence of Christian character. She indeed 
possessed that charity which " suffers long, and is 
kind;" which " thinketh no evil ;" which " beareth, 
belie veth, hopeth, and endure th all things." 

She was also a peace-maker. " It must needs be 
that offences come ;" and often was she resorted to 
as umpire in cases of difficulty. She always advised 
the parties to lay aside all unpleasant feelings towards 
each other, and forgive and try to forget, injuries. 
She thought that the one who felt the most injured 
had the greatest opportunity to honor the cause of 
Christ by following his example, and exhibiting his 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 177 

spirit of forgiviness. Division and party feeling in the 
church with which she was connected, she decidedly 
discountenanced, as the following letter will evince. 

To Mrs. M. T. 

1831. 

" My Dear Friend, 

" I have wished very much to see you, of late, and 
converse with you respecting the difference of opinion 
among some of the members of our church. Although 
we cannot all think alike on every subject, yet it 
seems to me very important that as a body, we should 
try to cultivate a spirit of kindness and love and agree 
to differ on some points, and yet endeavor to ' keep 
the unity of the spirit in the bond of peace.' I know 
that in many points you and our pastor do not think 
exactly alike, but have always hoped, that, taking all 
things into consideration, you would become more and 
more satisfied. But, from what I hear of late, I fear 
that you and your family are less satisfied. We con- 
sider you a pillar in the church, and your influence 
will be great with your family and others ; and now, 
my dear friend. I want you, for the honor of religion, 
and the peace of the church, to commit your cause to 
God, and remain as silent as possible, praying much 
for yourself and others, that these divisions may be 
speedily healed, lest the Spirit of God should be 
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to 'preserve the unity of the church/ to which we 
belong, and it seems to me we ought to be very 
careful not to say or do anything that shall tend to 
interrupt the harmony that has prevailed among us 
generally. I will say, as a friend says, ' I am sorry 
to have Calvinists differ among themselves.' It gives 
the enemy great occasion to speak reproach&lly. I 
do not wish to dwell on the subject, only let us en- 
deavor to be very prudent, lest there should be a 
schism in the church. 

" I hope you will excuse me for writing so freely 
on this subject. We all feel deeply interested in 
your happiness, as well as in the peace of the church. 
I hope you will be led right in all things. Do come 
up soon, and then we can talk these matters over, if 
we please. Do you not hope that the Lord, in great 
mercy, is about to send down his blessed Spirit more 
plentifully in the midst of us? I hope we shall be 
prepared to receive a great blessing. 

' • Accept this as a token of sincere love from 
" Your friend, 

J. G." 

In the summer of 1839, she was obliged to dispose 
of her house on High street, where she had lived for 
forty years, and occupy a part of the mansion house 
of her deceased father on Water street. Though some- 
what reluctant to meet so great a change at the age 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 179 

of seventy-five, yet, when she was convinced that in 
no other way could she obey the precept, " Provide 
things honest in the sight of all men," she consented 
to it, and &r nearly twelve years she found that house 
a pleasant and comfortable place of abode. 

She loved to think of the friends who once had oc- 
cupied it with her, who now had joined " the general 
assembly and church of the first-born in heaven;" 
and instead of any gloomy associations, all were 
pleasant. 

Relieved in a great measure, from the pressure of 
debt, which for more than twenty years had been a 
great trial to her, she passed the remainder of her 
years in comparative ease, as to temporals. 

Here she found a field of usefulness, which she 
faithfully improved by dispersing books and tracts, 
and as fa* as she was able, by visiting and religious 
conversation, always remembering the neighborhood 
in her prayers. 

For some time her health was improved by her 
change of residence. She suffered less from asthma, to 
which she had been subject for many years ; and al- 
though her deafness was extreme, she enjoyed much 
in social intercourse with her numerous friends. 

Her sight, however, was much impaired by cata- 
racts on both eyes, which, while they never entirely 
covered them, deprived her in great measure of the 
privilege of reading, from which she had always de- 



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rived much pleasure and profit. The Commentaries 
of Henry and Scott, and the works of Flaval, New- 
ton, Hervey, Edwards, Davies, and many others, had 
been repeatedly perused by her • and with thoughts 
and select passages from these, her favorite authors, 
her mind and memory were well stored. 

The house of God was dear to her heart, and she 
was a constant attendant on its ordinances when her 
health allowed, although she heard not a word of the 
services. 

When friends inquired ' ' why she attended so con- 
stantly when her health was feeble, and the weather 
unpleasant ? ' ' she would reply, "It is the place 
where God has appointed to meet and bless his people, 
and I enjoy being there on this account. Besides, I 
go for the sake of example, as too many absent them- 
selves from public worship. When my sight allows, 
I can read the text and hymns, which are often very 
precious to me." On one Communion Sabbath, the 
hymn beginning, " Dearest of all the names above," 
was sung ; she frequently after spoke of the rich enjoy- 
ment it had afforded her. She would also remark, 
" If I can only get into a praying frame, I enjoy 
much in asking for a blessing on the World." It 
was her uniform habit to select individuals in the as- 
sembly, and pray for a blessing on them, besides her 
general supplication. 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 181 

The succeeding extracts from her journal will far- 
ther illustrate her love for God's house : — 

" August l\th, 1839, Sabbath Evening. — I have 
been out all day. It was our communion. I felt 
very calm. Read some truths in the morning that 
were very comforting. Text, ' Unto you that believe, 
he is precious.' Afternoon, ' Choose you this day 
whom ye will serve.' It is just forty years since I 
joined the church. Solemn thought ! I have rea- 
son to be deeply humbled for my short comings in all 
things. 

11 April 16^A, 1842, Saturday Evening. — I have 
been very sick for three weeks. Yesterday I came 
below, though very feeble. The Lord has appeared 
for me in this time of trouble. ! that the afflic- 
tion and the mercy may be sanctified for my best 
good ! I could record many mercies since I last 
wrote ; but I sum them all up by saying, they have 
been very great in this season of distress. ' Bless 
the Lord, my soul, and forget not all his benefits ! ' 

" January 1st, 1843, Sabbath. — I have been at 
home all day, as I have a cold ; but have been able 
to read more than usual. On a review of the last 
year, I find my mercies have been very great. We 
have been sustained, and carried through a very sol- 
emn scene in the death of E. Gr. P., who had been 
with us more than a year. Our temporal wants have 
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been abundantly supplied , and many favors granted , 
which demand lively gratitude. 

" June 18th, 1843.— I went out all day. Mr. C, 
of Portland, preached. Morning text, ' Being justi- 
fied by faith,' &c. Afternoon, ' If I be a Father, 
where is mine honor ? ' &c. Attended Mrs. Huse's 
funeral. The address and prayer of her pastor were 
very appropriate, as I was told. I hope this death 
will be sanctified to her family and friends. A pil- 
lar has fallen ! 

" April 6th, 1844, Fast Day. — The weather con- 
fines me at home ; but I am contented. May the 
Lord assist all his servants, who speak in his name 
this day ! May it be kept aright, and be a day of 
power ! 

" May 10th, Sabbath Evening. — I awoke with 
scattered thoughts, but afterwards enjoyed medita- 
tion and prayer. A recent trial seemed less oppres- 
sive. Have been out all day. Mr. Stearns's morning 
text, ' For I was alive without the law,' &c. It seem- 
ed well adapted to inquirers. Afternoon, Mr. Wood- 
man preached. Text, ' That in all things he might 
have the pre-eminence.' Was grieved to hear that a 
church member was charged with breaking his word. 
Evening, E. came in to read to me. I felt better 
for going out. May a blessing follow the truths 
spoken ! " 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 183 

For the ministers of the gospel throughout the 
world, she had a strong regard. The seven pastors 
of the First Presbyterian Church, who successively 
held that office, she " esteemed very highly in love 
for their work's sake," as well as for every resem- 
blance to their Divine Master, which she discovered 
in them. With most of them she was on terms of 
intimacy. They could always be sure of her sympa- 
thy and prayers, and hearty co-operation in every 
effort for the benefit of the people of their charge. 

The following letter was addressed to Mrs. G\, by 
Rev. Dr. Proudfit, Professor in Rutgers College, 
(N. J.,) formerly Pastor of First Presbyterian 
Church in Newburyport. 

" Auxerre, (France,) May 28th, 1837. 

"My Dear Friend, 

" You will, I dare say, be not a little surprised to 
receive a letter with such a date as that which stands 
above. But the occasion is easily explained. Last 
evening, we found ourselves, in the course of our jour- 
ney, at this place, which lies near the centre of France ; 
and here, therefore, we stopped to rest the seventh 
day, ' according to the commandment.' This morn- 
ing, (Sabbath,) Mrs. P. desired me to read over your 
last letter to her, which happened to be at hand ; 
and so interesting and reviving were its contents to 



184 MEMOIIl OF 

both of us, that I resolved to do on the spot, what the 
pressing cares and occupations, preceding my depart- 
ure, had prevented me from doing in better season — 
that is, to answer it. 

"What a sweet and peaceful Sabbath has dawned 
upon us here ! The hotel, in which we lodge, is di- 
rectly on the banks of the Youre, a rapid river, glid- 
ing through groves of willow and elm, and lined by 
agreeable walks. But with all this external quiet 
and loveliness, scarcely could the Sabbath have sur- 
prised us in a place better fitted to impress on our 
hearts the sad desolation which extends through this 
great and populous country, or to awaken the excla- 
mation of the man of God, of old. ' Surely the fear 
of God is not in this place ! ' Beneath the shade 
of the trees on the banks of the river, the people are 
reclining, reading the newspapers, or playing chess, 
while the deep and rich melody of the Cathedral bells 
has been announcing the procession of the fete de 
Dieu, and the square in front of the Cathedral dis- 
plays the gorgeous paraphernalia prepared for the oc- 
casion. There is, however, no noise, no disorder, 
much more outward quiet and decorum through the 
town than we often have in our own country. That 
which smites the heart with the deepest sadness, here 
and elsewhere in France, is the evidence, which pre- 
sents itself on every side, of the utter absence of re- 
ligion, in the real and vital sense of the word. Aux- 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 185 

9 

erre is computed to contain upwards of 15,000 souls; 
jet our assiduous efforts have not been able to discov- 
er any evangelical, or even protestant worship here, 
any groups of Christians, who in secret ' fear Gocl, 
and call upon his name.' We walked out this morn- 
ing with a good burden of Tracts, which were re- 
ceived with the greatest eagerness. I also conversed, 
and read passages from the French Testament to such 
as were disposed to listen; in fact, this disposition is 
scarcely ever wanting. Two soldiers, especially, 
whom* I met in the Cathedral, listened with deep at- 
tention, and one of them particularly seemed much im- 
pressed. Is not this, my dear madam, missionary 
ground ? ! pray, and stir up your dear circle of 
praying friends, (the efficacy and benefit of whose 
supplications I have often felt in my own labors and 
infirmities,) to pray that the Lord would send forth 
many laborers into this great field, which is so em- 
phatically ripe for the harvest. I am determined to 
spare no pains to have an evangelical and talented 
young man sent here from the Seminary at Geneva. 

•Si. «J& J£ ■££. J4, 

"7S* W *7F "7i» W 

" You, my dear friend, have drank deeply into the 
cup of sorrow since we parted. But though you have 
passed through fire and through water, the presence of 
the Son of God has not suffered the one to consume, 
nor the other to overwhelm you. Nay, you are com- 
forting others out of the abundance of your own con- 
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solations. Well, we shall soon meet, this waste and 
howling wilderness and the dark waters of Jordan 
safely passed, to talk of the wonderful dispensations 
of our God, and to admire all the way which he has 
led us. 

1 All our sorrows left below, 
And earth exchanged for Heaven.' 

" ! how precious is this hope rendered by af- 
fliction ! 

W 3fp r?P W W 

" With leave of Providence, we propose to sail 
for America about the 20th of August. I mention 
the time, that you may give us an especial remem- 
brance then. 

#jz. «y. ■&>. 4(. 

W W W "A* 

" And now, my dear friend, if these hasty lines 
should awaken you all to greater earnestness in prayer 
for France and for us, I shall be satisfied. May 
grace, mercy, and peace be multiplied to you all, from 
God, our Father, and from our Lord Jesus Christ ! 
" Yours, very affectionately, 

J. Proudfit." 

The following letters were subsequently addressed 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 187 

To Dr. and Mrs. Proudjlt. 

" Newburyport, Nov. 7, 1840. 

" My Dear Friends, 

" I wish to inform you that the valuable box sent 
by you to my son and his wife has arrived safely. I 
hope and believe that you both, and others who filled 
up this box, will be rewarded for your great kindness 
to them. My constant prayer is, that they who 
water us may have their own souls^watered* 

" For my son and his wife, I most desire that they 
may be made useful to souls around them. I hope 
you will pray for them and us sometimes. I never 
forget you, as a family* in this way. In my old age, 
I feel it to be a rich privilege to be allowed to draw 
nigh to God, and intercede for others, especially ab- 
sent friends. I should be an ungrateful being to 
forget you or yours. 

" I hope your dear children are well, and will early 
be brought into the fold of Christ. 

"I trust, my dear sir, you find a large field of 
usefulness in the Lord's vineyard. Though we were 
not long indulged with the privilege of having you for 
our pastor, may you be made a rich blessing to oth- 
ers. The aged poor among us often speak of your 
kindness to them. Many of these aged women have 
died the last year. Our churches are diminishing in 
numbers, and we need a revival of religion, that 



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others may be raised up to ' stand in the gap.' It is 
a low time with us with regard to vital religion. 

.■".I have wanted to tell you about that young Mr. 
S., who was injured by a gun, whom you visited often 
when you resided here. He was restored and became 
an engaged Christian. Last autumn he was instantly 
killed while blowing a rock. He was industrious, 
and had laid up a few hundred dollars, but he gave 
largely to the missionary cause. He had his desire 
granted, as he wished to die suddenly. I mention 
these particulars for your comfort, as you did much 
for him in his affliction by visits and tracts. 

1 ' I hope you will be able to read a part of this im- 
perfect letter. I do not expect a reply. 

" Accept the best wishes of 

' ' Your obliged and sincere friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

To the same, after the death of his father. 

" J^ewburyport, April 25, 1843. 

" My dear Friends, 

" Surely God has smitten you all with a heavy rod 
of affliction in the sudden removal of your dearly be- 
loved father. But I trust you will be enabled to 
say, ' It is the Lord ; let him do as seemeth him 
good.' The breach is wide as the sea. But his 
work was all done, and he is transplanted to a brighter 
region, where all the air is love. We all sympathize 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 189 

with you as a family. I believe your dear mother 
will be sustained under this affecting dispensation of 
Providence, and you all. One thought has struck me 
powerfully, that now, perhaps, your two brothers, for 
whom so many prayers have been offered, may be- 
come o^ecided Christians. 

' God moves in a mysterious way, 
His wonders to perform.' 

"I hope your dear little sons are well, and will 
soon be enclosed in the ' ark of safety.' They must 
miss their beloved grandfather very much. We had • 
a letter from my son and his wife recently, announc- 
ing that a revival of religion has commenced in Au- 
burn. They have received your last box of valuable 
clothing, and will write you soon. You will accept 
our thanks for this and every favor shown them and 
us. We cannot reward you, but the Lord can, and 
will. It is best for some of us to be kept low as to 
external things, so that we may live more by faith. 

' ' Religion is low here ; but there are some * tokens 
for good. ' Here and there a soul is converted. Our 
ministers have much to try their faith, but they hold 
on their way. Pray for us. 

" Your obliged friend, 

J. G." 



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"April 26, 1844. 

"Esteemed Friends, 

" I have intended for some time to write to you, 
but still delayed. I hope your health, and that of 
your family, has been preserved through the last 
cold winter. I have been confined by sickness for 
several months ; but now I am as well as usual. I feel 
the infirmities of age, but am able to enjoy going to 
the house of God when it is pleasant, and to visit 
some of my friends. I am spared, while the most of 
my co-evals are gone. Pray for me, that I may not 
be wholly useless. 

" I continue to pray for your brothers. I hope 
they will become decided Christians, and do much 
good. 

" In Andover a revival of religion has commenced. 
One hundred persons are said to be much impressed. 
A very careless boy was wonderfully converted, and 
his exertions for others were much blessed. 

"We have many sects and parties here, and our 
ministers have great trials. The Scriptures are ful- 
filling. Let us rejoice that the Lord reigns, and will 
accomplish all his holy purposes. But Christians 
ought to gird on the whole armor of God, and watch 
unto prayer." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 191 

Newburyport, Sept. 21, 1844. 

" Esteemed Friends, 

" Although we do not meet, I am often with you 
in spirit. I hope you and your family are well, and 
that your dear children are growing up in the fear of 
the Lord. 

" One object I have in writing now, is to give you, 
dear sir, a short account of the hopeful conversion 
of a young man, in whom you felt interested when 
you boarded with him at my sister's. I refer to Gr. 
W. L. B. He went to Oregon Territory, where he 
came under the influence of the Methodist missionaries 
and attended their prayer meetings. He was awaken- 
ed to a sense of his sins, after a season of pungent 
conviction, obtained a hope in Christ, and joined the 
Methodist Church. One of the missionaries, Rev. 
Mr. Lee, was here a few weeks since, and gave a 
very satisfactory account of his conversion and of his 
consistent life for months afterwards, which was a very 
great comfort to his mother. But a short time, how- 
ever, elapsed before the news of his death followed. 
He was shot by one of the natives at Fort Vancouver, 
thirty miles from the place of his residence. The 
surgeon who attended him, wrote the account of his 
death, and said he was calm in view of it, and 
was able to dictate a few lines to his mother. 
She is greatly afflicted, but feels that much mercy 
is mingled with this bitter cup. I trust you will 



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pray for her and her family, that this affliction may be 
sanctified to them. 

"Many changes take place here. I have been 
feeble the past summer, but keep about house, and 
often go up to the sanctuary of the Lord. 

"I do not expect a reply to this letter. Please 
accept it as a token of sincere affection from 
" Your friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 



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CHAPTEK XII. 

"They shall still bring forth fruit in old age ; they shall be fat and 
flourishing ; to show that the Lord is upright ; and there is 
no unrighteousness in him." — Ps. xcii. 14, 15. 

" Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints." 

Ps. xcvi. 15. 

We have now reached the closing years of the life 
of this useful Christian. As to the main features of 
her piety, there was no change to the very last. The 
same strength of faith characterized her, the same 
spirit of prayer, the same ardent desire to do good. 
Old age had crept gradually upon her, impairing her 
activity and producing some infirmities ; yet it was 
that " good old age," which Abraham had the pro- 
mise, in this at least, that is was long in coming, that 
it molested not the mental faculties, and brought with 
it none of the peevishness and gloom, which so often 
marks this period of life. She had no knowledge of 
those " evil days" of decrepitude and misery, which 
cause the weary pilgrim to exclaim, " I have no 
pleasure in them," for they came not to her. 

Throughout life, she had been a pattern of indus- 
try, and she always now was usefully employed. 
Nor was this so much from habit, or a desire to pass 
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away the time, as from principle. Her endeavor was 
to walk, like Zacharias and Elizabeth, "mall the 
commandments and ordinances of the Lord blame- 
less ; " and to be " not slothful in business," she 
considered a precept no less binding than its correla- 
tive, " fervent in spirit." As her sight was failing, 
her chief employment, in later years, was knitting 
children's mittens, of which, after she was eighty 
years, she knit, every year, nearly two hundred pair. 
Her deafness was a great trial to her, as it very much 
abridged the pleasure of social intercourse, rendering 
it painful to many friends, as well as to herself, to pro- 
long conversation with her. Sometimes, when left 
alone for a short time, it caused her some mortifica- 
tion ; for, if persons called with whom she was not 
acquainted, she could neither distinguish their fea- 
tures, nor hear their names. But she did not com- 
plain, or repine. Generally, she would sit and pray, 
or meditate upon divine things, thus replenishing con- 
stantly the oil which kept her lamp burning ; or else 
she would think upon plans of usefulness ; her hands, 
meanwhile, busily plying the knitting needle. Oc- 
casionally, too, as the thought of some friend, in 
whose family or spiritual welfare she took a deep in- 
terest came into her mind, she would take her pen 
and write, or else dictate a letter. 

The letter upon page 148, dated Jan. 18th, 1850, 
was one of the last she dictated, although she wrote, 



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with her own hand, notes to her sister till within a 
few weeks of her decease, notwithstanding her par- 
tial loss of sight. 

In December, 1845, she had a severe attack of 
rheumatism, from the effects of which she never 
wholly recovered. In warm weather she was able to 
walk abroad ; but the approach of winter confined her 
to the house, and often to her room. 

The two following letters, to Rev. Br. Proudfit, 
were written by her after this period : — 

"Newburyport, August 22d, 1846. 

"Rev. and dear Sir, 

" I drop you a few lines by Mr. J. E. Emerson, 
who expects to leave for Princeton in a few days, and • 
may see you in New Brunswick. He is the son of 
Mr. C. L. E. of this town, and, having become hope- 
fully pious some years since, has been through Am- 
herst College, and is now about commencing the study 
of Theology at Princeton. His mother wished me 
to request for him an interest in your prayers, and 
such counsel as you may have opportunity to give 
him. 

" Since I wrote you last, I have been called to 
suffer much bodily affliction. I had a violent attack 
of rheumatic fever last December, but by a blessing 
on the means used, I was so far restored as to leave 
my room in about two months ; but have not recov- 



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ered my previous health, the rheumatism having set- 
tled iD my neck, and subjecting me to violent spasms 
of pain. But I am not wholly confined to the house. 
Do pray for me, that I may be entirely resigned 
under this cross. 

**I hope you are all well. The memoir of your 
father has been read here with much pleasure and 
profit. My father derived much benefit from the pe- 
rusal of the lives of good people, and so have I, in 
former years. But my sight fails, so that now I can 
read but very little. 

" We had hoped to see you here this summer. 
Great sins abound with us ; yet some few young per- 
sons have been hopefully converted recently. 

" I continue to pray for your brothers, and believe 
that the prayers of their parents and other friends will 
be answered. 

" With affectionate remembrance to Mrs. P., your 
mother and sister, and your little sons, whom I re- 
member every day, I remain 

" Your obliged friend, 

Jane Gtreenleaf." 

" Newbury port, November 1st, 1848. 

" My very dear Friends, 

' ' If you were to hear from me as often as I think 
of you, it would be every day. 

" After an absence of nearly ten years, my son has 



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recently made us a short visit. Business called him 
to take this journey so late in the season. The Lord 
prospered him on the way, and last Monday week he 
left us to return to his distant home in Illinois. He 
looks old and weather-beaten, showing that he has 
endured great hardships ; but he is satisfied that he 
is far more useful at the West than he could be here, 
and has had much encouragement in his ministerial 
labors, frequent conversions occurring under them. 
He has seven Sabbath Schools under his supervision, 
one of which, numbering sixty pupils, is held in a 
grove, there being no suitable building in the neigh- 
borhood. I looked at his nice coat, vest, &c, and 
found they were furnished him by your bounty, a 
year since. May the Lord reward you both for your 
unwearied kindness to him. He spoke of it with 
much gratitude, and said your boxes had been of very 
great service to him ; he hardly knew how he could 
have done without them. He wished much to see you 
before he left New York, but his time would not al- 
low him to go to New Brunswick. 

" I hope your health has been restored by your 
journey. Your dear children are often on my mind, 
with desires for their best welfare. May they be 
* plants of renown.' 

" We have had some recent trials in our church, 
but hope they will be overruled for good. I never 
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expect any reply to my letters. Such as they are, 
accept them as a proof of the sincere regard of 
" Your much obliged friend, 

Jane Greenleaf." 

Soon after this letter was written, she was again 
called to suffer affliction. Her brother, Mr. Philip 
Coombs, of Bangor, (Me.,) was suddenly removed 
by death, at the advanced age of seventy-eight years, 
leaving her and a sister the only survivors of twelve 
children. She felt deeply the sundering of the tie 
which had so long bound her to this beloved brother ; 
but she endeavored to make the separation the means 
of quickening her diligence in preparing for her own 
departure, which she did not expect would be long 
delayed. To human eyes there was, indeed, little re- 
maining for her to do on earth. She had then nearly 
completed her eighty-fifth year. Amidst the varied 
scenes of a long life, her faith had proved itself to be 
genuine, by the fruits of righteousness. She had suf- 
fered grievous afflictions, and had been enabled to 
" glorify God in the fires." Her heart had gone be- 
fore her into heaven, and her treasure was there ; 
why should she be longer tried ! Had the summons 
then come, perhaps her repute as a Christian, "a 
mother in Israel," might have been no less ; and she 
would have escaped much suffering. But her Heav- 
enly Father had other purposes for her benefit, and 



MRS. JANE GREENLBAF. 199 

his own glory. It is not every one who is saved " so 
as by fire." Some are destined to an " abundant 
entrance" into the heavenly kingdom, and must 
" endure hardness," till God's wisdom has decided 
that it is enough. Nor may we suppose that God 
ever suffers a Christian to linger on earth longer, or 
to be afflicted more, than necessity requires. He sits 
" as a refiner and purifier of silver," who watches till 
the highest degree of purity is attained, and when his 
own image is fully reflected, that moment he removes 
it from the fire, lest the precious metal be injured. It 
was painful to see this beloved mother, apparently al- 
ready ripe for heaven, suffer as she afterwards did ; 
but he, who never afflicts willingly, nor needlessly, 
had a wise and holy design in all. He desires to re- 
ceive from his vineyard, the church, in return for all 
his care, fruit not only ripe, but mellow. And, in 
her case, his purpose of love was accomplished by 
prolonging her life into its extreme autumn, when 
the "frosts of age," and the keen air of suffering, 
rapidly mellowed the graces, which the summer of 
life had been so long maturing. 

The spring of 1850 was " the beginning of the 
end ; " and her children might then have adopted for 
their own, the language of the prophet, " Woe is unto 
us I for the day goeth away, for the shadows of the 
evening are stretched out." An extreme soreness of 
the mouth and throat commenced, which, in its pro- 



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gress, baffled medical skill, and finally proved to be 
of a cancerous nature. 

In the following December, she was confined to her 
room, which she never left afterwards, except in a 
few instances. She now endured severe paroxysms 
of pain, and it became increasingly difficult and dis- 
tressing to take even her necessary food. But she 
was a meek and patient sufferer, never, either by 
word or look, manifesting any want of entire acqui- 
escence in the Divine will. Her hand would some- 
times be raised to her face, as if to support it, but 
that was all that indicated suffering. It was too pain- 
ful for her to speak, and she said but little. And 
thus would she sit for hours, in converse with her 
God and Saviour, the dearest to her, ever, of all her 
friends. She looked continually to Him who had 
been with her through life, and from whose hands she 
had received so much good ; and His grace enabled 
her, with meek and subdued resignation, to kiss the 
rod, knowing who had appointed it, and not doubt- 
ing that the trial would " work the peaceable fruits of 
righteousness." She was sensible that she was grad- 
ually failing, and occasionally would say, " Some- 
times I long to be gone ; but I check the desire lest 
the reason of it should be because I want to get rid 
of pain, and I ought to be willing to live and suffer 
just as long as my Heavenly Father sees best." 

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her fortitude, gentleness and faith, she, on the con- 
trary, was humbling herself ' ' under the mighty hand 
of God," and writing " bitter things " against herself . 
She felt her unworthiness, and was convinced that her 
sharpest trials were absolutely necessary. 

On the afternoon of Saturday, May 10th, 1851, a 
slight hoarseness became apparent, and continued to 
increase till, on the 12th, it assumed the appearaace 
of influenza. On that day, Monday, though she 
could scarcely stand alone, she sat up six hours, and 
knit, till three o'clock, P. M., when, for the last 
time, she rolled up her work as neatly as ever, and 
repaired to her bed, which she never was able to leave 
afterwards, although she submitted rather reluctantly, 
thinking it might be " too great self-indulgence." 
But her laborious breathing and increasing weakness 
gave indication to her friends, that the conflict was 
soon to terminate. 

The next day, Tuesday, she failed rapidly, and 
had a distressing night. 

On the morning of Wednesday, 14th, 

" In age and feebleness extreme," 

she made a last attempt at family prayer, and repeat- 
ed audibly, but in broken accents, the Lord's prayer. 
A few hours after, when asked by her brother-in-law, 
Rev. Dr. Dana, " Have you peace ? " she said, " My 



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bodily sufferings are very great ; but I don't doubt the 
Lord will take care of me." Still later in the day, 
with closed eyes and clasped hands, she evidently 
joined in prayer with her pastor, Rev. Mr. Vermilye, 
although unable to speak ; and, from that time, she 
spoke little, although her mental faculties were clear 
to the last. But, in her case, the testimony of " last 
words " was not needed to prove that her hope was 
built upon the " Rock, Christ." Like Whitefield, she 
might well be permitted to " die silent; " for a long 
life of piety had indisputably proved her faith sincere. 
During the succeeding night, she slept at intervals, 
and seemed to suffer little. With her usual thought- 
fulness for others, she repeatedly requested the writer 
to take her accustomed repose ; thus showing she did 
not realize that the grasp of death was upon her. 
Just as the morning of the 15th dawned, in the most 
peaceful manner, she " fell asleep in Jesus." 

" Night dews fall not more gently to the ground,! 
Nor weary, worn-out winds expire more soft." 

There were three instances of the Divine faith- 
fulness and love in her death. It had long been her 
prayer that she might be enabled to cancel a small 
debt, the only one that remained, and a few days be- 
fore her decease, she was enabled to do this, by one 
of those providential interpositions which she had long 
been in the habit of noticing. " Commit thy way 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 203 

unto the Lord ; trust also in Him ; and He shall bring 
it to pass." 

She had always an instinctive dread of dying; 
" the pains, the groans, the dying strife," she 
feared to encounter. But so gently did " the king 
of terrors" approach, that she had probably passed 
" the swellings of Jordan" before she was aware 
that she had entered its waters. Her ransomed spirit, it 
can scarcely be doubted, was released, and had become 
enrolled among " the just made perfect," before she re- 
cognized the fatal verge. The King long seen "through 
the lattice," she had beheld " in his beauty," and had 
received the welcome, " Come, thou blessed of my 
Father," before she knew that she had seen " the 
last of earth." " Like as a father pitieth his chil- 
dren, so the Lord pitieth them that fear him. For 
he knoweth our frame ; he remembereth that we are 
dust." 

It was a Father's love also which released her from 
the " body of death," just when her evidences and 
graces had become " perfect through suffering." A 
longer stay would have been unutterably agoniz- 
ing, since, from the nature of her disease, nothing 
less than a painful death, by starvation, could have 
been expected. 

" The Lord is good ; the Lord is kind ; 
Great is his grace, his mercy sure; 
And the whole race of man shall find 
His truth, from age to age endure." 



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Her age was eight y-seven years and three months. 
The words, which God himself spoke, and which his 
own finger graved upon enduring stone, at Sinai, 
for a memorial unto all generations, were fulfilled in 
her. She honored her father and mother with a rev- 
erence and submission not common at the present 
time, and her " days were long." 

There was deep sorrow at her decease, and a large 
concourse attended her funeral the next day ; but 
any expressions of mourning were tempered, both in 
her own family and abroad, by the feeling, which all 
the circumstance combined to produce, that it was well. 
The words of the apocalyptic penman, from which her 
pastor delivered a funeral discourse the succeeding 
Sabbath, find an echo in many a heart beside the 
Christian's, as Balaam's burst of desire may show : 
" Blessed are the dead, which die in the Lord, from 
henceforth ; yea, saith the spirit, for they rest from 
their labors, and their works do follow them." 

" Farewell, then to the beloved, venerated friend. 
Long, long will it be ere the memory of her piety is 
effaced ; long, ere her name will be pronounced with- 
out admiration.' 



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CHAPTEE XIII. 



11 For by grace are ye saved, through faith; and that not of your- 
selves, it is the gift of God j not of works, lest any man should 
boast."— Eph. ii. 8, 9. 



In the preceding pages, the writer has endeavored 
to avoid anything, which might appear like eulogium 
upon her mother. She has sought to embody in the 
narrative, as far as her ability extended, such materi- 
al only as might give a view of her religious charac- 
ter, with a desire to magnify the goodness and grace 
of God, as they were manifested through her, if hap- 
ly some other soul might be encouraged to trust and 
serve him as did the subject of this Memoir. No 
attempt has been made, for the purpose of elevating 
her virtues, to compare her with others known to the 
churches. Why should such attempts ever be made ? 
Each Christian receives a crown, according to the 
" diversity of gifts " and the measure of faithfulness. 
" Who shall be greatest in the kingdom of heaven," 
or is most entitled to the praise of men, is a question 
which may best be left to him who knows all hearts. 
The memoirs of the saints are not eulogies, but reser- 
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voirs out of which believers may draw the honey of 
grace, and be edified and improved. 

In this chapter the object is simply to bring into 
one view the different parts of Mrs. GreenleaPs Chris- 
tian character, that it may stand before the reader as 
a whole. In so doing we must glance at her princi- 
ples, her graces, and the exercises, or means, by 
which they were sustained. If, then, anything has 
appeared to the reader admirable in her, (and even 
the irreligious certainly respected her in life,) let not 
the truth be wronged in the first place, nor our fallen 
nature too highly complimented by the thought, that 
this eminent goodness flowed from a mere earthly 
source. Had the whispered unction reached herself, 
however pleasing it might have been to the ear of 
some religious Pharisee, she would at once have ex- 
claimed with Paul, " Less than the least of all saints ;" 
" I am the chief of sinners." But had she been made 
to see that in many things she excelled others, she 
would have exclaimed with fervent sincerity, " By 
the grace of God I am what I am." What is known 
of her youth shows that her natural qualities were in- 
deed such as usually conciliate esteem. Still to give 
such tone, and refinement and direction to natural ex- 
cellences, to make them what they became, the enkin- 
dled flame of holy love, the purifying power of Gos- 
pel faith, the touch of true religion, were necessary. 
The qualities which most distinguished her, were 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 207 

implanted by grace. Humbly sitting at the feet of 
Jesus, she had learned lessons which the world can 
never teach, and had imbibed a spirit which unregen- 
erate man can never know. But her life of faith and 
active benevolence was not only the result of grace, 
but an exemplification of the doctrines of grace. 
These were her principles. She believed them, felt 
them, and was formed by them. The views of truth 
she adopted were those usually denominated Calvin- 
istic. A member for nearly fifty-two years of the 
First Presbyterian Church, she gave cordial assent to 
its confession of faith, and took for her standards the 
works which the denomination most value ; first, the 
Bible, as "the only rule of faith and practice;" 
then the Catechism, Willison, Edwards, Davies, and 
others, as correct expositors of its truth and spirit. 
She drank at the fountain-head of truth and righte- 
ousness, and loved the vital flow of every gospel 
stream. 

In the maintenance of her opinions there was noth- 
ing disputatious. Indeed, her mind revolted from 
every thing of this kind ; and she regarded the con- 
fusions and conflicts, which such a temper has engen- 
dered, with pain, as prejudicial to the interests of re- 
ligion. Bigoted adherence to a mere " form of sound 
words " was no characteristic of her religion. Yet 
those sentiments which experience, reflection, and a 
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her convictions as parts of the " faith once delivered 
to the saints," she adhered to firmly. Of the entire 
depravity of her nature, her utter un worthiness, she 
was fully persuaded. With her habits of close and 
conscientious self-scrutiny, and her elevated views of 
the spirituality and exceeding breadth of the divine 
law, that marvellous " discerner of the thoughts and 
intents of the heart," no argument was needed to con- 
vince her that ' ' the carnal mind is enmity against 
God, and is not subject to his law." She felt it. 

She cordially believed in the necessity of regenera- 
tion by the special influence of the Spirit, and her sole 
reliance for pardon and eternal life was the atonement 
of Christ. " Confidence in the flesh," or in good 
works, she utterly renounced. That great " article 
of a standing or falling church," as Luther pro- 
nounced it to be — of a standing or falling soul, it 
might be added — " the just shall live by faith ," she 
responded to, and adopted from the heart. To the 
sacrifice on Calvary she turned, as the only source of 
peace ; on this tried foundation, the cross, did she 
build for eternity. 

The " election of grace " was to her a precious and 
most encouraging truth ; since it gave her assurance 
that if, as she believed, she had been ''renewed in 
the spirit and temper of her mind," however humble, 
however weak, and inefficient in herself, she would 
not be suffered to ' ' fall away into perdition. " ' ' Who 



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shall separate us from the love of God, which is in 
Christ Jesus our Lord? " In this, and this alone, 
she saw security. Does this doctrine tend to pre- 
sumption and evil ? Let her life of laborious dili- 
gence in "every good word and work" answer. 
This was the system of principles she embraced ; and 
to the power of such truths is to be attributed, next to 
the Spirit, her eminence in piety. For whence sprang 
that great faith, which was one of her characteristic 
graces ? It was no blind, delusive persuasion, but 
rested upon reasonable evidence, even the revelation 
that " God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto 
himself, not imputing their trespasses unto them." 
Whence were her L amility , her meek submissiveness, 
her confidence in God, derived, but from the persuasion 
of entire unworthiness, of God's absolute sovereignty, 
power and grace ? It was the intensity with which 
she was enabled to realize the conviction, that " all 
the promises of God in Christ, are yea, and in him 
amen," that rendered her so cheerful and "patient 
in tribulation." 

But it was not only the passive graces, so to speak, 
or the experimental, for which she was distinguished ; 
but she abounded in works. Always full of love and 
charity, maintaining a conversation at once serious, 
devout, humble and beneficent ; she made the service 
of God and our Lord Jesus Christ, and the good of 
others, the great business of life, pursuing it with ear- 
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nestness and diligence to the end of her days, through 
all trial. 

Her views of Gospel religion were too clear to al- 
low her to rest satisfied with the evidence of frames 
and feelings. A piety whose only outward evidence 
was profession, which was merely speculative and 
dogmatic, which looked no farther than self, was to 
her mind but doubtful, at the best. She compared 
Scripture with Scripture, and found it written indeed, 
that "by grace are we saved through faith; " but 
also that "faith without works is dead; " " we are 
his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good 
works, which God hath before ordained that we should 
walk in them." She knew that " man's chief end is 
to glorify God," as well as to " enjoy him forever." 
And wherever she was known, it was " told for a me- 
morial of her," that she " went about doing good ; " 
" the love of Christ also constraining her, because she 
thus judged that if one died for all, then were all dead : 
and that he died for all, that they which live should 
not live unto themselves, but unto him which died for 
them, and rose again." 

Were Christians of a kindred spirit more numerous, 
what results would follow, the remark of one, that 
" her life was the most convincing proof of the reality 
of religion, with which he had ever met," will show. 
The evidence of such characters would be worth a 
host of arguments, 



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" To prove the doctrine all divine." 

But graces like hers are not self-sustaining ; they 
derive their strength from the use of means. For all 
Christians in all ages these means are the same ; and 
wherever they have been faithfully employed, the like 
results have followed. It is " the tree, planted by 
the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his 
season ; his leaf also shall not wither." 

Is a Christian eminent in piety ? Assuredly " his 
delight is in the law of the Lord ; and in his law doth 
he meditate day and night." Mrs. Greenleaf was an 
attentive and diligent reader of the Bible. That 
blessed volume was often in her hand, as well as reg- 
ularly perused, and thus became deeply graven on 
her heart. The services of the sanctuary she never 
omitted when able to attend. She also observed and 
improved the providences of God, and found of a 
truth, that " whoever watches Providence, shall never 
want a Providence to watch." 

But it was especially by prayer that she kept her 
heart in tune. In the secret place of devotion she 
trimmed her lamp, and by the living coal, " from 
God's own altar brought," she kept it burning. 

She loved also the female prayer meeting, and was 
accustomed to join with the Christian friends who 
visited her, in prayer for themselves and families. 
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212 MEMOIR OF 

her. There was one family where for years she never 
made a social visit, without retiring with the mother 
for prayer ; and in that family, a numerous circle of 
children have been hopefully converted. When the 
reader learns such facts, he will cease to wonder that 
her character was subdued, her conduct so unblame- 
able, her example so impressive in the world. Gain- 
ing warmth and vigor in the closet, and from the 
Word of Grod, her religion extended its benign 
and transforming influence to every duty and over 
every relation. Reader, if you would reach a like 
holy pre-eminence, " go thou, and do likewise." 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 213 



CHAPTER XIV. 

"The memory of the just is blessed."— Pro v. x. 7. 

Lest any should suppose that the preceding de- 
lineation of character has been dictated by the par- 
tiality of affection, the following letters will show how 
she was estimated by others, not connected with her 
by any natural ties. 

The following was written to her about ten days be- 
fore her decease, by Mr. G. W., of Washington, 
(D. C.) 

" Washington, May 4th, 1851. 

" To Mrs. Jane Greenleaf. 

"My venerable and dear Friend, 
" I was this day told by Col. C, of Maine, of your 
severe trial, and the hopelessness of relief this side the 
grave. I heard this with deep sympathy. God is 
making you ' perfect through suffering, ' by all these 
great afflictions, and preparing you for the glory that 
is to follow. As in his earthly temple, those stones 
fitted for the highest eminence, were cut the deepest, 
so in the preparation of living stones, destined for the 
temple above. 



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" After so many years' service in doing and suffer- 
ing the will of God. this crowning trial of your faith 
and patience is laid upon you, for the manifestation 
of his grace in sustaining you, and making you a pat- 
tern of all long-suffering ' to the praise of the glory 
of his grace.' 

" This cannot seem to you, as it is not intended by 
me, the language of compliment. You are too near 
the realities of heaven, not to feel that these are, and 
must be, ' the words of truth and soberness.' For 
them not to be so would be to doubt the goodness, 
the grace, and the Word of God. 

1 ' I beg to thank you for every remembrance of me 
in your prayers. I once was among those set down 
on your list for Friday's recollection. I hope I have not 
been forgotton even to the present time. It has been 
my happiness to inherit the prayers of a holy grand- 
mother, and of a precious mother, who have long since 
entered into the rest which remains for the people of 
God. Into that assembly of the just made perfect 
you are soon to enter, to go no more out ; to take 
your seat at your Father's table in mansions prepared 
for you, and to be welcomed home by hundreds who 
have shared your sympathy, and been saved by your 
prayers. 

' ' May God our Saviour illustrate his grace by your 
abounding consolations ! 

" This will be the last opportunity I expect to have 



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of expressing to you my most true and affectionate 
respect and love. Let me hope, when this is read 
to you, I may share once more in your prayers for 
my daily perseverance in the faith and love of Christ. 

G. W." 

The succeeding letters from which extracts are 
made, were addressed to the compiler after her decease. 

From Rev. R. W. F. 

" TVoburn, June, 11th, 1851. 

" I had not noticed the record of your dear sainted 
mother's death in the papers, and was ignorant of the 
fact until I learned it from you. From your de- 
scription it appears that her sufferings during the last 
months of her life were very great. This is one of 
the mysteries of Providence which remains to be solved 
to our minds hereafter. No one who knew your de- 
parted mother could doubt that she was one of the 
most beloved of God's children, and most ripe for 
heaven. She was such an one as we should have se- 
lected to follow Enoch and Elijah, by a gentle and 
easy translation from earth to heaven. But Infinite 
Wisdom saw sufficient and benevolent reasons for 
leading her by a rugged path down the descent to the 
dark valley. Yet it seems that he scattered light in 
her pathway, and verified in her experience the promise 
first made to Asher, but doubtless designed to be of 



216 MEMOIR OF 

universal application to his people, ' As tby days, so 
shall thy strength be.' So is it always in the ex- 
perience of God's true children. 

" I never knew a woman whom I so deeply re- 
vered as a saint of the old Puritan, or rather Apos- 
tolic, stamp, as I did your honored mother. I always 
felt when in her presence as though I was treading on 
' holy ground,' ' just on the verge of heaven.' 

" Although my interviews with her have been ' few 
and far between,' and I have been prevented from cor- 
responding with her as frequently as I should have been 
glad to do, yet I have rejoiced to number her among 
my most valued friends, and have at times derived 
great comfort and encouragement from the assurance 
she repeatedly gave me, that I was weekly remem- 
bered in her intercessions at the throne of grace." 

From Rev. Dr. P., of New Brunswick, JST. J. 

tJ JSTew Brunswick, June 12th. 

" We feel that we can say with unfaltering assur- 
ance, with regard to your excellent and honored 
mother, ' she is at home with the Lord. ' 

" So long, so bright, so consistent a power of true 
and living faith in the Lord Jesus ; so various a trial 
of grace bringing out some new and beautiful trait of 
the Christian character, inspires, indeed, a confidence 
which renders death an occasion of thankful joy, rather 
than of sorrow and condolence. The Lord grant us 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 217 

(after we have suffered awhile) a like ' abundant en- 
trance into the kingdom of heaven ! There we shall 
recover all that we have had, or known, or loved in 
this life, that is worth recovering, besides unutterable 
accessions of new holiness, power, and happiness. 
What a hope ! What a Redeemer and Father, whose 
' abundant mercy hath begotten us to it. ' ' 

From Deacon S. T., of Boston. 

" Much have I valued the prayers, which I have 
been assured by your mother, were going up from her 
hallowed retirement, for myself and my family ; and it 
remains yet to be seen how large a share of the spiritual 
blesssings that have descended on us and our children, 
have come to us as the result of her repeated and con- 
stant supplications. We know that ■ the effectual fer- 
vent prayer of the righteous availeth much,* and such, I 
trust and believe, were hers. But now her prayers are 
turned into praise, and our loss is her unspeakable gain. 

" And ! how much cause have we all to bless 
God for her easy and sweet release from her frail 
and shattered tenement of clay. This is what she 
prayed for ; but in this, perhaps more than in any 
thing else, her faith was weak. But God was better 
to her than her fears. He withheld dying grace until 
it was needed, and then manifested himself as he al- 
ways does, a covenant-keeping God, When his 
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218 MEMOIR OF 

people are called to pass through the waters, he is 
with them, and the floods shall not overflow them. 

" I have pictured out in my own mind her delight- 
ful feelings when having passed so easily and unex- 
pectedly through the ' swellings of Jordan/ she found 
herself standing on the opposite shore, and in full 
view of the celestial city. I seem to see her looking 
back with surprise, and exclaiming, ' 0, death ! where 
is thy sting? 0, grave ! where is thy victory?' and 
then, turning to her present Saviour, adding, ' Thanks 
be unto God, who giveth us the victory through our 
Lord Jesus Christ.' " 

From Rev. Kiah Bayley. 

" East Hardwick, (Vt.) June 25th, 1851. 

" Yours of the 15th came duly to hand, and com- 
municated what I had expected. Your blessed moth- 
er has passed over Jordan, entered the Heavenly Ca- 
naan, gone up to the temple of God, and joined the 
palm-bearing multitude redeemed by the blood of the 
Lamb slain from the foundation of the world. There 
she will suffer no more ; all tears shall be wiped from 
her eyes. Shall we then weep ? Surely not. Rather 
let us rejoice that she is safe, that she witnessed a good 
confession on earth, and has entered into the joy of 
her Lord. See your mother and my dear wife, robed 
in white, approach Him, ' whom having not seen they 
loved,' and cast their crowns at his feet, and join the 
song, ' Unto Him that loved us, and washed us from 



MRS. JANE GREENLEAF. 219 

our sins in His blood.' And while the heavenly mu- 
sic floats upon our ears, let us plume our pinions, and 
prepare to join them. They have got the start of us ; 
but in heaven ' there are many mansions.' Let us so 
run that we also may obtain eternal glory, through 
our Lord Jesus Christ ; the only Mediator, able to 
save all that come to God through Him. Blessed be 
God for such an advocate ! " 

From an aged lady. 

" Hanover, (2ST, H.) June 15th, 1851. 

" A letter from my son at Amherst was the first 
announcement of your mother's death, and it drew 
forth a tear, notwithstanding I contemplated her rev- 
elling in the joys of the upper world. I will not say 
I envied her, but I longed to have been a participa- 
tor. She was a dear friend, whom I loved, esteemed, 
and respected ; and I long held correspondence with 
her. She had a peculiar faculty of introducing reli- 
gion in all companies, and under all circumstances. 
She made it evident to all that religion was her chief 
concern, and had an abiding influence upon all her 
thoughts and actions. To do what she could for the 
salvation of souls, was not only a paramount duty, 
but her greatest pleasure. She had a life of trial, 
and her last illness was rather an uncommon one ; 
but it seemed to indicate that she had said all that was 
required of her ; and she enjoys that rest which re- 



220 MEMOIR OP MRS. GREENLEAF. 

maineth for the people of God. She was permitted, 
for a long season, to use her talents for the glory of 
God, and the good of her fellow beings. " 

From Deacon S. T. 

"Boston, December 7th, 1852. 

" I love to cherish the remembrance of your dear 
mother. She was loved by my family as a mother. 
My daughter, Mrs. C, (who is now with us on avis- 
it,) was speaking of her this morning as her spiritual 
guide, to whom she always resorted for advice and 
consolation, in times of spiritual trial and difficulty. 
She was indeed a ' mother in Israel.' 

" She had a large heart. Firm as she was in her 
belief of the great doctrines of the Gospel, by which 
she was nourished and sustained, she was at the same 
time remarkably free from sectarian feelings. She 
loved the truth, by whomsoever dispensed. She 
loved true piety wherever she saw it, without regard 
to color or name. True religion seemed to be all of 
one color in her estimation, and the image of Christ 
was precious to her, wherever it was seen or reflected. 

"I have thought of her sometimes, as filling the 
place of Bunyan's ' Greatheart/ who was always 
ready to aid and comfort the Pilgrims on their way to 
the Celestial city ; and, I trust she has met, and been 
welcomed by many there, who have been helped on 
their pilgrimage by her counsels and prayers.' 7 



APPENDIX. NO. I. 



At the time of the decease of the subject of the 
preceding Memoir, her two children were living, al- 
though several hundred miles separated them. The 
son, Rev. William Coombs Greenleaf, was then a 
resident of Springfield, (Illinois.) On receiving the 
intelligence of his mother's death, he wrote thus, un- 
der date of May 26th, 1851 : — 

' * It is natural that we should mourn the loss of a 
mother, so affectionate and faithful as she was ; but 
when we consider that she had arrived at a very great 
age, and that her various diseases and infirmities had 
for sometime closed up most of the sources and means 
of enjoyment, and that she was as ready for her de- 
parture as she ever could be, we have more reason for 
joy than for sorrow- 

" I hope we shall all feel devoutly thankful that 
her dissolution was attended with so much less suffer- 
ing than we had been led to fear. 
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222 APPENDIX. 

" Since you informed m$ of the nature of the dis- 
ease on her tongue, I have been oppressed with a 
heavy burden of anxiety on her behalf; but a few 
nights ago, I was enabled to submit her case to him 
who doeth all things well, in the confidence that he 
would not inflict on her any pain which would not be 
necessary for his glory and her good. I join with you 
in the prayer that we may be enabled to follow her 
even as she followed Christ." 

Under date of June 1st, he writes : — 

" We were anxious to hear the particulars of the 
burial of our beloved mother ; and now enjoy the 
satisfaction of knowing that her mortal remains were 
committed to the dust in the presence and with the 
sympathy of those who had witnessed the purity and 
active benevolence of her life. That the immortal 
part has made its final escape from suffering and sin, 
can admit of no shadow of doubt. 

" The more I reflect on the subject, the more fully 
am I convinced that her final exit*was attended with 
^far less acute suffering than could have been ex- 
pected. 

" We have lost one of the best of mothers. In- 
deed, I think it very uncomnon for one so kind and 
indulgent, to be at the same time so faithful to the 
spiritual interests of her children. Much as she loved 
us, you know she never would allow us to do any- 



APPENDIX. 223 

thing which would expose our spiritual interests to 
danger." 

Another letter, dated June 29th, followed, in 
which he spoke of himself as being remarkably well, 
though very fully occupied. The next letter received 
from Springfield, was from the pen of a friend, stat- 
ing that he had been suddenly removed from time to 
eternity. 

On the morning of July 21st, he and his family 
arose in their usual health. About nine o'clock he 
was siezed with slight indisposition, which in a few 
hours proved to be the cholera, that disease having 
appeared in the immediate vicinity three days previ- 
ous. When the symptoms were decisive, he was 
calm, and told his wife " he doubtless had the chol- 
era, and might die ; but he should not suffer long, 
and had no wish to have it otherwise ; all was well ; 
he had no anxiety for the future. " After this he sank 
rapidly ; his speech failing faster than his strength. 
About sunset the symptoms of cholera seemed to be 
subdued. Very soon, however, a violent attack of 
asthma, (to which he was subject,) came on, with 
which he struggled until quarter past eleven o'clock, 
P. M., when he was released from his sufferings, and, 
we trust, was received into "the everlasting king- 
dom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ." He 
survived his mother less than ten weeks. " Lovely 



224 APPENDIX. 

and pleasant in their lives ; and in their death they 
were not divided." 

" In the important article of death, the privileges 
of believers appear distinguishing indeed. To human 
nature, unassisted by grace, death, the awful punish- 
ment of sin, is the ' king of terrors.' Bitter indeed, 
and insupportably painful, are the thoughts of death 
to men who have ' their portion in this life,' and ' are 
at ease in their possessions.' How enviable, even to 
such, is the calm and serene frame of a dying saint. 
Here the monster seems to have lost its sting, having 
left it in the bleeding body of Jesus. Death has 
changed its nature and its name. Call it no more 
death ; it is the sweet sleep of the body, deposited in 
its earthly bed, under the eye of the Redeemer, till 
the morning of the resurrection." 

The funeral was attended the next morning at nine 
o'clock. A general sensation of grief was awakened 
throughout the city of Springfield at his sudden re- 
moval ; and his bereaved family, consisting of his 
widow and two children, to whom he supplied the 
place of a parent, received many expressions of sym- 
pathy and kindness. He was nearly fifty-four years 
of age. 

A brief notice of his history, for the last twenty 
years, may be interesting to the friends of his youth. 

Soon after completing his theological studies in 
Bangor, in September, 1831, he was ordained as pas 



APPENDIX. 225 

tor of the Congregational Church in Andover, Ox- 
ford County, (Maine ;) where, amidst many discour- 
agements and hardships, he remained till the spring 
of 1837, when, for several reasons, at his own re- 
quest he was honorably dismissed by an ecclesiastical 
council. The severity and length of the winter in 
that cold region had much increased the asthma, to 
which he was constitutionally predisposed. This led 
him to turn his attention to the West, as opening a 
wide field of usefulness, and possessing a climate 
more favorable to pulmonary complaints. Accord- 
ingly, after supplying the church in Hooksett (N. H.) 
for a few weeks, he commenced his journey to the 
West in October. He went to Auburn, a settlement 
on Sugar Creek, Sangamon County, (Illinois,) not 
intending to tarry even for a night ; but at the solici- 
tation of the elders of the church, he remained for a 
year and then was induced to take up his abode with 
the people, and assume the oversight of the Presby- 
terian Church. 

In the second year, he suffered much from fever 
and ague, and was unable to preach regularly ; and 
as the inhabitants of that part of the country have, 
as yet, not learned the important duty of sustaining 
their ministers, he endured many trials. But he had 
counted the cost before he went ; and being satisfied 
that his health would have failed wholly had he re- 
mained at the East another winter, he was ' ' ready to 



226 APPENDIX. 

live there, or to die there, just as his Heavenly Fath- 
er might order ; " and even in the darkest hour, he 
had no wish to return, finding an ample field of use- 
fulness, and willingly cultivating the soil, to supply 
his people's " lack of service." 

After being there about two years, during which 
he suffered much from sickness, disappointment and 
perplexity, a brighter day rose upon him. Health 
returned, and with it came a degree of vigor and en- 
ergy which he had not known before. He acquired 
a strength of voice, and soundness of lungs, which 
enabled him to preach with ease to large congrega- 
tions in the open air. Every alternate Sabbath he 
preached in a village six miles distant, usually going 
and returning on foot. 

Nor did the Master whom he served permit him to 
labor in vain. In a moral and religious point of view, 
the people to whom he ministered underwent a great 
change. Though, at first, he was almost the only ad- 
vocate of temperance in that region, in a few years 
there was comparatively very little intemperance in 
the settlement. The influences of the Spirit attended 
the preached word, and considerable accessions were 
made to the church. 

In 1843, he received a commission from the As- 
sembly's Board of Missions, and one hundred dollars 
per annum for a few years after. 

He found the standard of piety at the West much 



APPENDIX. 7 

lower than at the East. The Sabbath was not prop- 
erly regarded, even by professed Christians. He 
labored to produce correct opinions and practice in 
those respects. 

The great doctrines of the gospel were very imper- 
fectly understood, there being more reliance on mere 
excitement, than on soundness in the faith, and a cor- 
responding practice. A "big meeting" once or 
twice in a year, was thought by many to answer every 
purpose ; and the remainder of the time they would 
hear Campbellites, Mormons, Universalists, or whom 
they pleased. Against these things he set his face, 
and preached the great doctrines of the gospel, which 
he defended and illustrated. Gradually the people 
became more regular in their lives, and more discrim- 
inating in their doctrinal views ; and many of the 
most influential citizens labored to build up the 
good cause which once they opposed. 

From the first he endeavored to cultivate friendly 
relations with other evangelical denominations ; and 
as the result, he had their cordial friendship. 

There was a great scarcity cf books in that region. 
He could not find a single copy of Bunyan's " Pil- 
grim's Progress " when he first went there. This 
defect was supplied by friends at the East, who sent 
books and tracts for general distribution, which were 
anxiously sought, attentively read, and carefully pre- 
served. A library was sent from the Sabbath School 



228 APPENDIX. 

connected with the first Presbyterian Church in New- 
buryport, which was distributed among three Sabbath 
Schools in that vicinity. 

In the autumn of 1845 he removed to Chatham, 
five miles north of Auburn, on the same road, and 
in the same county. He did not, however, at first, 
supply the pulpit there, although a majority of the 
church wished it. A division in it, on the subject of 
abolition, he thought would effectually destroy his 
peace and hinder his usefulness. But he continued 
to labor in destitute churches and settlements, where 
he was always well received. 

After a time, the church in Chatham becoming 
more united, he ministered to them regularly. In 
the autumn of 1846 there was a revival of religion ; 
but not so extensive, nor so long continued, as he 
hoped it would be. The enemy came in disguise, 
" and sowed tares." The people, however, contin- 
ued very attentive to the word preached. Their 
ability to sustain the institutions of religion increased 
from year to year ; but their liberality did not keep 
pace with it. 

Most of them were frontier men, who had never 
lived'long in a place, and, therefore, had never been 
very strongly impressed with the importance of sus- 
taining either religious or educational institutions. 

In the summer of 1848, the time for which he had 
engaged to supply the pulpit of Chatham expired ; 



APPENDIX. 229 

and, although both the church and congregation ex- 
pressed a desire that he should continue to minister 
to them, he declined, the asthma having gained so fast 
upon him that he could only preach with utmost dif- 
ficulty. A visit to New England in the autumn ac- 
celerated the progress of the disease, so that he was 
obliged on his return to relinquish preaching alto- 
gether, and devote himself to agriculture for a subsis- 
tence. For this purpose he removed to the suburbs 
of Springfield, and superintended a large nursery 
and garden which belonged to a capitalist in the city. 
He attended church in Springfield regularly, with his 
family, worshiping in the Third Presbyterian Church, 
under the care of Rev. Mr. Dodge ; and endeavored 
to show to whose kingdom he belonged by conducting 
his extensive secular business on Christian principles, 
and by a strict observance of the Sabbath. 

To surviving friends it is comforting to learn that 
he was enabled by Divine grace to maintain an ex- 
emplary Christian deportment, and to leave behind 
him an evidence that he was truly " a good man." 

In many natural traits he resembled his mother ; 
and in some of the Christian characteristics, there was 
a close affinity. He possessed untiring industry, in- 
domitable perseverance, great enterprise and energy. 
He endured trials cheerfully ; his trust in God in sea- 
sons of discouragement, was unwavering. He seemed 
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230 APPENDIX. 

to live in view of death, and in constant preparation 
for sudden death, which he considered desirable. 

The doctrines of the Presbyterian Church (0. S.) 
he firmly believed and preached. On the atonement 
of Christ, he placed all his hopes of salvation. It 
was on this " Rock of ages " that he was enabled 
quietly to rest, when, suddenly, he found himself 
breasting the billows of death. " The believer's life 
begins with the knowledge of Christ, and ends by 
dying in him, and eternally enjoying him. And all 
through life he looks to and lives upon Christ. Bless- 
ed beginning ! comfortable living ! joyful dying ! ' ' 



The two following letters, from which extracts are 
made, were written after Mr. Gr.'s death : — 

From Deacon W. D. , of Lowell. 

"Lowell, August 25th, 1851. 

"It is with mingled emotions of pain and pleasure, 
that I read yours of the 8th inst. , which announced to 
me the death of your beloved brother, and my friend, 
Rev. W. C. Greenleaf. I thank you for particulars 
of his death, and for giving information respecting 
your mother's, which we had noticed in the papers. 
It gives us pain to learn this, because the cause of 
Christ has lost the labors of two of his faithful ser- 



APPENDIX. 231 

vants ; and many friends have lost the affectionate and 
sympathizing instruction and fervent prayers of ' a 
mother in Israel,' and of a ' watchman on the walls of 
Zion.' It gives us pleasure, because there remains 
such pleasing evidence that both have gone in such 
quick succession, to unite in praising redeeming love 
for ever and ever ; to that ' rest that remaineth for 
the people of God.' 

" You were right in saying, I always took a deep 
interest in your brother. Falling in with him, as I 
did in 1823, as we boarded together, before Mrs. D. 
came to Lowell, I used to spend my leisure moments 
with him, in religious conversation ; and we often 
walked out together, that we might more fully ex- 
press our views on religion. But he soon left this 
place, and I heard no more of him until August, 
1826, when I very unexpectedly received a letter 
from him, stating his then present views on that point. 
He said, (though I had forgotten it,) that when we 
parted in Lowell in 1823, I expressed confidence that 
he would become a Christian, and made him promise 
that if he should, he would write me ; and he then 
wrote that he ' verily believed God had brought him 
out of nature's darkness into his marvellous light,' 
and gave some particulars of his conversion. This 
was a great encouragement to me, and did much to 
strengthen me to pray and labor for others' salvation, 
in that great revival, which had already then com- 



232 APPENDIX. 

mencecl in this place, which continued for more than 
six years, when such multitudes were hopefully born 
into the kingdom. 

" I regret very much not being at home when 
your brother took pains to call on me, when he was 
going to the West ; but he is gone, and I am spared. 

" And your mother's prayers we have done with. 
She told me once, she had a list of names she always 
prayed for on certain days, weekly ; each individual 
separately. Have you that list? Do preserve it. 
It must be a sacred piece of paper. And then I shall 
have no more of her good letters. The last one she 
wrote was in such a hand that I could scarce read it ; 
but I know it was good, every word of it." 

From Rev. Dr. Proudjlt. 

" New Brunswick, September 10th, 1851. 

" You cannot doubt that both the dear friends for 
whom you mourn, are with their Redeemer, and with 
one another. They have entered into rest. Both of 
them have so lived as not only to leave with their 
friends the precious and consoling assurance that they 
' sleep in Jesus,' but they have left behind them, 
scattered far and wide, the seed which they have 
' sown unto the Spirit,' and which will yield a glori- 
ous harvest at * the end of the world.' The depar- 
ture of a Christian, to glory cannot, I think, at any 
moment, be called mysterious, when we look at its 



APPENDIX. 233 

connection with our Redeemer's words, John xvii. 
24. Christ desires to have his own ' with him where 
he is,' and will not endure a longer separation from 
them than is necessary to accomplish the ends of their 
own sanctification and the extension of his kingdom 
on earth. For these ends alone he permits them to 
remain here, where they are separated, in one sense, 
at least, from himself, and have so much to struggle 
with, both of sin and suffering. Blessed be his name 
for that word, addressed to his whole church, ' Be- 
hold, I come quickly ! ' ! that every heart that 
loves him may be so weary of this world, and so im- 
patient for heaven, as to respond, * Even so, come, 
Lord Jesus.' " 

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APPENDIX. NO. II. 



Extract from a sermon on the death of Mr. Wil- 
liam Coombs, by Rev. Dr. Dana. Delivered June 
12th, 1814. 

The text was Philippians i. 21. " For me to live 
is Christ; to die is gain." The subject was the 
Apostle's description of the Christian's life and death. 
The following is the application. 

In the course of these imperfect observations, your 
minds have, I doubt not, often recurred to that be- 
loved and venerable man whom Heaven has recently 
removed from us, to the unspeakable grief of his fam- 
ily and friends, of this Christian Church and Society, 
of the town at large, and of the friends of religion 
and virtue generally, wherever he was known. So 
deep and tender is my personal interest in the scene, 
that, on many accounts, it would have been a relief 
to be permitted to pass the subject in silence. But 
understanding it to be the general wish and expecta- 



APPENDIX. 235 

tion, that, even at this late moment,^ something should 
be offered, appropriate to the melancholy event, and 
illustrative of the character of the deceased, I have 
yielded to the call. And this the more, as to be 
wholly silent on such an occasion, would seem to com- 
port neither with the indications of divine providence, 
nor with the best interests of survivors. 

The friend whom we lament, was the son of emi- 
nently pious parents, and early enjoyed, under the 
paternal roof, the advantages of frequent instruction 
and admonition, accompanied by prayer, and enforced 
by a correspondent example. To the blessing of 
God upon these means, is probably to be attributed 
that conscientious and amiable deportment which dis- 
tinguished him in cl ldhood, and through the subse- 
quent stages of life. It is a circumstance not to be 
forgotten, that he himself, at a period but just beyond 
infancy, commenced the practice of secret prayer, in 
which he persevered to tue close of life. The pre- 
cise time from which his frst effectual impressions of 

* By reason of the writer's absence, on a journey to Phila- 
delphia, at the decease and interment of his honored father-in- 
law, this discourse was not delivered until the third Sabbath 
afterward. By the circumstance of the relation mentioned 
above, he was not wholly unembarassed. But he has aimed to 
speak of the deceased, as another, equally acquainted with 
•him, would have spoken. Nor is he apprehensive that to the 
most informed and impartial judges, the character will appear 
over-drawn. 



236 APPENDIX. 

piety are to be dated, is not known. He had past 
beyond the middle of life, before he collected cour- 
age to join in full communion with the Church ; 
though his acquaintance with the power of religion 
was probably much earlier. But of him it was emi- 
nently true, that his path, like the morning light, 
shone brighter and brighter, to the perfect day. 

While a youth, his thirst for knowledge, and love 
of action, were equally conspicuous. These disposi- 
tions he gratified at once, by engaging in a maritime 
life, in which he continued till near the age of forty. 
Here, his activity, his enterprising disposition, and 
his punctuality in business, united with the strictest 
integrity, soon brought him into general notice, and 
engaged the unlimited confidence of all with whom he 
was concerned. His last voyage was performed in 
the year 1775, and merits particular notice. It was 
undertaken just before the commencement of hostili- 
ties with the mother country, for the purpose of ob- 
taining from the island of Guadaloupe a supply of 
arms and ammunition, such as he knew would be 
pressingly needed in the approaching contest. He 
succeeded beyond his most sanguine expectations. 
Many circumstances marked this voyage as an effort 
of ardent and disinterested patriotism ; particularly, 
the personal danger of the attempt, and the immedi- 
ate surrender of the results of the voyage to the au- 



APPENDIX. 237 

thorities of the town, without any stipulated recom- 
pense. 

He engaged with all his constitutional ardor in the 
cause of the Revolution ; being firmly persuaded that 
it was the cause of justice, no less than of liberty. 
He promoted it by a variety of exertions and sacri- 
fices. He was early chosen a member of one of those 
Committees of Safety and Correspondence which, ac- 
cording to the exigencies of the times, assumed and 
exercised the powers of govermnent. In this office he 
continued — active, influential and useful — until 
regular authority was restored. 

But it is peculiarly pleasant to dwell on those 
strong indications of piety by which his character was 
distinguished and adorned. None who knew him in- 
timately could doubt that he was eminent in religion, 
and in all the dignified and amiable virtues which 
religion inspires. 

He was a decided friend to what have been called 
the doctrines of grace ; or to those truths which dis- 
tinguish the gospel from every other system, and 
mark it as a religion for sinners. On these doctrines, 
and on these alone, he thought it safe to build his 
immortal hopes. Yet he was not a high speculatist. 
His reading (and he read much) was principally of 
the experimental and practical kind. Such, too, was 
his religion. It was the religion of the heart, the 
temper and conduct. No man seemed to entertain a 



238 APPENDIX. 

higher opinion of the value and importance of truth ; 
yet none was farther from the indulgence of a fierce 
and bigoted zeal, or from substituting a set of barren, 
orthodox speculations in the place of a pious temper 
and practice. 

He delighted in secret prayer. Few, it is believed, 
have been so frequent and faithful in the discharge of 
this important duty. His familiar friends have often 
been constrained to remark how his face has shone, and 
what mingled solemnity, sweetness and humility have 
beamed from his countenance, when he has descended 
from the mount of communion with his God. It de- 
serves serious consideration, whether his acknowl- 
edged eminence in religion did not arise from this 
source, more than from any other. His prayers in 
the family, and the social circle, seemed like the ar- 
dent breathings of a soul after holiness and heaven — 
the unstudied and warm effusions of a heart overflow- 
ing with love to God and man. 

In his observance of the Sabbath, he was signally 
exemplary. He literally devoted the whole day to 
spiritual exercises, either public, private, or secret. 
In the sanctuary, he was a most punctual and devout 
worshipper. Nothing but imperious necessity was 
ever suffered to detain him from its services. Nor did 
he allow his thoughts to wander from the duties in 
hand. So deeply was his heart engaged and his 
mind absorbed, that he rarely, through inattention, 



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lost so much as a word which was uttered in the house 
of God. It is scarce needful to add, that these sea- 
sons were seasons of peculiar enjoyment. He often, 
indeed, remarked almost unconsciously, that the Sab- 
bath seemed surprisingly short ; and complained that 
just as his heart became attuned to the duties of the 
day, he found himself at its close. 

Amid his many virtues, the lovely grace of humili- 
ty shone with distinguished lustre. He rarely spoke 
of himself; and seldom indeed, but with the most 
unaffected self-diffidence. It was evident that a sense 
of unworthiness and guilt often oppressed him ; and 
that quitting every other hope, he placed his reliance 
on the sovereign mercy of God, and the abounding 
merit of the Saviour. Another proof of his humility 
appeared in the evident reluctance and pain with 
which he received those expressions of respect which 
all around him were anxious to pay, and the care he 
often took to elude them. 

I have heard it remarked, perhaps by himself, that, 
in his natural temper, he was hasty. Probably symp- 
toms of this kind have been visible in the earlier pe- 
riods of his life. Yet most remarkably was this in- 
firmity conquered in later time. Perhaps it was one 
of the brightest instances of the triumph of religion, 
that for many of the last years of his life, some of his 
most intimate friends never saw him divested of self- 
government. His perceptions being quick, and his 



240 APPENDIX. 

sensibility exquisite, an injury, or indecorum, gave 
him a momentary pain ; but in bis meek and subdued 
spirit, it rarely excited resentment. 

Though his life passed in an unusually even tenor, 
and was replete with mercies, as he often with great 
tenderness acknowledged, still he was not without se- 
vere trials ; particularly in the loss of friends very 
dear to his heart. They served however, to manifest 
the extent of his submission to the divine will. 
Those who knew the tenderness and strength of his 
feelings, were often surprised to witness in him, amid 
these scenes not merely a resignation, but a tran- 
quility, and even cheerfulness of mind. 

He was distinguished for his benevolence aud lib- 
er ality. He appeared to realize no value in wealth, 
but as it furnished the means of alleviating distress, 
and of doing good to the bodies and the souls of his 
fellow-creatures. In the most generous, yet simple 
and unostentatious manner, was his wealth devoted to 
these noble purposes. There was a delicacy in his 
mode of bestowing favors, which frequently gave 
them a double value. To many, he was an unknown 
benefactor. His kindness came to them unsought ; 
and while it " relieved their wants," it " spared their 
blushes too." 

His humanity and compassion were frequently con- 
spicuous ; and very signally in that remarkable exer- 
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APPENDIX. 241 

honorable a notice from the Humane Society in this 
place. It is impossible to contemplate this effort, 
made at so advanced an age, and with no small per- 
sonal hazard, without mingled emotions of surprise, 
admiration and love. # 

He cherished and manifested a tender sympathy 
for the afflicted of his acquaintance ; especially the 
sick, whom he relieved and comforted, where there 



* The child saved, was William Plummer, about nine years 
old, son of Mr. Paul Plummer, of Newbury. He had fallen 
from a raft, into a depth of water between six and seven feet, 
near the wharf of Mr. Coombs, who providentially discovered 
him in the critical moment of his first rising, after having sunk 
to the bottom. Throwing off his hat and wig, he leaped at once 
from the wharf, caught the child in his arms, and saved him 
from impending death. 

A Committee of the Merrimac Humane Society, appointed 
to examine the case, close their account of its leading circum- 
stances, in the following manner : 

" Your Committee are happy in stating to the Trustees, that 
this distinguished act of humanity has fallen to the lot of their 
late worthy Vice President, William Coombs, Esq., at the ad- 
vanced age of seventy-six years; and they participate the high 
satisfaction he must have experienced, when the lad whom his 
heroic exertion had rescued from premature death, as soon as 
he had placed him on the raft in safety, threw his arms around 
his aged benefactor's neck, and exclaimed, ' 0, Sir ! you have 
saved my life.' " 

The Trustees of the Society awarded, in consequence, its 
highest mark of honor — a gold medal. 

See Appendix to the Rev. Mb. Andrews' Discourse be- 
fore the Merrimac Humane Society, Sept. 1st, 1812. 

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242 APPENDIX. 

was occasion, by his bounty ; and whom he would more 
frequently have visited in person, but that he was 
nearly incapacitated by the acute ness of his feelings. 

While severe in scrutinizing and judging himself, 
he was, as it respected others, an example of unaf- 
fected and enlarged candor ; ever ready to put the 
best construction upon their characters, actions and 
motives ; ever delighted to detect their latent virtues, 
and throw the mantle over their faults ; ever disposed 
to overleap the barriers erected by prejudice and big- 
otry, and to embrace the worthy of every party and 
persuasion. He loved goodness for its own sake. 
He loved it in all. He honored it in the most de- 
pressed and neglected. Every real Christian had a 
passport to his heart. He had an unusual share of 
the uniting, healing spirit of Christianity. He did 
much, and attempted more, to banish those divisions 
and asperities which have operated such wide-spread 
evil among us. 

Indeed, there was that uniform decorum, and gen- 
uine Christian politeness in his deportment ; and that 
dignified meekness in his manner of treating the va- 
rious classes of mankind, which were much calculat- 
ed to disarm opposition, to render him a successful 
mediator between contending parties, and an efficient 
promoter of peace and love. 

Still, in his opposition to vice and licentiousness, 
he was open, inflexible and persevering- No man 



APPENDIX. Z4d 

was more indignant, or more grieved, at those flagrant 
violations of the Sabbath which have recently become 
so frequent, nor any one more desirous to promote the 
due execution of the laws in that regard. 

His exemplary conduct as a Commander at sea, 
must not be passed in silence. It secured at once 
the affection, the respect and obedience of those un- 
der his care. It manifested the vast advantage pos- 
sessed by the good man in the art of governing — of 
controlling even the more unmanageable forms of hu- 
man nature. His practice of maintaining daily 
prayers on board his vessel, merits not only the no- 
tice, but the imitation of all who occupy similar sta- 
tions. 

It would lead me far beyond my limits, to speak 
of all those designs of general and public utility, in 
which he was engaged ; or even to specify, all those 
important and beneficial institutions with which he was 
connected. It may suffice to state, that among the 
many associations for the promotion of knowledge, 
virtue, religion, and the temporal comfort of indivi- 
duals, or the community, which have existed in this 
town or vicinity, for the last half century there are 
few indeed, of which he not was either an officer, a 
member, or an active and zealous friend.* One thing 



* Mr. Coombs was a projector and founder, and for many 
years President of the Marine Society in Newburyport. He 



244 APPENDIX. 

I cannot but remark with emphasis. Whatever he 
undertook for others, whether individuals or the pub- 
lic, he was wont to execute with a promptness and 
vigor, such as are rare indeed in similar cases, and 
superior to what he ordinarily manifested in his per- 
sonal concerns. He was a man of a truly public and 
disinterested spirit ; and it is to be apprehended that 
the want of his fidelity and ardor in the promotion 
of important designs of general utility, will be long felt, 
and deeply regretted among us. 

Let me also particularize his zealous and indefa- 
tigable exertions to promote the education of our ris- 
ing youth. Of the importance of this object, and its 
connection with all the best interests of society, he 
had a deep sense. To promote it, he spared no 
pains. Hence, as a member, and for many years 
the presiding officer, of the School Committee, he 
was always active — always at his post. Indeed, 
he appeared to consider these attentions, though 
frequently occurring, and frequently superseding 

vigorously encouraged, and afterward superintended, the erec- 
tion of Esses Merrimac Bridge. He was a Representative in 
the Legislature of the Commonwealth. He was a Chairman 
of the School Committee of Newburyport, a Trustee of Dum- 
mer Academy, and a Founder of the Massachusetts Society for 
promoting Christian knowledge. He was President of the 
Merrimac Bible Society, Vice President of the Merrimac Hu- 
mane Society, and one of the Committee of the Society in this 
town for the suppression of vice and immorality. 



APPENDIX. 245 

important private business, as rather a pleasure 
than a task. Nor will our youth soon forget the ani- 
mated delight, the truly paternal interest, with which 
he contemplated their progress, nor his indefatigable 
efforts to stimulate their improvement in every thing 
useful and excellent. 

He was an exemplary and useful member and officer 
of this Church, which has long been profited by his 
faithful and affectionate labors to promote the cause 
of religion, and will long hold them in tender and 
honorable remembrance. 

Need I say, that in all the domestic and social re- 
lations, he was amiable and beloved ? Need I say 
how inexpressibly he was endeared as a husband, 
father, brother and friend ? Alas, to expatiate on this 
otherwise delightful theme, would be but to open 
anew those wounds which have scarce yet ceased to 
bleed. 

Our departed friend was a remarkable and animat- 
ing instance of the cheerful influence of piety on the 
mind and heart. Who that saw and knew him, could 
for a moment imagine that religion inspires gloom and 
despondency ? Who could doubt that it is a peren- 
nial spring of satisfaction and joy ? For while this 
good man derived his choicest consolations directly 
from religion, it was obvious that from every common 
object, every providential blessing, he collected a re- 
venue of comfort. In all, he saw a divine haud. This 
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ennobled and sweetened every thing. Especially did 
this contemplation impart a thousand charms to that 
beloved garden which employed, at this season of the 
year, so much of his time and attention. He conversed 
with God through the medium of his works ; and in 
the intercourse, his mind was becalmed and ex- 
hilarated. 

Let me add, he was a bright ornament to religion. 
His spirit, his deportment, his example exhibited piety 
in its true character. It made the beholder see what 
it is — how lovely, how venerable, how commanding. 
It gained a testimony in every bosom, to the reality 
of religion. It afforded conviction to every conscience, 
of its incalculable worth. 

He conversed much with death ; and in his latter 
years, when in company with Christian friends, fre- 
quently adverted to it, as probably near. On the sub- 
ject of his preparation for the interesting exchange, 
he rarely spoke with confidence ; but generally, in the 
language of humble, trembling hope. Some weeks 
previous to his last sickness, he was attacked with a 
short, but violent indisposition, which he apprehended 
would prove immediately fatal. Under this impres- 
sion, he felt, as he afterward declared, a sweet and 
entire submission to his heavenly Father's will. 
When the fatal disorder actually seized him, it left 
little power, either of speech or thought. At first, 
he uttered a few broken expressions, among which 



APPENDIX. 247 

were these : " Blessed state — blessed Lord — bless- 
ed Jesus !" They were probably indications of the 
tranquil and happy frame of his mind. After this, 
he languished a few days, and expired. # 

* Mr. Coombs was seized with a palsy, May, 23d, and died 
the 28th of the same month, in the 78th year of his age. 



